Surprise track until EP :)

also s/o Jolst for being an amazing producer

lyrics
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Woah, I think I should go
Scrolling through my texts, guessing that all my friends are ghosts 
Slow, walking by the coast
Gather all my thoughts fore I head out into the road, and I smoke 
Till I choke
And my house not a home, all night I'm up checking on my phone
On my own
I'm never in my zone, if you catch me I'm alone

Talking to myself, I know I think that I need help
I know I saw you somewhere else, besides this city and hotel
But I hope you're doing well
For me life has been a hell
Sell my soul just to fit in with like everybody else
Or just anybody else
So I try to
Fucking spark in the dark like I'm Raichu 
Don't wanna fight dude
Pessimistic little bitch, seeing right through

Woah, I think I should go
Scrolling through my texts, guessing that all my friends are ghosts 
Slow, walking by the coast
Gather all my thoughts fore I head out into the road, and I smoke 
Till I choke
And my house not a home, all night I'm up checking on my phone
On my own
I'm never in my zone, if you catch me I'm alone

onmyown (prod. Jolst)

artist featured:
@failure404

produced by: 
@jolst

Snowdrop

Wish You're Here Now (w/ epitomeoffailure) [+ Jolst]

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sleep machine (ft. Lit Wit)

Lyrics:

Everyone wants to catch a break
But no one would see to care
How could you never relax at all
If you’re up and ready to go again
Times are strange and it really shows it
For the best it’s time we part ways
Don’t forget for what I’m here for
And don’t forget to who I really am

I’m a vampire, lost in the sunset
I’m a lover, lost in paradise
No one loves me for the way I look
And I guess it shouldn’t even matter now

I’m a vampire, lost in the west coast
Wanting to go home, back to the Midwest
Why’d it matter when it’s warmer here
And I really want to see the stars now

Smiles are really hard to make
When I’m always sad and so depressed
Here I am just thinking all the days
Of memories so washed in time
Here I go once again in the turmoil
Laying here to rest with my demons
Forget all the thoughts that is seen here
And really know to who I really am here

Scriptures From Vampires

Scriptures From Vampires (prod. Bytheswitch X Jkei)

talk the same w/procaine (dontcrysloan)

Phasmophobia (ft. teddyboi & lil XipZ)

PRODUCED: HIELOWAYS
MIXED: BABYBLADE
MASTERED: BABYBLADE

IMPULSES [PROD. HIELOWAYS]

toxic [kt3lly]

for the ones who need it (ross gossage)

digging my own grave (splashgvng/Irby)

self-prod

Look at the problem it's you, 
Girl you know that it is true, 
Got all these bands and they blue. 
That's also what I have been too. 
Big money, 
Big heart, 
Big depression, 
Restart. 
Sip shit, 
Go hard. 
I broke, 
My start. 
Crashing the car, 
And the whip got a limp. 
Bumps on my back, 
I got acne on skin. 
He better than me, 
I got nothing on him. 
But shit imma flex, 
Either way I been lit. 
Big cups, 
Chase it with regret. 
40 fucking ounce, 
Take it to my head. 

I been going crazy, 
I been going hard, 
I been fucking bitches, 
But I know I'm not a star. 
I been getting big cheques, 
I can't drive a car. 
I been going crazy in the back, 
I'm going hard. (x2)

Tell me she hate me, 
Don't doubt it, 
I'm crowded, 
By mouths, 
That be saying I'm drowning, 
In clout, 
I don't need nothing else, 
Here around. 
I just need me, 
And the sound. 
Voices can rattle, 
Belittle, 
And I'm in the middle, 
Of argument, 
I cannot pick, 
Who's in the right, 
Who's in the wrong, 
Really don't know all that shit. 
I just want dividends, 
Splits and a cheque. 
I just got water on me, 
Check my neck. 
Fucking these bitches, 
And I get em wet. 
Only one girl, 
But the others want it. 
Ain't chase a drink, 
So I won't chase a bitch.
Only chasing dreams, 
That shit is real, 
Get off my dick.

I been going crazy, 
I been going hard, 
I been fucking bitches, 
But I know I'm not a star. 
I been getting big cheques, 
I can't drive a car. 
I been going crazy in the back, 
I'm going hard.

Pull up on me, 
Let it buss. 
Pull up on me, 
Bitch you suck. 
You better duck, 
I keep it tucked, 
Spraying you bitches, 
I been number one. 
Ten rounds in this blicky. 
I been blowing up, 
Bitch im fucking playboi crizzy. 
This is my world, 
This is my life, 
This is my girl, 
Sipping on sprite, 
Pussy real tight, 
Fuck every night, 
She want it hard, 
I'm saying alright. 
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah, 
I got the money on me. 
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah, 
You acting funny to me. 
Now I been doing my thing, 
Now I pull on your bitch. 
She asking you for a ring, 
It shine when she stroking my dick. 
You say you ain't fuck with the kid, 
Still you been bumping my shit. 
I'm better than every clique, 
Trust me you ain't getting in. 

I been going crazy, 
I been going hard, 
I been fucking bitches, 
But I know I'm not a star. 
I been getting big cheques, 
I can't drive a car. 
I been going crazy in the back, 
I'm going hard. (x2)

Going Hard

He/They

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sleep machine (ft. Lit Wit)

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