This is fyeee bro keep it up 🤎 🤎 I really like this one

the beat symbolz the lyrics im feeling it

i love this vibe, makes me wanna get high

damn that's fire 🔥🔥🔥 it's a different vibe

This is really relaxing man XD. Get better at vocal production tho

Ayye, i fuck with this hella, great energy and way vibes g, keep up the great work and stay on that grind brotha, never give up the passion or motivation

You are amazing bro! I think we could make something good together, hit me up if interested!

this is some hot shit i love it keep up the cool wrk

Poison beetles are coloured brightly
To scare other creatures away
Well me I look so god damn ugly
But you can’t help to try a taste

Girl you wanna run away from me
Before you get too attached 
I’m only gonna break your heart and hurt you

Cos I’m ugly on the inside too
I don’t worry about my imperfections
Cos I’m ugly on the inside too
That’s why I’m so damn lonely

Yeah I’m ugly on the inside too
(Yeah I’m ugly on the inside too)

Tell me how could someone so beautiful like you fall for me?
Cos behind this wretched face of a man there’s a monster hiding can’t you see?

Girl you wanna run away from me
Before you get too attached 
I’m only gonna break your heart and hurt you

Cos I’m ugly on the inside too
I don’t worry about my imperfections
Cos I’m ugly on the inside too
That’s why I’m so damn lonely, 
Ahhh I,
I'm so lonely,
Ahhhhh

Yeah I’m ugly on the inside too…

Yeah I’m ugly on the inside too
I don’t worry ‘bout my imperfections
Cos I’m ugly on the inside too
That’s why I’m so damn lonely

dichotomy

i'm ugly on the inside too

i'm ugly on the inside too (prod. grayskies)

Childhood memories we can’t remember
Back in a time when we thought we’d live forever (forever)
It takes me back to that November
When we said we’d runaway but we never (never)

So let’s go back
We could do it all again, live out all our dreams and plans
So take my hand

Ohhhh, ohhh
If only we could live it all again, my darling
I would live it all again my darling

Ohhhh, ohhh
If only we could live it all again, my darling
I would live it all again my darling

Look into my eyes
Bring me back to life

Ohhh, oh my girl, don’t you wanna live forever?
Just us together 

So let’s go back
We could do it all again, live out all our dreams and plans
So take my hand

Ohhhh, ohhh
If only we could live it all again, my darling
I would live it all again my darling

Ohhhh, ohhh
If only we could live it all again, my darling
I would live it all again my darling

technicolor

live forever

live forever (prod. dan darmawan)

La, la, la, la, la, la, la...

Why did you lie to me?
When you said life was a fairy tale
I got so caught up in my dreams
I forgot to call for help

Now all I wish
Is to be somebody else

And now the world
Is telling me let go
Forget the dreams we sold
Wake up, move on, grow old
Yeah they say to leave it all
Behind, you ain’t a kid no more
So forget the dreams we sold
Wake up, move on, grow old

I thought the world had promised me
That grow up to be a star, on Hollywood Boulevard
I’d live my life out on a movie screen
Pretending to be someone I’m not, guess I wasn’t wrong

Cos all I wish
Is to be somebody else

And now the world
Is telling me let go
Forget the dreams we sold
Wake up, move on, grow old
Yeah they say to leave it all
Behind, you ain’t a kid no more
So forget the dreams we sold
Wake up, move on, grow old

i wish i was somebody else

i wish i was somebody else (prod. immortal)

Rest your head and close your eyes
I’ll sing a lullaby
I haven’t slept a thousand nights
Cos I’m so scared to die

Cos I feel like I’m falling in my sleep
Everytime I close my eyes it’s all I see
I’m weightless in the air and there’s no ground under my feet
I’m crashing towards the earth and all the people underneath

What is happening to me?
I feel like I’m falling in my sleep, so tell me what does it all mean?
Cos nothing is as it seems
If I die within my dreams, will I die in reality?

Cos I feel like I’m falling in my sleep
Every time I close my eyes it’s all I see
I’m weightless in the air and there’s no ground under my feet
I’m crashing towards the earth and all the people underneath

falling in my sleep

falling in my sleep (prod. dan darmawan)

La, la, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la, la

Stay with me, 
I need you by my side
You don’t know how lonely it gets inside my mind

Cos there’s silence in my head
Every time when you’re not there
All this silence got me scared, ohhhh

Oh it’s killing me, it’s killing me, I swear
Oh it’s killing me, it’s killing me, I swear

Is this paranoia that’s destroying me?
Well I tried to warn you, but you couldn’t see

Cos there’s silence in my head
Every time when you’re not there
All this silence got me scared, ohhhh

And it’s killing me, it’s killing me, I swear
Oh it’s killing me, it’s killing me, I swear
Oh it’s killing me, it’s killing me, I swear
Oh it’s killing me, it’s killing me, I swear

silence

silence (prod. ayoji)

Am I alive? 
I don’t know anymore
Or am I just dreaming like before?

Cos I feel like I’m six feet under the ground
Cos I feel like I’m six feet under the ground

Oh I’m six feet under
Where there are no others, here with me
To wake me from my sleep

Since I took that poison
All of the noises in my head
Seemed to fade away 

And how I hate that you
Don’t see all what I see, 
And you all say that I’m insane
But it comforts me to know that I’m now free

Cos I feel like I’m six feet under the ground
Cos I feel like I’m six feet under the ground

Oh I’m six feet under
Deep in my slumber
Away from you 
I can rest in peace

la, la, la, la...

six feet under

six feet under (prod. grayskies)

I will NOT "go gentle into that good night"
I will "rage, rage against the dying of the light"

For life was not meant to end in death
Our breath of life was heaven sent

But this is our morbid destiny
For Eve picked the apple from the tree

And plunged us into a world of sin
Where evil is birthed from within

And now death is part of life’s game
Because we filled our hearts with shame

But….I will NOT lie down and simply die
I will fight with every ounce… I’ll try

To cheat death and give him the slip
Before he plants his kiss on my lip

I will "rage, rage against the dying of the light"
I will NOT "go gentle into that good night"

I will blaze and burn in a brilliant flame
I will leave behind poems to my name

I will speak with eloquence, oh so fine
Before I become oblivious to time

I will NOT "go gentle into that good night"
I will "rage, rage against the dying of the light"

I will hold your hand one last time
And smile sweetly, a smile sublime

I will tell you to live and not to mourn
To drink in life and death to scorn

To be all that you were meant to be
For in that you’ll taste eternity

But most of all before I leave
I’ll make you promise not to grieve

But to rage and rage against this death
And live, truly live till your last breath

I beg you, do not go gently into the night
You must rage against the dying of the light

Ballad of the Bastard

better dayz ft Malvin★

$illoet - I Never Had A Chance (Hold+Closer)
[prod. Mill Creek]

-Lyrics-

"Look at it out here. It's all falling apart.
I'm releasing you and I'm happy!"
                                                         
Well, I cannot pretend that this isn't the end
And I would hope that all my Dollars
And all my Cents were in.

It doesn't make much sense.
But I'm still trying.

To force a recollection...
No, I never had a chance.

I never had a chance.
But I'm still trying. (still trying)

What's it like living in your memories?!?

And Oh! It's all gone to shit.
And I just wish that I could fit in,
Wherever I so wanted to fit!
Now I know about the list,
But I insist the list depicts,
that you shouldn't mix up.
that you shouldn't just pick up
just where we left off (left off)
the best of, what was so broken in me.

Well, I cannot pretend that this isn't the end.
And I would hope that all my Dollars,
And all my Cents were in.

It doesn't make much sense.
But, I'm still trying.

To force a recollection...
No, I never had a chance.

I never had a chance (never had a chance)
But, I'm still trying. (but, I'm still trying)
Never had a chance (never had a chance)
But I'm still trying. (still trying)

And I have got so much that
I just wish I could finally say to you
And I know that I'm just the ex, but I still did the best, The best that I could for you.
And I don't know what could have caused this.
but I just wish that I could have paused this,
on the part when you were honest.,
because you were never honest,
well heres to getting honest,
About the cost of getting so lost on you!

Well, I cannot pretend that this isn't the end.
And I would hope that all my Dollars
And all my Cents were in.

It doesn't make much sense.
But I'm still trying.

To force a recollection...
No, I never had a chance.

I never had a chance
But I'm still trying. (still trying)

What's it like living in your memories?!?

Lyrics and Vocals by Patrick Ian Bennett aka $illoet

---

-$illoet's Links-

$illoet's SoundCloud|
www.soundcloud.com/silloetofficial

$illoet's Instagram| 
www.instagram.com/silloetofficial/

$illoet's Spotify|
open.spotify.com/artist/1UhcQghdHgsr0XfTQgg5sL

$illoet's Apple Music| 
music.apple.com/us/artist/%24illoet/1489186893

$illoet's YouTube|
www.youtube.com/channel/UC3JmBFqdvz8AEnHiwdT111Q

$illoet's FaceBook|
www.facebook.com/silloetofficial/

$illoet's Twitter| 
twitter.com/silloetofficial


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Music production by Axel Mencias (prod. Mill Creek)

-prod. Mill Creek's Links-

prod. Mill Creek's TrakTrain| 
traktrain.com/a/mill%20creek

prod. Mill Creek's Instagram| 
www.instagram.com/gartensite

prod. Mill Creek's Twitter| 
twitter.com/gartensite

prod. Mill Creek's YouTube|
www.youtube.com/@mill-creek

prod. Mill Creek's SoundCloud| 
www.soundcloud.com/mill_creek


---


Gartensite is prod. Mill Creek's artist/band project, 

-Gartensite's Links -

Gartensite's Spotify| 
open.spotify.com/artist/5ziR46yKD81kQoMvz0zTy8

Gartensite's SoundCloud| 
www.soundcloud.com/gartensite

Gartensite's Instagram| 
www.instagram.com/gartensite/

Gartensite's Deezer| 
www.deezer.com/us/artist/134377872

Gartensite's Tidal| 
tidal.com/browse/artist/25396481

Gartensite's Apple Music| 
music.apple.com/us/artist/gartensite/1569702891

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I Never Had A Chance (Hold+Closer) [prod. Mill Creek]

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6AsQxckbn3shzzqysm2sF6
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/Numb81258128
YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6pS1ob3EYZxs5SvDhS-dzg
INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/numbxo999/

heavy

prod by Hyprwrld

lost in my head... 
drowning in tears...
you're in my mind yeah...

thank you all for listening - stitch.

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LOST IN MY HEAD

i just want someone to love me

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