inst: sz.maxcyy







even if you know, its not your fault,
i gotta keep my hands clear, and knock it off
even if you know, its not your fault,
i gotta keep my hands clear, and knock it off
even if you know, its not your fault,
i gotta keep my hands clear, and knock it off

your so late, so late,
your so late, so late,
can you please, get away,
can you please, get away,

i dont want to see you everywhere,
only thing that matters, is where you were,
can we skip the line for where you were,
its getting me sick, im so aware
of whats happening next, and if its the same
as all the past years, im partly sane,
but these drugs just keep me so awake

you’re so late

i forgot

lyrics:

(astro, yeah)

(acy) can i get some, to kill my pain
no-one understood what i just said (i just said)
i got into this trap full of hate (yeah)
i cant fall in love with you, while awake (yeah)
i cant fall in love with you, im awake 
i cant fall in love while awake 

im staring at my window and wonder why (why?)
im living so low i cant even fall (fall)
maybe i will find some to make me high (some)
so i can finally sleep inside (yeah)
i cant find my peace inside your heart
i can find my safety in these arms
finally see a side of you that deserves 
all of my hate, that i reserve
fuck you and your changes, that shit wild
fuck you and your changes, ill just keep my life
you dont deserve a single word of love
on your grave you dont even deserve a flower (deserve a flower)

(mhh, fuck, fuck)

you know when its getting colder and you gotta-

can i get some, to kill my pain
no-one understood what i just said
i got into this trap full of hate
i cant fall in love with you, while awake

roses & lilies

inst: prod.acyy
check my other songs

lyrics: 

all my fucking life i wanted to be someone else
all my fucking life i wanted someone to hate my absence
if i was your pet i will probably run away
if you close my way i would jump over fences

all my fucking life i wanted to be someone else
all my fucking life i wanted someone to hate my absence
if i was your pet i will probably run away
if you close my way i would jump over fences
killed all of my joy, and i still fucking stayed
run up a mile, but i couldn’t stay away
cant forgive myself, for trusting your face
still cant forget that fucking look in your eyes

now the only thing i can see in there is hate
now the only thing i can see in there is hate
all my fucking life i wanted to be someone else
all my fucking life i wanted to be someone else
can you fucking stop bothering me in my dreams
can you fucking stop bothering me in my dreams
i just stopped sleeping and im finally free
i just stopped sleeping and im finally free yeah

why you still talk

inst: prod.acyy
#darkwave #indie

lyrics:
Under grey skies, i still see you
But if it rains, then i should leave you
You gave me something, ive never seen 
But then you took it, right from me

I got this feeling like it’ll end soon
Why these thoughts get in my mind?
I wanna jump, or kick some things out
Why these thoughts got in my mind?

Feels like you is all I needed,
To be happy all the time
I just cant forget this feeling
Knowing damn well i was right
All the time, it was delusion
Keeping me inside your arms

Now I cant close my eyes
Without seeing your face
You know i hate you, you can feel it
When i look you in your eyes
Feeling of you looking at me
Getting me lose sleep inside
My house’s an castle, from your illness 
So you can keep yourself just right
I dont wanna think about you
Disappear from my life

I got this feeling like it’ll end soon
Why these thoughts get in my mind?
I wanna jump, or kick some things out
Why these thoughts got in my mind?

thoughts (demo)

lyrics:

(id like to save you, as you did,
could make the difference, between
my life and counting all your sins,
id like to take your life away,)

id like to save you, as you did,
could make the difference, between
my life and counting all your sins,
id like to take your life away,

i prolly wouldn’t even care,
we play in dreams, as we lay (huh, huh, huh),
you play with me, as some game,
i want to take my life away,
id prolly jump if i could wave

id like to take your life away,
id like to take your life away,
id like to take my life away,

i wish, i died (i wish i died),
the second time you called (you call),

(keep-) keeping you as memory,
and never die, thats never me,
id never need to hold my tears,
id never need to hold my tears,
id like to know if you did-

i wish, i never lost my hope (lost my),
fuck, i need to cut this rope (yeah),

(if-) if i could run id stay away
from these thoughts, keep me awake
late at night, when i just lay (yeah)
drown in tears of my own pain,

still want to take your life away,
(still-) still want to take my life away,

you know, how much i hate you, babe? (bae)
you know, how much i hate myself? (self)
and i dont want to see your face (nah),
want to cut my wrist so bad (yeah),
when i was crying in your arms (fuck),
you never said that its alright (its alright),
i never said that im alright (im alright),
i never said that im alright (mhh),

(you-) you complained about the smell,
when i was burning right away (mhh),
and im just so goddamn pathetic (yeah),
thinking you could send me back,
its all my fault and i couldn’t think (yeah)
the other way, its such a shame (such a-),
that i could never be the same (same),
before i saw your fucking name,
(before i saw, yeah, yeah)

dont wanna be with you anymore (nah),
dont wanna be myself anymore,
hope you can see through this face,
my only love is smoking haze,
thought your love was a paradise
so good, you took me here twice (twice),
you threw me out, but thats alright,
because of you, i dont fear the high

i smoke to never see your face
(see you),
i got so high, i was in space
(space),

dont you wanna hear my name,
dont you want to feel my shame (yeah),
dont you wanna hear my name (nah),
dont you want to feel my pain,

dont you wanna hear my name,
dont you want to feel my shame (nah),
dont you wanna hear my name (huh huh),
i no more want you babe…

(ah, ah, ah, ah, oh)

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