it's been cold outside

It's Been Cold Outside [Demos]

couldnt do nymore to thhis,,  an extended vers of an older trackk

weak

the memories behind this one are crazy, I love you guys, thank you.

thanks to @n7te for helping me mix 

lyrics-

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I guess that I'm lost without you 
but I don't want to go die young
I guess I'm growing older 
but I don't want to live that long
I, I don't
even know if you care about a thing
I guess that I've been so fucked up 
you told me its all up in my head

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I think that I'm gon lose my mind
I just wasted all my time
I think that I'm gon lose my life
ill be dead damn, suicide
and ill be dead damn, not alright
and ill be dead damn say I'm fine

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost(x2)

young

In the symphony of life, there are moments when the melody feels heavy with sorrow, when the rhythm falters under the weight of challenges and grief. Yet, within the echoes of better times, within the harmonies of memories, there lies a lifeline—a sound journal, a sanctuary of healing.

Each song penned becomes a beacon of light, a vessel for catharsis not just for me, but for anyone who finds solace in its notes. It's in these vulnerable moments, amidst life's trials, that I'm reminded of the essence of my journey—why I first took up the pen, why I continue to let the music carry me forward.

So, let each entry in this sound journal be a testament to resilience, a testament to the transformative power of music in navigating the ebb and flow of life. For in sharing our stories through song, we find strength, we find connection, and we find the courage to keep on going. 🎶✨

JOURNAL ENTRY

VENT

I don't like to talk when there's nothing left to say

In the whirlwind of change, I found my stride,
Amidst the chaos, where truths abide.
Through manic waves, I pledged my vow,
A promise forged in the heat of the now.

With fervent heart and mind aflame,
I etched my commitment, sans any blame.
In the crucible of transformation's call,
I vowed to rise, to stand tall.

Though shadows danced in the tempest's haze,
I swore to endure, to find brighter days.
In the midst of turmoil, I found my voice,
And made a solemn promise, my ultimate choice.

So in this verse, amid the manic fray,
I declare my pledge, come what may.
To navigate change with courage and grace,
Embracing life's tumult, in every embrace.

Manic monday

My first edit : https://on.soundcloud.com/pGZjhQ2ab9PqPGBj7

Original song by emorave 

İf u wanna make a song with me come on Dm !

regret (prod.Emorave) remix

@jaykept / @kivoh
putting bro down I ain't letting him talk
pussy wan fight on the net thats tuff
i ain't gon give in to all of that
yeah, i ain't gon give in to all of that

yea, double down bitch i ain't givin no fuck
f&n aimed @ ur throat better duck
how u gon flex on the gram w/ no funds?
(niggas is broke tryna ask for some bud)

better go get it yourself
boy you bout greedy as hell
i swear im never gon sell
you was on top then u fell

unlike me bitch I get to the bread
unlike me bitch you cannot compare
you'n like me get the fuck outta here
bitch you a fan you can never stop starin

nigga tryna catch up even tho we never talk
go and get your bands up b4 u get urself too stuck
bitch i been trustin tha process !
always been taking my time wts
made it seem like that i had just locked in
(bitch boy im finna clock him)

bitch boy im finna clock him !
(go eat a donut bitch!!!)

@arlen-gamble-656873130
yall niggas melodramatic
got sooshi park tatted up under my patek
imma be safe i don't gotta be strapped
cuz a boy is a gun, and this shit automatic

they swear they been searchin the ends of the earth 
for a whole notha swag but a nigga been had it
that nigga was talkin
he cappin
he runnin
we track him
we find him, 
osama bin laden

niggas always got sum to say
woke up just like fuck today
i aint even wanna wake up today
steppin like i did not come to play

nigga get down with tha mix
if he wanna talk i could tote them sticks
cuz i do not talk im over the shit

dont want me to walk
im crossin the line
i dont give a fuck
im so sick of-

@jaykept / @kivoh
putting bro down I ain't letting him talk
pussy wan fight on the net thats tuff
i ain't gon give in to all of that
yeah, i ain't gon give in to all of that

yea, double down bitch i ain't givin no fuck
f&n aimed @ ur throat better duck
how u gon flex on the gram w/ no funds?
(niggas is broke tryna ask for some bud)

better go get it yourself
boy you bout greedy as hell
i swear im never gon sell
you was on top then u fell

unlike me bitch I get to the bread
unlike me bitch you cannot compare
you'n like me get the fuck outta here
bitch you a fan you can never stop starin

u ar mai sunchaine

im not ericdoa fuck yall stfu

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The New Toronto 3

Tory Lanez - Broke In A Minute

Yo, what's up world! I go by the name Strixx, straight outta the Windy City, repping Chicago till the end. I'm all about that music life, drawing inspiration from the likes of Saba, Noname, Billy Talent, Brakence, and a whole bunch more. 

My mission? Keep it simple: I'm here to make dope tunes that actually mean something. When I'm not cooking up beats, you'll catch me getting real about mental health and social justice—because those topics hit close to home for me.

Genres? Nah, I ain't about that box life. I ride the waves of alternative hip-hop, indie rock, bedroom pop, and R&B, blending them together like a sonic smoothie.

But let me be clear: I ain't chasing after fame and glory. Nah, I'm all about sparking a revolution and building a community for those who want to change the world through music. 

So, if you're down for some real talk, raw beats, and vibes that hit different, stick around. Expressing the inexpressible? That's what I do best, fam. Much love for your time and your ears. Let's make some magic together! 🎶❤️

Manic monday

Strixx

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