Most people will never get it right

Set on fire the ones who bring us light
Suffocate people that confront hate
Sacrifice someone else for your lies
Put the blame on the guy you disdain

Crucify
We all know how
But we don´t fight
The darkness we hold inside

Thank you God for showing me
The ugly side of humanity
People don´t want you to see
Thru their own hypocrisy

It´s not a mystery
We make the same mistake
History
Still repeats itself

Yeah I know it hurts
Well... could be worse
It´s pretty simple but it´s not easy
Apparently not for you

Set on fire the ones who bring us light
Suffocate people that confront hate
Sacrifice someone else for your lies
Put the blame on the guy you disdain

Start a fire tell your friends
They spread the word and feed the flames
Funeral pyre of common sense
Watch it burn and then wash your hands

This is misery
And it´s such a shame it´s  happenning
Over and over again

The Ugly Side

Looking back I wonder how
I could be so naive and blind
I must have been out of my mind

Ignorant to all the signs
I was taken by surprise

Was it even necessary?
Opinions may vary
Envious and backstabbing

Friends they are so precious to me
So much that I don´t have any

So long ago and far behind
Nevertheless I still find myself 
Running into open arms 

Of what I´m running from
The past keeps holding on
And I can´t let go or right the wrongs
They cast shadow where the light belongs

Looking back I wonder how
I could be so naive and blind
I must have been out of my mind
Ignorant 
I had to pay the price
So I could realize
Now I understand
You never were my friend

Endless waves of the ancient dread
Rolling over in my head
Shallow people never will and never can
Positively drown in themselves

Signal To Noise

Endless Waves

What the fuck is happening these days?
People are so sure of themselves
They act like they know it all
It´s not confidence but a stupid pose

Can´t you see?
Or is it me?
You call truth every bullshit you believe

Why the fuck you have to be so mean?
Did somebody hurt you or anything?
You don´t care who was it at fault
You just need a wound where you could pour your salt
It wasn´t me...
You let me bleed..
You call it justice but you fail to see

Your own ignorance
Makes you feel so strong
I take no offence
The time will prove you wrong

Your intolerance
Makes you say I´m dumb
But there is no chance
To bring me more down

Inconsiderate
You never get by
To change the course of fate
Way before we die

I won´t wait for you
The time is running out
But who am I to
Put you in such doubt?

Serve yourself - Prey on me
It will end...
Eventually 
Just like everything
Just like you and me
Just like a bad dream...

A Bad Dream

Lost and gone in depths of space
But still keeps to haunt me
Thorny roads and endless maze
In madness I´ll forever stray

It´s true I betrayed you

She´s away for good they say
Because I let her down
I deserve yeah I deserve
To be by her ghost torn apart

No, it´s true I betrayed you

Even if I sold my soul
Can´t bring you back to this world
I hear crying in the storm
Someone dies when other´s born

Close your eyes it´s OK
Life is just a fairytale

neural_landscape

Scary One

Lonesome night I can´t sleep
Dreams are haunting me
Hatred around makes me sink
Deeper I should ever be
Ghosts are ugly memories
Shadows creeping silently

Lonesome I can not sleep
Haunted by my own guilt
Hatred inside makes me sick
More than you would ever think
Memories, ugly ghosts
Crawling shadows on the walls

Demons I´m afraid
Are in fact myself
They will never let me
Make the same mistake again

Dreams Are Haunting Me

We have failed in everything
It´s so wrong for good
Now it´s time to go out
Disappear into mist

Hurry up on a hill
In the storm
Embrace a tree
And be gone

Living is unhappy when I´m without you
Day by day we become more and more untrue
Unreal
Or we can just pretend
We never existed

Why we always end up acting like monsters?
Let me descend into your grave to devour all the pain

We, Monsters

Heresy that´s what they call
When you just want to be free
Yeah I´ll burn in hell
But only if I do what you tell me

How can you, how dare you
Say what I´m supposed to do
You´re no right, you got no right
Get ready I´m gonna fight

Midnight Abyss
Way too deep
I hear the snakes hiss
Inside me

Arogance, insularity
Fanatism mixed with fear
You people are full of shit
So I´d like to make things clear

I won´t let you dictate me
What to do, think or feel
I´ll keep my secrets to myself
A´int so hard to keep it real

Haters gonna hate
Get the fuck out of my way

Midnight Abyss

Where do you come from?
where have you been?
All these years I feel as though
My whole life was just a dream

Where should I go?
Where should I be?
I feel as though
My future was history

Why love is so hard to gain?
Why trust is so hard to maintain?
Please can someone explain?

Hardgainer

What the hell am I doin´ here?
I feel like a dyin´ tree
I was brought into this world
Without reason, with no hope

Black clouds inside my mind
Keep pushing my eyes to close
To realize...
All the shit I had to do

The more people I get to know
The more lonesome I get
Like a river I will flow
Until I reach my very end

Before I rot in the ground
I´ll break the chains by which I´m bound
Mind decays in constant fear
And it sucks that´s pretty clear
Hell yeah

Black clouds inside my mind
Keep pushing my eyes to close
To realize...
I am too weak
And you are so mean
I´m getting sick of society

Black Clouds

Who cares..

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