i never knew how to fit in
i always feel myself shaking
i never really ever felt right
they all know somethings wrong with me

i never asked to even be here
so many years and what do i get?
theres no point in getting a career
i dont want to be here anymore

feeling
(feeling so strange)
feeling
(im like no one)
feeling
like an alien

alien

I remember when you laughed at me
It felt so shitty and I cried for weeks
The words you say seem contradictory
I'll end my life because you were a dick
To me

It's nothing special
It's existential
I'm unessential
You're all judgemental

Your friends suck and you think you're so cool
You don't give a fuck when you're being cruel
It's like I'm a ghost in the machine
How does that feel, Mrs Prom-Queen

To my dearest mother
I'm so sorry for all the bother
To my dogshit brother
Fuck your shit it makes me sick how you forget her
To my aging father
I can't forgive you for all of my honour
To the people who hate me
I guess you're right, so let's agree

I'm nothing special
You're existential
I'm unessential
You're all judgemental

I've reached the end of
My own rope
And I think I'm ready
To let myself choke

I want to say
Fuck you all
I hope you have fun 
Scraping my brains off the wall

I know that I'm a
Dirty sinner
And I think it's time
That I pull the trigger

have fun scraping my brains off the wall

The fisrt song I've ever felt proud about

[chorus]
I feel bad!
I feel bad all the time!
I feel bad!
I feel bad all the time!
I feel bad!
I feel bad all the time!
I feel bad!
I feel bad all the time!

[verse]
I don’t really know why
(i feel bad all the time!)
I need to lay down for the rest of the day
I feel really bad right now
(i feel bad all the time!)
When I don’t want to feel anything 

[chorus]

[verse]
I can’t be my best self
(i feel bad all the time)
My health isn’t doing all that well
And I really don’t want to
(feel bad all the time!)
Revel in the fact but I can’t avoid that

[chorus]

[bridge]
I don't care about the blood loss
I need to stop the painfullness
With a fast way to repress my emotions
I don't care about the memory loss
I need to stop the painfullness
With a fast way to repress my emotions
I don't care about the friends lost
I need to stop the painfullness
With a fast way to repress my emotions
I don't care about the stuff lost
I need to stop the painfullness
With a fast way to repress my emotions

[outro]
Inject me with needles and overload
Woah, woah, wo-o-oah
Cut up and shred me to the bone
Woah, woah, wo-o-oah
Floor the gas on a gravel road
Woah, woah, wo-o-oah
Do all these things 'till my name's on a gravestone
Woah, woah, wo-o-oah

i feel bad!

Finally, an original song (Mostly an demo) composed by me...
This is a remake I made like in the mid of 2023 of an old composition from late 2019
The instruments like the leads are MIDI guitars while the bass and rhythm guitars are played by me. Because I was so lazy and it fits fine because the happy vibes of the song!

Mark-Moon - Amusement Park (Original song)

UR EX BOX IS MY PLAY STATION MAKING ME GO WII

i USED to feel like this.

Haven’t left my room in like three damn days
There’s mold in the sink and the rents unpaid
Tried to clean up but I just laid down
Stared at the ceiling til the guilt died down

Don’t need friends don’t need plans
Don’t need hope I barely stand
If I’m a joke let it land
It’s the only thing I understand x2

Nothing gets better it just get bitter
Text my ex then unsend it quicker
They said grow up guess I won’t
I Just sit here broke alone
And it’s fine whatever leave me alone

Haven’t left my room in like three damn days
There’s mold in the sink and rent’s unpaid
Tried to clean up but I just laid down
Stared at the ceiling til the guilt died down

I’m kinda fine with it
im gonna end it all

Same three songs same old loop
Cold fast food and warm canned soup
Tried to scream but I just stared
Guess it’s harder to stay impaired
I don’t feel bad I don’t feel much

I'm kinda fine with it

INCESTCORE VOL 1

i think your cute
but you would be hotter if you were my sister
she keeps calling me big bro 
and it makes me wanna kiss her

at first sight hard as a rock
pat her head when she sucks my cock
at first sight hard as a rock
ima teach her to hawk
tuahhhhhhh

your from another place
but thats okay we can just play pretend
your familiar face
makes the throbbin start when you call me onii chan

at first sight hard as a rock
pat her head when she sucks my cock
at first sight hard as a rock
ima teach her to hawk

incest

sleepwalk

lonely boy goes to rave

Failure

guitars and bass: d kivi
drum and synth programming: d kivi
mixing and mastering: d kivi

artwork licensed from Adobe Stock

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UR EX BOX IS MY PLAY STATION MAKING ME GO WII

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