ϞCHØØL ϞHØØTΣR - DSM-5/Dead Inside (Alt Version)

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[Intro]
Should've seen my face
When I turned up to work
In a coat far too big
My anxieties lurked
A man named Brandon
Showed me around
Taught how to talk to customers
When more were inbound

[Verse 1]
The first thing I did
Was I fucked up an order
The guy was so pissed
And he called me a slur
I spent all night
Cleaning the floor
The hurl from the kids
Made me sick to my core

Did you know it's
illegal
to work a minor on the
night shift
But it seems that's
the deal
I don't know how I
survived that shit

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 2]
Shout out to the bathroom
Where I screamed my lungs off
It was my only safe space
That was never enough
Thank fuck for my brain
Who knew when to quit
When I started to hallucinate
I think that was it

There's been so many times
That I want to die
McDonalds gave me insomnia
And I don't think that's right
The manager's on weed
and he's flirting with teens
I don't know what to do
What the fuck does this all mean

[Solo]

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 3]
My college work is due
I've got so much to do
I'm sleeping for an hour
And I want to redo
I've started sexualising
my own death
And I think that's fucked up
But I still hold my breath

Why does life suck
Woe is me
You're sickly little prickly
And you think that you should leave
I googled how to hang myself
It told me not to grieve
I wanted gone so hard
Yet I rolled down my sleeve

[Intermission]
I can't hear you
I can't see you
I can't read the
things you want to do
I can't escape myself
I can't relate myself
I can't shape the world
into itself

[Verse 4]
One time I heard a voice
It came from a corpse
He said quit your job
And he started to warp
McDonalds drove me down to
the pits of insanity
I don't know what to do
And I think that I'm panicking

I came up with a plan
to fix my head
I'll quit my job
so I don't end up dead
I handed in my two weeks
And never looked back
Fuck that establishment
And fuck all of those twats

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal
There's people telling me that I am suicidal
I think it's funny because I don't want to die
The voices yell at me that I am suicidal

[Solo 2]

Working at McDonalds unironically made me suicidal

Beat me
Break me
Incapacitate me
Give me everything you got
Beat me
Hate me
Please decaptitate me
Give me everything you got
Give me everything you got-

Beat me
Break me
Incapacitate me
Give me everything you got
Beat me
Hate me
Please decaptitate me
Give me everything you got
Give me everything you got-

Give me everything you got-

BOOGIE2988

Locked and loaded
Dead and bloated
My head severed
Been bleeding since forever
I cant remember feeling better
Its just ive been feeling this way since forever

Im indebted
Still regret it
My jaw open
Stomped into the fucking curb
Its all a mess
Maxxed out amex
Help me ive been feeling this way since forever

Locked and loaded
Dead and bloated
My head severed
Been bleeding since forever
I cant remember feeling better
Its just ive been feeling this way since forever

ALL DAWGS GO TO HENTAI HAVEN

I wake up everyday
Nothing on my mind
Except for aching pain
I wanna fucking die
Please tell me what is this
Buried alive in shit
Nothing will ever stick
I'm fucking over it

My leg, broken
Brain is dumb from toking
Can't unload it
Body is eroding

A headache everyday
Til i am in a grave
Really don't wanna play
This fucking stupid game
I really want to go
No one will even know
Everyday that im here
Resentment starts to grow

My leg, broken
Brain is dumb from toking
Can't unload it
Body is eroding

I WAS BORN WITH GLASS BONES AND PAPER SKIN

(Krūeldeth spazzing)

I'm me, me be, goddamn, I am
I can sing and hear me, know me

If you want to destroy my sweater
Hold this thread as I walk away

(Krūeldeth spazzing)

Oh no, it go, it gone, bye-bye
Who I? I think, I sink, and I die

If you want to destroy my sweater
Hold this thread as I walk away 
Watch me unravel, I'll soon be naked
Lying on the floor, lying on the floor, I've come undone

(Krūeldeth spazzing)

UNDONE FT. KRŪELDËTH (WEEZER COVER)

I COULDN'T MAKE UP AN ORIGINAL TITLE FOR THIS SONG SO THIS IS WHAT YOU GET INSTEAD YA PISSFART

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I'm a schemer boy, I'm a dreamer boy
I love a girl that don't even fuckin' need a boy
Baby, I'm a beamer boy, need a beamer boy
I want a Z3, that's a two-seater, boy
I pull my cash-out, shorty pass out
Take her ass out, then I spaz out
Okay, yeah, I hit that, shorty, get back
I got death notes, where my list at?

I want it now, wanna sing
I don’t know anything
I don’t care, I don’t care
I don’t wanna cut my hair

Yeah, I'm in my zone now, I put my phone down
I'm on my own now, I'm on my own now
She wanna go down on a real one
I hit Olof like, "What's the deal, bro?"
See me doin' shows now, I'm a pro now
I got hoes now, I got some dough now
But they don't wanna hear that, they want that real shit
They want that drug talk, that I can't feel shit

Buy a gun, buy me weed
What else more could one man need?
I don’t judge, I don’t judge
Now my head is full of sludge

I'm never comin' home now, all alone now
Can't let my bros down, can't let my bros down
I feel like I'm a no one, that's what they told me
I'ma show ya, I was chosen, ayy

beamer boy x molly

featuring: @fattard and @roadkill777 the best in the game go follow them

i waste every day
playing anime games
i dont ever need to try
nothings coming my way
always stuck to my chair
but i dont care
i got grease for days 
i got lard in my veins

cause im a
fat fucking retard
im a fat fucking retard 
i got rocks for brains and an infinite waist
cause im a fat fucking retard

and when the girls see me they run away
i dont Think anyone could ever love me
it hurts to be like this
a stupid fat fucking piece of shit
why oh why is this my Life
i'll lay and die in the mess ive made

(fattard)

its getting harder to move
everyday i weigh in a little more
lifes getting tuff i can never look at food the same way i did before
I hate my guts
I cant even get these stupid girls to fuck
even my shirt is getting tighter
everyday i get less lighter

(roadkill)

everydays the same for me
wake up eat slop sleep repeat 
this is not the life i want to lead
if only things could have ended differently

Fattard (ft Fattard & Roadkill)

I fucked my life over
i couldnt stay sober
I drank another beer
cuz i cannot stop loathing her
The feeling in my chest
It cannot be suppressed 
I told you i would hurt you 
what did u fucking expect?

i let it slip away
now im drowning in dismay
you shouldve stayed away
cuz now you lost your fucking ray
and all the words you said
have all been put to bed
for if you really cared 
you wouldnt have to be so scared

what did you expect

Song I wrote a long time ago was able to finish :)

Verse 
I hate to see you smile
You drive me fucking wild
You’re such a huge disgrace 
You give me so much pain
I wanna drink away my paranoia and ignore ya 
But you give me so much rage 

Shoo wap doo wap doo wop shoo wop ou

Chorus 
I wanna see her dead I want 2 fucking kill her 
I wanna bash her head I want 2 fucking kill her
Death won’t be her end I want 2 fucking kill her
Never texted me now I want 2 fucking kill her

Shoo wap doo wap doo wop shoo wop ou

Verse 
It’s been a while and I’m still broken
I’m so obsessed with u I haven’t gotten over it
Stuck in my head like glue I never thought that we’d be through
So I’ll choose your fate but I still love you 

Chorus 
I wanna see her dead I want 2 fucking kill her 
I wanna bash her head I want 2 fucking kill her
Death won’t be her end I want 2 fucking kill her
Fucking tested me now I want 2 fucking kill her

BOOGIE2988

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