First Time Love

Another song from the album Hell in Life, this one is specifically about a protagonist who suffers an unexpected loss, the closest person dies unexpectedly, where he deals with his loss, however on the way he understands that accepting and letting go is not forgetting, here I leave the lyrics:

[Verse 1]

A new day, as I look at the empty seat, I never thought, you'd be gone so soon.

As I sip my cold coffee, I remember all the moments we lived, the last thing I heard, was your soft laughter.

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]

Why did you leave so soon?
Why did you leave us, I'll never know.

Pain poisons my soul, and tears turn to blood, but I have to let you go.

[Verse]

I close my eyes to enter the deep sea of dreams, for one last embrace.
(I wish this could go on forever)

You fade like fog, as you slowly drift away from my vision.

I wake up, crying again, as I remember that last touch.
(no longer exists.)

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]

Why did you leave so soon?
Why did you leave us, I'll never know.

Pain poisons my soul, and tears turn to blood, but I have to let you go.

[Verse]

Time passes, so slow and painful, seeing your smile through a sad photo.

It was so unexpected, you seemed so full of life, but it was so soon to sink in.

[Instrumental]

[Bridge][chorus]

Life is so strange, 
so unfair,
so cold.

Why did you leave so soon?
Why did you leave us, I'll never know.

Pain poisons my soul, and tears turn to blood, but I have to let you go.

[Instrumental]

Why did you leave so soon?
Why did you leave us, I'll never know.

Pain poisons my soul, and tears turn to blood, but I have to let you go.

Letting you go is not forgetting, I will always remember you and carry you in my heart, it hurts but I must move on, it's what you would have wanted me to do.


[Outro]

With the last tear that falls, I'll leave the flowers on your grave, with the last salute I'll say goodbye to you.

Now that I was able to let you go
The pain no longer blinds me,
I hope your light shines through the darkness,
let the waters carry you away,
where you can finally,
rest.

Hell in Life

Letting go

A chill, atmospheric track filled with layers of vocal harmonies and groovy guitar that delves into the relationship between two anxious over-thinkers and the pain of helplessly watching someone you love mentally spiral.

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Verse 1:
She was the queen, the symbol of beauty,
Her eyes, stars that captured all the gaze,
But with time, she saw herself fade away,
And young women came to steal her grace.

Chorus:
She won’t accept aging, she’s dying inside,
The years have worn her down, but her pride’s still high,
She watches them, those young ones, full of light,
And her heart aches with envy, a painful sight.

Verse 2:
The men admire them, her world falls still,
She hides behind another face, against her will,
The curves of time have changed her form,
And before these girls, she feels reborn.

Chorus:
She won’t accept aging, she’s dying inside,
The years have worn her down, but her pride’s still high,
She watches them, those young ones, full of light,
And her heart aches with envy, a painful sight.

Bridge:
The looks she once sought, she no longer finds,
She’s lost in the crowd, in silence and behind,
The young ones shine, and she feels so small,
She wants to steal what they don’t even recall.

Chorus:
She won’t accept aging, she’s dying inside,
The years have worn her down, but her pride’s still high,
She watches them, those young ones, full of light,
And her heart aches with envy, a painful sight.

Outro:
She dreams of finding her glow once more,
But youth slips away, she can’t ignore,
She’s a queen, but from a past long gone,
Watching the young ones shine, helpless, alone.

The Queen

Black velvet  
Verse 1: Slide in slow, feel the heat rise Dripping like honey, got you tongue-tied Silk on my skin, whisper my name Black velvet touch, drive you insane
Pre-Chorus: One taste, you’ll never forget Wrapped in the dark where your secrets get wet Pull me closer, don’t you fight Let me show you what feels right
Chorus: Black velvet on your body, feel me sink into your bones Got you shaking, got you craving, now you’re never going home I’m the sin you wanna worship, baby, bow down, lose control Black velvet’s got you restless—tell me how deep you wanna go
Verse 2: Tease you slow, make your hands beg Got you hypnotized, dripping in red Fingertips burn, tracing my thighs I see that hunger in your wild eyes
Pre-Chorus: One taste, you’ll never forget Wrapped in the dark where your secrets get wet Pull me closer, don’t you fight Let me show you what feels right
Chorus: Black velvet on your body, feel me sink into your bones Got you shaking, got you craving, now you’re never going home I’m the sin you wanna worship, baby, bow down, lose control Black velvet’s got you restless—tell me how deep you wanna go
Bridge: Tangled in sheets, lost in my spell Your lips on my skin, heaven in hell No turning back, you know it’s too late Ride this high, let me seal your fate
Outro: Black velvet, deep desire One more touch and I’ll set you on fire You’ll be begging, whispering low How deep, how far—you already know

Copyright (c) 2025 Lisa Andreou * All Rights Reserved.

Black velvet

Take me to the stars

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Run it back

"Stand Like a Stone" ist eine hymnische Ode an Standhaftigkeit, Herkunft und das unerschütterliche Rückgrat eines Lebens in Wahrheit und Tradition. Dieser Song wurzelt tief musikalisch wie inhaltlich in amerikanischer Erde: handgemacht, ehrlich, durchlebt.

Mit rauer Stimme und klarem Blick erzählt er von einem Mann, der Stürme überstanden hat, ohne dabei seine Überzeugungen zu verlieren. Er steht für das, was Generationen vor ihm aufgebaut haben – ein Zuhause aus harter Arbeit, Liebe und Glauben. Jeder Vers trägt die Narben gelebter Jahre, aber auch das Licht einer Haltung, die sich nicht kaufen lässt: Ehre, Widerstandskraft und familiärer Stolz.

Der Refrain kracht wie Donnerschläge gegen eine Scheunenwand: „I bend with the wind, but I stand like a stone.“ Es ist das Lied eines Menschen, der sich nicht duckt – nicht vor Druck, nicht vor Verlust, nicht vor der Zeit.

Ein Song für all jene, die noch wissen, wo sie herkommen und warum sie stehen bleiben.

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