never fair

I will stay and fight and I’ll fight for my friends

I’m glad I have friends and family around and a lot of reassurance that I’m not a nobody and that I’m worth something

thank you

happy again

[art by @potato_nap on IG, PLS FOLLOW]
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lyrics:
I was trying to makes this work
and now i'm lying here face first
in the dirt but it's my turn
i've been crying cause i'm hurt
and i'm bad luck and of course i'm cursed
and it's my hearts that's prone to burst
i'm hurt
and i've be broken bleeding on my shirt
all i do is make things worse

i heard that you're doing fine
without me by your side
i stayed around and tried no reply
not gonna message you this time
i heard that you're doing alright
dispite you  hurting my life
you decided to try but that's when our love died
please don't message me this time

i don't have a phone for you to text
cause it's fucking broken in the back
i'm feeling excellent
i'm living my life the best
but i still have you in the back of my head

i was trying to make things work
and now i'm lying here face first
in the dirt and it's my turn
i'm bad luck and of course i'm cursed

make things worse

Better Off Without You

go follow https://soundcloud.com/deondre-tucker

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sleep machine (ft. Lit Wit)

Butterflies

featuring:
https://soundcloud.com/dylaanlotus
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1OjHBfRdd96XGNlhwQ3EAo

Graveyard Ft Dylanlotus x Djandrew

Bother

Twilight

Interlude

Capture This Moment

Silence

Ghost Ft Flesh Golem

Setlist

ft https://soundcloud.com/fleshgolem
lyrics:
so i hang out with my phantoms
my inner ghosts
please don't take me home
hate to be alone
i keep crashing hard once i walk inside and hit the bed
theres some times in life where i was wishing i was dead

so i hang out with my phantoms

yuh i can't make you proud
please don't make a sound
quiet as a kid was never loud
and now
lately i've been feeling overwhelmed
i dwell
living in my personal hell

i called it
i can't finished what i've started
i'm sorry that i'm always keeping myself really guarded
i guess this is something that i never really wanted
i'll depart and hope to see you in the morning

hell

enjoy my dudes

new album announced but no release date

rip



Ｊｕｓｔ Ｔｈｅ Ｓａｍｅ全く同じで

Follow: https://soundcloud.com/hazy-nights

original song: https://soundcloud.com/hazy-nights/loading

enjoi

ｌｏａｄｅｄ 1 0 0% ft. Hazy Nights

keep me warm (ft hazy nights)

shadows in my room.

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(ripoff joji)

open my life

This Life I Have Left

Protect Me From My Nightmares

balls deep heres another track w/ https://soundcloud.com/brengunn

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last time follow https://soundcloud.com/brengunn

Ghost Droppp Ft Brenngun

Man On A Mission

lyrics:
I don't know why
you ran from this fight
i can see sunrise
cigarettes keep ruining my life

so what's your problem
can i try to solve them
i can be your guardian
until i have fallen
did i break the law again
do i deserve a haven
am i worth saving

i can never let go of you
you hold my memories
you have a part of me with you
wherever you go

wherever you go

go follow 
lyrics:
striveau chorus:
is this my mental breakdown
i can't wait now
is this my mental breakdown
on a thursday
am i way too late for your sake
baby
times are getting hard life is rough have you had enough
i show you love take you out we can watch the stars
i know life's a cunt but we only need a restart
we can wait it out
i'll finish my mental breakdown

wstdyth:
you don't know me
i'm sorry
only up when the sky gets starry
stay awake guayaki and some coffee
indica smoke got me coughing

the dark worlds told me to come back
i'm stepping down to the deep in my rafs
i met god got a backstage pass
lost mind took another fucking tab

please don't call me
need some time to myself i be waking
please don't call me

striveau verse:
from the start i knew i was a goner
lost my mind at the end of the summer
zip my lips for a little bit longer
a tribute to my life that's right it's an honor

take my soul and rip my heart out
flesh and bones break me down
i need clout
no need to be loud you don't need to shout
take me on a ride i'm living life
on a roundabout

i can't seem to fly solo
please don't be a no show
my feelings are a no go zone for your torture
i can't bare the horror
i only want to love you
so don't leave me here on my own

don't sweet talk to me
unless i need to hear
your cute voice in my ear

mental breakdown ft. wstdyth

featuring https://soundcloud.com/deadbrokeofficial

enjoy

birth call ft. deadbroke

what if we get toxic?

i know you will see this so i'm sorry, i did my best for you

lyrics:
I shouldn't be helpless
i shouldn't be crying
i showered you with love
you should know where to find me
inside yeah i'm dying
but it won't define me
you don't have to like me
but it's time to stop hiding
you know where to find me

pop another pill til it's alright
been a few nights since i last cried
push my pride to the side while i write
everything inside in my pages til i go hide
some regrets
everything i'm seeing
all this pain it happens for a reason
loosing my mind like every other season
i'm beaten
sick of these demons
so it's time to leave them
so fucking sick of being anxious
left alone on this blank canvas
what what are the chances
of breaking out of the sadness
this madness
i think it's time to practise
to fix my mental status
i don't to feel feel this
my feelings are reckless
i need to try and fix this
sick of being restless
i'm really fucking jealous of all of you

where to find me

follow sadzilla:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6B6IodMdAjoGX2fZuYyGpc
https://soundcloud.com/sadzillamusic

lyrics:
shes so beautiful
flowing like a waterfall
i don't wanna fall again
don't wanna fall again
so my cannot be broken
i dont wanna fall again
i dont want to fall again

verse (sadzilla):
I don't wanna fall again, last time
You just wanna see me trip, out of line
Momma called me ask me if i'm fine, i'm fine
I'm just looking for a girl to dine then whine
-
Yeah, that's rightous, ima ask the shortie roll the dices
She priceless, she the could be the only one, she could be the one
Ima invite her to the wedding she gonna like the setting
Walking down the middle, dreamed it ever since she little
-
But that girl was in love with kyle but she stay walking down the aisle
With tears in her eyes, that girl can lie

Fall Again Ft Sadzilla

I Don't Want To Fight

Was I Too Ugly

hometown (prod. nate2timez x jolst)

i disagree
i disagree
i disagree
i dissagree

Disagree

reset

DIAL TONE

NO LONGER POSTING ON SOUNDCLOUD
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He/They

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1998 baby
sorta sad, sorta happy
https://soundcloud.com/cozycollective
https://soundcloud.com/timeless-archive

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