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Subbastian: The Essentials

lyrics:

I don’t know if I’m alive,
I don’t know If I am dreaming,
I don’t know if this is right,
I don’t even know how to cry.
I might leave alone
if I turn to bone.
I might change myself
without a cry for help.

I am uncertain,
I am low.
I wanna close the curtain,
never see the snow.
I am uncertain,
I am low.
I wanna close the curtain,
never see the snow.

(I was so close)
(I was so close)

I don’t know if I’m alive,
I don’t know if this is me speaking,
I don’t know if this is right,
I don’t know if I should keep on dreaming.
Why don’t you leave my side?
I know I’ll be just fine.
I might change myself
without a cry for help.

I am uncertain,
I am low.
I wanna close the curtain,
never see the snow.
I am uncertain,
I am low.
I wanna close the curtain,
never see the snow.

(I was so close)
(I was so close)

I am uncertain,
I am low.
I wanna close the curtain,
never see the snow.

Am I alive?
Am I dreaming?
Is this right?
Do you hear my cry?
Am I alive?
Am I dreaming?
Is this right?
Do you hear my cry?

I am uncertain,
I am low.
I wanna close the curtain,
never see the snow.

Am I alive?
Am I dreaming?
Is this right?
Do you hear my cry?

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performed/written/produced by sethstien

Uncertain

new and improved rock version of "procrastination"!

Lyrics • Sub/Bastien
Prod. • Sub/Bastien
Mix/Master • Sub/Bastien

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
I hate to change
The same for years
My comfort range
The same for years
Life isn't hard for me
I've had it so easy
No reason to complain
But i'm going insane
The pace of change
Is too fast for me
Lacking in change
Yeah, i'm still the old me
If i die today
Will i put away
The sins of my past
To not end up the last

Chorus:
Procrastination
Won't you let me find my destination
I'm sick of suffocation
Won't you let me have a vacation

Verse 2:
What was i even saying 
I've been praying
Not just gaping
My life i gave him
That place I'm staying
I'm not paying
So why do i feel vacant
Part of the plan is to run away
This is an easy game to play
My gratitude i can barely say
Maybe that's because i don't pray
It's getting harder to make it any farther
With being better i don't even bother
I beg you to come help me
Then i push away the help you sent me
My sins aren't put away
And i'm fading into the gray

Procrastination (Alt Version)

i wanna see energy from the front to the backkkkkkkk

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(thank u guys so much for 5k)

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flosstradamus, viperactive - hita (jpky remix)

Receive It

just a demo this

lyrics:

i'm tired of this stupid feeling that i'll get left behind
i'm tired of this repeating phase that i can't get by
i told you that you had your way and that i'll choose mine
i told you that i will rebel until the day i die
you said i don't care my son i'll be right by your side
i'll be with you right until the day that you die

tell me what i did to deserve you
nothing i have done could earn me your love
your love

I'm Tired - demo

pt. 1: i'm tired - demo

pt. 2: phase - demo

Feel Your Love

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SEEING DOUBLE EP

LOOKIN FOR U

[STREAM//DL]

WINK & nikko - LOOKIN FOR U

GLIMPSE

WINK & nikko - GLIMPSE

The Line

The Line (From The Series "Arcane League of Legends")

pt. 3: back to the start - demo

decisions track 4

lyrics:

oh i dont know what to do
im stuck in my ways and my head is in the blue
oh i dont know what to do
im sinning and sinning i dont even want to

kill me slowly cuz i dont deserve mercy
life is so hard and im not even trying
oh youre so good and youre not even trying
yeah im so good and im not even trying
trapped in a cycle of only believing
visible things can't even breathe
falling asleep havent yet prayed
say oh what a good day

cuz im just that good
i dont repent but i should
spent my whole life in the mud
cuz im just that good
try and stop me now

1.5k days stuck in my ways
doing what the evil guy says
ive been bathed but i still hate
all your teachings that make me feel not great
but thats okay im learning how to change
even in my evil ways your son made me not the same

cuz im just that good
i dont repent but i should
spent my whole life in the mud
cuz im just that good
try and stop me
try and stop me
try and stop me
try and stop me
try and stop me


ill never repent at this rate
going insane thinking of my ill fate
i will go home falling from infinite grace
heading hellbound im not finishing the race

cuz im not that good
i dont repent but i should
spent my whole life in the mud
cuz im just that good
try and stop me now

Just That Good

out of sight (metal version) - coming january 2026

Uncertain

Subbastian

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