babe you crushed my heart
why do i still want you back?
her love will have you questioning your worth
and that's a fact
i feel my mental going
why'd u have to be so damn controlling?
i find myself in pain
girl why'd u leave me in despair?
put me in a broken place
maybe i can take you there
claiming that you needed space
while im the one pleading for air
i still remember what u said
i wish that you were dead
but i can't get you out my head
this shi had me seeing red

babe you crushed my heart
why do i still want you back?
her love will have you questioning your worth
and that's a fact
i feel my mental going
why'd u have to be so damn controlling?
i find myself in pain
girl why'd u leave me in despair?
i know it looks scary
but girl im right here
treated me unfairly
but girl for you i still care
i can tell by your eyes
that you don't really care
pondering about suicide
cuz im not mentally there

go stream!

can i take u to my broken place

thanks jacko for the beat and verse @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

nope your too late i died w/ jacko

OUT ON ALL PLATS :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/6mLtkB1zoYJXZlumeiLFGy?si=a96c659ecdc847e8

prod. Robin Cause

ig: https://www.instagram.com/heybinji/

LYRICS:
Ooooh
(You in the past)
Ooooh, Ooooh, Ooooh
(You in the past, steady it won't last, put it on my grave, standing from the past now)

You’re in the past now
Focus on myself
I was waiting for the day you would come to me and say, 
“Oh I’m so sorry”
“Forget about me”
“I was so stupid”
It’s been 4 months -_-
“You don't hate me anymore?”
My head is at the floor
I don’t want this anymore!


“I’m so sorry, please forget me!”
What you said to me is not fair
Not that you lied but I really just don't care
Helped me at my lowest then dropped me into nowhere


Oooh
Oooh (La la la)
Doo doo doo, doo doo, doo doo doo, doo doo, doo, doo doo doo doo
(You don't change, shit was in the past, it was in my ring, now it never lasts, it would never last now)  

(FU-!)
Doo doo doo, doo doo, doo doo doo, doo doo, doo, doo doo doo doo
(You don't change, shit was in the past, it was in my ring, now it never lasts, it would never last now)  

“I’m so sorry, please forget me!”
What you said to me is not fair
Not that you lied but I really just don't care
Helped me at my lowest then dropped me into nowhere-

past [ALL PLATS]

strangers - proderics

oh theres a flash flood
keep bringing bad luck
thought it was mad love
but i was wrong
oh you wanna act up
but theres nothing to patch up
leave it all in the past cause
ive been thinking too long
wide awake is how i 
die and lay and rot
inside my cage
so you can smell my regret from
miles away
the air is thick and hazy
it all erased
come take me out my

barry

i’d write u a love song in my bed
but the message wouldn’t reach ur head
she complained i didn’t see she bled
no girl, you ain’t seen real blood yet
i’d write u a love song in my bed
but the message wouldn’t reach ur head
she complained i didn’t see she bled
no girl, you ain’t seen real blood yet

guess it's a sign of the times
put myself in danger with every step
don't go around telling your lies
don't let my effort go straight to your head
guess it's a sign of the times
think i'm better off not knowing what you said
another word and i'll cry
i really meant it when i said, "i want you dead"

admit my time with you was a nightmare
nightmare
it's a sign of the times
think i'm better off not knowing what you said
another word and i'll cry
i really meant it when i said, "i want you dead"
don't go around telling your lies
don't let my effort go straight to your head
guess it's a sign of the times
think i'm better off not knowing what you said
another word and i'll cry
i really meant it when i said, "i want you dead"

have you seen real blood?

it's over tonight.

they'll post it online

SWAT

mirrors demo

help me feat duskydemise prod Casper

i still, hear your
laughter in my head
ringing and bleeding 
theres nothing i couldve said
your right hand
in mine
so soft your skin i feel it
baby this is acetone to break it down
so i can peel it
i want your skin to my own
you know the way im feeling
i would let you shatter my bones
i feel so fucking depleted

they talk about me
i hear them laugh, i hear them laugh
theyre sayin im just skin and bones
and they laugh
ill burn this place into a pile of ash
ill spit on everyone
and then ill go and stab all the rest

and i hate that dude, you know this
i watched you flirt in front my face
i hate the way your glowing
you make me feel so full of rage
ill kill you both in a brutal way
you tell that mother fucker that ill skin his face
ill nail his ugly ass into a fence post
and then ill tell you both that you can kiss my asshole hahhahhaaa

they talk about me
and i hear them laugh, i hear them laugh
theyre sayin im just skin and bones
and they laugh
ill burn this place into a pile of ash
ill spit on everyone
and then ill go and stab all the rest

im so 
anemic
kill me i hate this feeling
im so
depleted
and i can tell that you see it
murder my adderall 
sleep deprived 
ill kill you all cuz i wanna fall alone

#jealousbastards
ugly and shitty song, prolly gonna delete this soon frr
(restless intrumental)

skin and bones

i hope you have a good life ahead of you
i hope your friends invite you out to their hangout
i hope that when they would talk behind your back
they would only say good things about you
i'm not being ironic
i'm genuinely feeling these feelings
cause you're really a good person
and you treat me like i'm human
i hope you treat others the same way too
your loved ones must be so lucky
that your alive and your well
wish you had cancer and that you'll beat it too
i also wish that your crush accepts you
and that you'll both live a life
and live happily forever after
i'm not being ironic
maybe a little
but i only mean well
i'm only saying it sucks just to be beaten all day
and to have no one that checks up on you
imagine being so different
no one cares for what you think
but you dont have to worry
cause you're born like that

genuinely (prod. mercenarychild)

silly musician man

everything self prod unless stated otherwise

genuinely (prod. mercenarychild)

strider

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