Damn and mizzy wizzy be smashing her too imagine that

Lyrics:

I pull back from a bitch if she gone act like she giving a fuck about me because it'll end badly
Could never get too close when my hopes happy
My actions could go sporadic brake glass and put hole in cabinets
The fuck you look like pitying me
I'm writing songs of how I feel and how you pretend to be
Every friend I ever had fucked me over and yeah I mean every friend you drop a name I'll give you the stats bitch
I find myself in this place common I'm kinda amazed jotting about better days I'm never found to engage with
That's why I'm locked in the basement of my mind it got me caged in and locked for the night
I'm sick of telling people how much they forever meaning to me just to let em lead me on and fuck my head up even more than before
That's why I start to ignore whenever my fucking phone buzzing I just throw it to the floor
It keep ringing

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Fall in love
You gambling with your sanity
My ex was whoring out to friends of me can't compare it
See her family is fucked and they clearly just ain't a fan of me
When parenting just sucks and you can't admit it apparently
Was tryna get my mind off the bitch when it finally ended
Got dmed and started talking to someone who I was friends with
Said I mean the world to her but words do just not connect
When you be ghosting seem like I ain't been meaning much to begin with
So fuck it I'm doing me
And soon it was you and me
I told you how I was feeling you had somebody you been with
Who isn't what I expected regardless of his intentions
It's fucking dumb I accept it
You strung me along and left me with this
False hope
A smaller but strong rope and I broke it
Cutting ties ain't nothing knew just go with the motions
So what the fuck is the point
If everyone I ever loved is faking it then enjoy your life without me

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out
Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Credits:
Prod. by Tennis Player
Co-prod. by Andy Sorenson

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Lyrics:

You get to walk out
if not then then there’s nothing to talk bout
chances now you wanna fold
the line has gone cold 
baby I’m sorry you’ll just have to calm down
hate those two words and ‘I’m wrong’ count
backwards from 10 till the thoughts drown
wondering until you’re old
do I fit the mold?
is it enough to be just safe and sound 
is it too much like you’re stuck in the ground
is it the touch of someone not allowed 
you’ve heard all the stories think 
you’re just ignoring I’m who they’re about
let’s put them to rest now
has it been too long to forget now
salvaging what you have left wow
you’re too scared to leave 
but don’t want to stay

You’ll have to learn how to lie
learn how to lie
learn how to lie
I can’t teach you to lie
teach you to lie
teach you to lie

I’ll get my shit right
get into something that fits like
the jacket I bought at your store
that you never wore 
don’t know why i guessed that you 
wanted it in white
black is the color of sin I’m 
back in your covers again, why
it never felt holy before 
and now even more
think I’ll know wrong when the lights aren’t dim 
I just miss signs and go out on whim
I just miss you and the clutch of your limbs 
feel safe in the presence of 
every new crevice I find myself in
can we get the check please 
I need you to change or accept me
my turn and you can’t redirect me
you’re too scared to leave
but don’t wanna stay

You’ll have to learn how to lie
learn how to lie
learn how to lie
I can’t teach you to lie
teach you to lie
teach you to lie

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HOW TO LIE

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I taught pain to slowly dance under the moon
Beneath the stars, and in my hands
There was a beautiful and unusual fleeting chance to accept what has become not of my plans
Midway between what joy I seek and ruin it brings
And the bloom within the vanity of my thoughts that drink deep here
From the well left in my heart
Full of self harm reduction journal notes and pale coughs seemingly from exposure
To the dark, to the light
I thought I knew you once
I wrote yesterday, today, and tomorrow lying
And threw them in a book that you read, I moved that night
And said I read it
I didn’t, I lied I guess, could you accept this why
I scribed my doubts into the footnotes hidden right beneath and behind my pride
And yes, you could say I screwed up
You can see them on my face
I am not good at hiding lies
I kinda look dumb when I do
I check my phone for messages I never sent
Not one or two
About a dozen I fucking left there
I just forgot to send them
There wasn’t really an ill intention 
I walk these empty streets at night trying to at least outrun my best 
But I’m a slow walker and not running had gotten me this far anyways
And I’m lazy as fuck and trust me
By time I reach my apartment
I’m even lazier than
Look for forgiveness in the eyes that won’t seek a blessing, left them dark
Tired of pretending I have it all figured out, but then here starving
What’s the ending to the depths not even discovered but oh have I ever felt them
I breathe in deep regret and my mind turns cold and let go of the shards
Of the remnants of the sound when we’d go by the river down the block
There would be a life lived on each drop of water that moved right past
The days we didn’t think that life would end up saving face when talking
Just to hook the line
And all I can say is
I don’t get it


What is there to get, my understanding’s
This is all a test
And when it ends we’ll be brought to our friends and family
That we once wept for
When we once send them to the past
Well here’s the present
What is better than being brought the gift of life
After most of mine I was feeling dead
Just an addict wasting lines
I wasn’t acting
But I fought through blood and sweat and bile and took apart the place
And put it back together
And a part of me is never going to bed without remembering
The darkness leads to darkness
And the light when it goes out of style
It just leads to more darkness
Now how the fuck does anyone get out
Don’t tell me I have been mistaken and this goes and ends with hell
Or some rebirthing into tragedy or pain that I can’t help
No matter where I go or what I do 
The ending’s always never
What ever is this waking life
I gotta starve to find some shelter
I don’t get it


idontgetit

Official Video via Astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cLz9WGz78vw

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Guitar: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61Eo4JrytkM

6HOST:

Holding back a frown
can’t look down
cause the room is spinning
shakey till she comes
I’d feel dumb
if you knew I’m missing (I’m not)
mexico again
portland wind
and your stupid grinning 
hope it’s not too late
had to wait
I didn’t have in me (what’s wrong)

This is my attempt 
to amend
my past actions I was
trapped inside my head
seeing red 
feeding gas to fire (fuck off)
haven’t made it out
but I found
solace in denial
you’ll remember this
what we missed
it won’t take a while (come on)

cøzyboy:

I been tryna find peace ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)
I been tryna find me ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)

I been so alone now
hands all on my throat now
I been off anxiety
fuck at least I know now

Everybody knows now
keep me comatose now
I’m just tryna find
what you find
‘fore you come
back in my life

6HOST:

I don’t wanna change
so I blame
people closest to me
they don’t get the half
that I have 
my part needs improving (i know)
you see clearly now
shaved your brows
started over smoothly
I just built these walls
missed your calls
put my heart in stupid (i choked)

That’s not your black shirt 
it was hers
you’d look better in it
we sat right here too
it was new
nothing ever did it (so close)
maybe it’s my nerves
or a curse
they would never get it
head down to your shoes 
through and through 
you were always different (my own)

COLLATERAL (ft. cøzybøy) [Video in Description]

i've fallen in love with suffering

mix and master @productofpain
prod. @impassixn
THANK YOU SCROLL GANG, 77K VIEWS!
EDIT: 200K VIEWS WOW!!!!
EDIT 2: 300K wtf i didnt think it woudl come so far damn

MUSIC VID: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkCIO628S7c
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z0KcsqtCHAY
LYRICS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCjrWFmWG_I

BEEN THERE, I’VE FUCKED UP, YOU STUCK IN MY MIND AND NOW I AM MENTALLY FORCED TO COMMIT SUICIDE

I DO NOT FEEL ANYTHING CUZ I’M DISSAOCIATING, I’M PROVED THAT THE LONGER I’M LIVING MY LIFE

LONGER I BREATHE, LONGER I FIGHT, I SEE MY FRIENDS DYING LEFT AND THEN RIGHT

THINGS THAT I FEARED THE MOST, NOW’VE COME TO LIGHT

GUESS IT MEANS NOW I’MMA DIE

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MAYBE I’LL LOCK MYSELF IN FOR MY OWN FUCKING SAFETY AND HAVE SOMEONE TO THEN CHECK UP ON MY PSYCHE

I CANNOT EVEN BE LOVED CUZ I’M TOXIC, I’M UGLY, THESE BITCHES THEY SAY THAT I’M CHILDISH, AND SADLY I FEEL LIKE I’M BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE,

FRANKLY I WANNA BE SOMEBODY ELSE, SO THAT I CAN BE TAKEN AWAY FROM THIS PERSONAL HELL,

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DON’T LEAVE ME, DON’T LEAVE ME, BUT GIMME YA HICKEYS, I NEED YA AFFECTION 
DO NOT LET ME DEAL WITH YA LUSTFUL OBJECTIONS, CONFESSION, BABY YOU’RE MY ONLY CONNECTION, NOW I’MMA BE DISREGARDED THRU DA NATURAL SELECTION, YA HONOR I HAVE AN OBJECTION, I’M TOXIC CUZ THIS IS FOR MY OWN PROTECTION, CAN’T HANDLE OR PROCESS ALL THIS INFORMATION

AY

[CHORUS] 2X
LET’S GO FUCKIN’ DANCE
POP A XANAX TIL YOU CRASH
MY HEAD UPON YA LAP, 
TALK ABOUT YA LIFE TIL WE TURN TO ASH
YAH

WARMED BY THE SUNLIGHT, WARM SHOWERS AND THE WARMTH FROM MY BED
IS THE ONLY, WARMTH THAT I’LL GET

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ALTHOUGH I CANNOT COMPLAIN CUZ THIS THING IS A LUXURY, LOVE IS A TRAGEDY, TIS DA INFLICTER OF AGONY, CAUSER OF CASUALTIES, IT WAS THE REASON I HAD MY ANXIETY, I’VE BEEN DEPRIVED OF THIS THANKFULLY, HEART TURNED TO ROCK AND NOW I JUST FEEL APATHY

THEN YOU COME BACK AND YOU SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME

NO, NO, NO, NO WHAT AN IRONY, YOU’RE JUST TALKIN’ TO A HUSK,
I’VE BEEN DEAD ALL ALONG

THEN YOU DARE HAVE THE AUDACITY, SAY I’M A FREAK

ONE YOU REFER TO IS ONE YOU CREATED, THE PRODUCT OF PAIN, GOT’EM BURIED DEEP LIKE MY ENGRAVINGS

DEAD I WILL ROAM, LIKE I’M LOST WHEN I’M WANDERING EARTH

WHEN I WILL DIE, I WILL TAKE TO THE SKY AND ABANDON THIS GREEDY OL’ MIND
BUT ‘FORE I GO,

[CHORUS]
LET’S GO FUCKIN’ DANCE
POP A XANAX TIL YOU CRASH
MY HEAD UPON YA LAP, 
TALK ABOUT YA LIFE TIL WE TURN TO ASH
YAH
LET’S GO FUCKIN’ DANCE
POP A XANAX TIL YOU CRASH
MY HEAD UPON YA LAP...........

NOTHING

I stay by your picture when I'm stoned 

Deep October - 

@FatherFuneral

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deep october - make me forget (slowed + reverb)

200k on Spotify :) New Song with Maya in the works

I, I don't know why but
I, I can't get bye so 
I, I get so high and 
I cry every night

Oh what you know I'm another lost soul
Cause I don't really wanna live life no more
People gone switch but fuck it I won't 
Emotions stay high but never fucking show 
No one knows what im going through its just me 
AtotheT
So please don't fucking try it 
And I've been fucking dying 
Perfect fucking timing 
Cause im wilding on an isolated island and there aint no surviving

I don't really wanna see 
Whats in store for me 
So hopefully I breath so free
Breath so free that's make believe 
I make em see what I could be 
Right now I am not me
I look like me I talk like me
I look in the mirror and hate what I fucking see

I (feat. MayaHiga)

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You start a fight, I want a war
all of the kicking and screaming and more
you wanna hide, I’ll break down the door
I’ll throw a fit till I’m sick and I’m sore
I said I might I wasn’t sure
I hope you like your new view from the floor
a pitiful sight for someone to ignore
a bountiful night for someone who’s so poor

Those aren’t your friends 
those people are fucked
you show them love they don’t give you enough
off all kinds of drugs every time you pick up
it don’t take bullets to prove it to us
I’m not gonna talk I’ll leave it at that
couple of weeks you’ll be gone off the map
I think I’ll be on by the time that you’re back,
remind me to stack and not share what I have
If you want some space then leave it to me
I’ll clear my texts till there’s nothing to read 
I’ll cover my tracks till there’s nothing to see
cut off my air till there’s nothing to breathe
have I made a point, we’re fucking unwell
this is what happiness looks like from hell
this is what freedom feels like in a cell
I think if we needed it I couldn’t tell

Saw you last night out in NoHo 
made me wanna go home
I can’t feel my face 
I liked it better being careless
I hate self awareness
nothing feels the same 
You might think that this is easy
every sentence eats me
I can’t say your name
people wonder why I’m like this
I hate being like this
picture in the frame

PLAY-DOH (PT. 2)

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I (feat. MayaHiga)

AtotheT

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