I listened to this on Spotify and fell in love with it, honestly this is so good!

To the Grave (feat. Tuxx)

shoutout soundcloud.com/boyfifty

lyrics:
woke up in a sweat last night, fuck my life howd i get so cold
I dont even know what I meant when I told u that, I was so fucked up
livin life like volume cant mute this shit howd it get so low
I dont even know who I am anymore so lemme take yo advice and go

fuck off with my bull shit
were too sick to evolve, a straight neucense
we rly gotta look at love in a new sense
not obsessin over shit fuck ur 2 cents
in the middle of the night straight mental
feelin like shinji what am I supposed to do
I hope u kno that my life dont belong to u
I hope u kno that im fighting for the likes of us

and I wouldnt wanna lie to us
I know ive lied but I learned to trust
so trust me, I dont rly do that anymore trust me
lonely
trapped in the back of my mind help me

or dont, I been like this for years I been gone so long
u see thru it, laugh wit me but u think im stupid
oh no, I kno this feelin like its my home
I hate it, think im fine but im fuckin anxious

I see thru the lies in my vision
tough shit, dont be surprised if im missin
exist in my mind like prison
listenin to the thunder im breakin in
to the place that I knew back then
its nostalgic ill pack it in, and
ill remember how i felt back in december

trust me

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trust me (prod. boyfifty x kndey)

monarch

hopeless

Foot Flat

Don't Count The Days

Track two from Make It Through Fall

Guitar Lyrics And Vocals: Lil Xtra
Additional production: Kado

Links:

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Lyrics: 
Yo I'm Doomed to a life of 7.25, 
No point living right won’t make it out alive 
Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive
Leaning from the fucking codine in my sprite 
Leaning on the hollows in his fucking four-five like,
Put it to my head and we’ll see if I can fly 
He don’t really care if I’m impaired just stares, says 
What the fuck is up, bruh you really want to die? 
Yeah, I been blessed with a death wish 
I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig 
I’ve been too distressed to address this
But I know I can’t be the only one who feels helpless 
And I’m sorry that I’ve been so selfish
I’d change if I could, but I just can’t help it 
But I know who I am, no need to pretend 
Guess I’m I’m still fucked up, and let down again.

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture underneath my mattress
Can’t see the sky to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I know I'm fucking different....

Why the world gotta be like this?
Getting high and she tells me what her step dad did 
I keep the secret so she can pretend 
That her innocence hasn’t been lost in a sense 
So we go to the mall and buy some bullshit 
To block out how fucked up it all is
I just need a whip with the gold plate rims
I just need a pill to feel happiness 
I just need a check and some ice I can flex 
A few more drugs to feel a little less 
A few more hits and a girl that’s obsessed 
That loves all my shit and loves having sex
So I can pretend everything’s okay 
But the world’s so black and I’m so grey 
I hope in the end one day I’ll say 
I see the same old world in a brand new way

Cause I’ve been feeling down can’t wait until it passes 
I hope you keep me underneath your mattress 
Still too blind to see my own condition
I know I can’t be perfect I know that something’s missing

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture, underneath my mattress
I can’t see the sky, to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I hope I'm always different

I hope
I hope
I hope...
I hope I'm always different

Different

@boyfifty

I just can’t sleep
You’re drowning me
All I’ll be, is just a creep

You’re all I need
And all I see
A selfish greed

Problems leaking in my head
Anxiety left me for dead
Everyday I’m stuck in bed

All of what I should have said
A virus that too quickly spread

Feelings grow stronger with time
But I can’t rewind
Through problems, I climb
I’m slipping, I find

Silence aligns
You ignore the signs
As we’re intertwined

I just can’t sleep
You’re drowning me
All I’ll be, is just a creep

You’re all I need
And all I see
A selfish greed

I’m here for you now
I swear it, I vow
With under the clouds
Our song is the sound

Sinking deep down
My thoughts run aloud
Just don’t let me drown
Just don’t let me drown

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drowning (prod. boyfifty)

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[Lyrics]

You left me to die
Still want to be in love but I don't know why
Hits me like a drug when I look in your eyes
Devil took my luck now I'm all out of time tonight
Falling for all your deceptive ways
Crawling with all of your heavy chains
I thought of you all of those rainy days
You promised me this wasn't just a phase

Baby when I take that giant step to make the list, yeah
You know I might slap a couple thousand on my wrist, yeah
Heal my heart with spending you can only ever wish for
Not one for material, I do it for the diss
Give me four more years on the wave
And you'll be crawling back when I say
Hit a milli in the bank, that's a safe
Didn't need your help, go away

I've had too much patience 
Riding out this pain since
You played me a fool
Wasted years of needing you

I still want to be in love but I don't know why
Hits me like a drug when I look in your eyes
Devil took my luck now I'm all out of time tonight
Falling for all your deceptive ways
Crawling with all of your heavy chains
I thought of you all of those rainy days
I promise you this isn't just a phase

Blood Under Starlight

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