Maze

I've lost my old good memories
I won't stand this cycle again
my laughs vanished with the time
i keep losing my last few sights
pain is all i have, pain is all i breath
so here am i trying to straight my mind

what have i become?
who we really are?
day by day nothing changes
colors are fading away

it's easy to say hold on
got no love only regrets
i'm crawling on the floor
picking up the pieces of my heart

My eyes are no longer sober
they must be always fed
illusion takes place in a
maze without an end

i lay, wait i see
maybe it's just a dream

Maze

O Lord, the God who saves me
day and night i cry out before you
May my prayer come before you
turn your ear to my cry

For my soul is full of trouble
and my life draws near the grave

I'm like a man without strength
i am set apart with the dead
whom you remember no more

Do you show your wonders to the dead?
Do those who are dead rise up and praise you?
Is your love declared in the grave,
your faithfulness in destruction?

Why, o lord do you reject me,
and hide your face from me?

( versos Salmo 88)

The Great Divorce


Forsaken memories will rise again
My past still haunts me, hurts me in the end
These drops of tears fall on the floor 
A thougth of You I can't ignore

My broken promises will let You down
All my excuses a hollow sound
Those empty words of self-deception
My song, my sorrow of separation

Lost in my ways
I'm turning my back on You
Too blind, to have faith
I'm giving away the truth

It's time to let you go, I'm not with You anymore...

I grope for the walls like the blind
Just to see you one more time
After years in loneliness
You won't recognize me
As i keep betraying myself
Pretending you don't exist

This is the path I've chosen
It wasn't what i wanted for you
But I'm still going until the end
So I'll be still here waiting for you

The Great Divorce

Self Harm

(Bleeding) your days are running out
(Suffering) You just can handle your pain
(Spinning) Your world is decaying
(Frustrated) You walk to nowhere 

It doesn't matter how hard you try
You'll only breathe when you surrender!

Lights out, darkness is your first memory!
(They had never been open)
Squashed eyes, a blind used to the dark
(They had never been open)

You follow your tracks
Unworried with the end line
Accepting your blindness
Remaking your own scars

Lights out, darkness is your first memory!
(They had never been open)
Squashed eyes, a blind used to the dark
(They had never been open)

It was not supposed to be like this
Don't wait for the end, WAKE UP!

You follow your tracks
Unworried with the end line
Accepting your blindness
Remaking your own scars

Self Harm

Anytime, Anywhere
No stop, no ending
the virus is always there
we always search for more
slaves of our desires
no consequence, no regrets
and i search for the horizon

Which way should i go
i can't see anything at all
i try to keep my head up
but i got the sense of being lost

Where will i end up?
no more false laughs

i take the burden by myself
don't wanna hurt nobody else
my heart is full of misery
beware the darkest side of me

My burden, My failure

I'm sick of this fake empire
watch it burn, all that i built

I always try nothing changes
Feels like It's time to accept
hearing silence
deep inside i know is all a lie
but there must be something out there
something to release my mind

The Vessel

My Emptiness

Take me out of this place
I can't feel my lungs
Nothing makes sense here
My past is dragging me down 

I feel I don't belong this place
I seek to find any hope
I've been walking for days 
but couldn't find anything alive

Where are the answers 
I'm desperate to find truth
Where is the truth
in a world of lies?

I tried, I tried
to bury myself with lies
but I'm still broken inside

Break the habit
wait for wonderland
you will see there's nothing out there

I´m okay, I'm just don´t fit in this place

I AM NOT OKAY!

Break my emptiness!

My Emptiness

A broken helmet, a stained uniform
Take your positions, prepare to battle
My own strength is not enough
Renew my hope to keep me alive

This battle never ends
Over and over again

For your temptations, bad intentions
and destructions upon this world
The vengeance is not mine you'll pay for all you've done
your justice one day will rise He'll shut your mouth
your world of corruption and pain will crush in front your eyes

Guilt in my betrayal You never gave up on me
Among the darkness I realize You never gave up on me
Now I see the shadows but I know I'm not alone

I embrace you, can you forgive me?
All the mess I've made is cleaned
No more hidden in my own sorrows

Sudden Rise