Blow (ethrl144)

@rxvg @antireptoid

lyrics//

Everybody leaves me anyway
theres hatred around your eyes 
i see it coming down ur face
i wish that it was over 
cuz i fucking hate this place
dont fw relationships
im living for the chase 

now im up
and im leaving bitch
ur so stuck
yeah ur seething bitch ur in love
i can see it bitchin the mud
i can see that you still wanna touch

touch on me and it doesnt feel right
my hands are cold and they're giving frostbite
dont trust a girl that be moving in the night
my visions gone yeah i cant see the light

bitch im blind from ur mind games
my minds a prison and my feelings are the fucking chains
she said she likes me and she feels the fucking same
im glad i dodged that hoe she a fucking lame

Seething (Ravage + antireptoid)

dreams of death (ddertbag)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2Nk49jBPhOPyg6BzVCxnAC?si=b1d1cf9bd9894158

@diegointhedark @sg37 @ddertbag

bitch its over
fold ha left her in the sno
winters comin i sense it i feel it in my bones
yea ur running ur frontin are u a friends or foe
fuck me over im so mad ur such a hoe

w my friends im commin up 
sippin on that purple stuff
puttin mud in my cup cos i couldnt give a fuck
i got runts im so tuff and ur girl she says whatsup
bitch im up w my bros and we sayin that u suck

lurkin at ur page everyday n im just hating
dm from ur girl yeah she fucking w my cadence
its aesthetics bitch no i do not fw satan
Yappin in my ear i do not care what ur saying

couldnt care less bitch im in my own flow
learning new shit everyday im just tryna grow
w my friends on my main page im just tryna glow
yea ur ass got a fanbase but ur getting old

@diegointhedark
 smoking thrax my livers charred up 
 these walls r padded 
 off a xanny barred up 
 my heart is ashes 
 feeling like a schizoid 
 im on the come down
 fell into a thick void 
no looking up now

i cnt hear these broke boys 
got   tori n these airpods 
bitch u making no noise 
 he bleeding like a tampon 
 told lil shawty wag1
 she gnna get my dick sucked 
 clothes hide all my skin 
 forget the fact my wrist is ripped up 

 buy my shit frm erewhon 
 im breaking through like every gate 
 buffalo my jeans 
 i no u hurting n u cnt relate 
 Sosa wilt chamberlain 
 fuck w me like every day 
 molly water , ecstasy 
 she wna take me on a date

 butterfly blades 
 only makes my arms flutter 
 feel like somones watching me 
 im peaking thru the shutters
 angel bby 
 come n  drag me out the gutter 
 baphomet awakening 
 no longer will i suffer

snow w/ diegointhedark

lust + love (jae)

https://open.spotify.com/album/4RThQJfJIn1U1virZBcpuD?si=dlnu6H3pTbi7dKbgtse7AQ

zooooommmmmmmm @iinnam

Fast Car (innam)

@okmax

how do i wake up not being a burden 
and im tryna live my life where im never hurtin
sometimes i think im in the wrong life the wrong version
and i cant make decisions im always uncertain

bitch dont lie 2 me 
everything u did yeah u did out of jealousy
im always takin Ls yeah u took the other half of me
amount to nothing im always a nobody
got these dark thoughts and their comin all over me

maybe this a cry for help i dont really know
try to talk to people but i find myself alone
checkin all my messages noone hit my phone
now im sittin in my room and im making all these songs

how do i wake up not being a burden 
and im tryna live my life where im never hurtin
sometimes i think im in the wrong life the wrong version
and i cant make decisions im always uncertain

im oversensitive 
always spam ur phone yeah im hopin for some messages
dont wanna go outside i got no life to live
tryna talk to someone new nothing else to give
i think its better off if im dead and in a ditch

i made some new friends they wanna leave me
im lookin in the mirror i dont wanna see me
im hopin one day ill be on the tv
i wanna put you in my shoes just to be me

how do i wake up not being a burden 
and im tryna live my life where im never hurtin
sometimes i think im in the wrong life the wrong version
and i cant make decisions im always uncertain

i dont really know what do from here
i see failure and its just me in the mirror
always achey yeah my visions never clear
im always scared so there is nothing left to fear

Uncertain (okmax)

@iinnam

new music droppin whenever i want from now on ily guys

mixed personalities (innam)

@diegointhedark

u took my heart n u left n now its over
blessin my heart but im stressed but i got closure
ur sayin that i do it the best bc i told ya

stressed everyday yeah im needin an exit
spamming my phone dont wanna read ur msg
yeah we just argue so i just left it
i know im a fuck so ill just mess it up
i rlly thought u were one of us
then u went and left me in the mud
out of range ye ur out of my hud
honestly ur ass just suckkkkkkk

i know that karma is a bitch
n ur gonna get part of it
ye ur not gna wana live
ima find u dead up in a ditch
find u dead up in a ditch x2
ye ur not gone wanna liveee
i got nthn else 2 give

tell my why
u took my heart n u left n now its over
blessin my heart n im stressed but i got closure
sayin that i do it the best bc i told ya
if u try to fuck with my set ill fucking fold ya

stressed everyday yeah im needin an exit
spamming my phone dont wanna read ur msg
yeah we just argue so i just left it
i know im a fuck so ill just mess it up

Mess It Up (diegointhedark)

@resolve1k @makemeapromise

i know that ill fuck it up
i dont wanna talk i dont want ur love
why do u talk to me i know that im not enough
but im still thinking abt the times that i felt ur touch

and i know that its stupid
i just feel so useless
yeah i got some friends that are helping me get thru this
yeah i got a gift but i dont know how to use it
when everything gets better bc of me i go and lose it

pls do not go talk to me
i just wanna watch u bleed
full of all this jealousy
im finding it hard to breathe 

its hard to breathe
when i cant even see 
its hard to breathe 
when i just wanna leave
i cannot even see
i dont wanna be 

u dont even try to understand me 
so why would i wanna hear it from u
dont wanna hear me to talk cut my tongue too 
ion need ur help to stand on my feet i got my own 2
take ur phone out camera flash photoshoot
ion know if i even wanna get u 
i can tell that u dont gotta clue
look at my jeans at my ex yeah its true

i cant fw u yeah u faking 
its so hard to face
yeah i know i try to erase it

pls do not go talk to me
i just wanna watch u bleed
full of all this jealousy
im finding it hard to breathe 

and i know that im better off without u
hoenstly i wish that i never met u 
everything u did was to bitter me
after all this time i have 0 empathy

Watch u bleed  W/ Veezuh (inno + surgeon)

loser

@prodguda

She’s a diamond in a thrift store aisle
Ripped jeans and a leather chain
Caught my heart with a fleeting smile
Her perfume’s the scent of rain

Falling fast like a runway show
She’s the thread that I’ll never sew
Velvet dreams in the neon lights
her silhouette lost in the night 

She wears chaos like a second skin
Every step is where the sins begin
Lace gloves and a faded tee
Her mirror holds what I can’t see

Falling fast like a runway show, 
She’s the threat that I’ll never show
Velvet dreams in the neon lights
Shes the thread that ill never sew

Wardrobes change hurt stays the same
Tried to stitch it up with vintage seams 
Her name’s embroidered in my brain
Chasing patterns from fractured dreams

Shes couture in a shattered world
Tearing threads with every glance
broken stitch my heart unfurled
But I’ll keep chasing her shadow’s dance

Dressed2forget

@injurie @alisons-plato

cut myself on the table i wont fall 
had to give it up give it all my all 
ashes turn to dust summer turns to fall
waitin for a moment waitin for ur call

i might hurt myself for u 
its not the best course of action
i dont even know who 
i just do this shit do it all just for a reaction

seasons change but i dont 
swear im always on my own
is it always all my fault 
why am i always wrong
try my hardest do my best 
love my friends fuck the rest 
do it all for myself 
do it all for the crest

waitin for a day
that i can escape 
smokin on that haze
no im not okay

friendship bracelet on my arm
all u did is cause me harm 
then u blame it all on me
cuts on me cant stop the bleeding

why am i a problem u try hard to solve me 
everytime u talk to me i find myself folding
when ur around me my life feels so golden
shaped me into myself yea u finally stopped the molding

Crest ft. Injurie (touhoe)

alive

@lilac

start a new year start a new life 
my friends hate me i cant suffice
call my number i will decline
im on tumblr not in real life

i cant remember last summer
i forgot ur face its a bummer
off the oxy no i wont recover
i dont miss u thought u were my brother

whats the price to pay for loyalty
0 money get no royalties
i lost my friends all just because of me
and i hate myself noone ever calling me

drown myself out i will fall down
treat me as a joke yeah they think im a clown
im all alone they can not look at me now
all this karma yeah i kno its coming round

am i really a bad person 
try and forget everything its never workin
got a new hoe yeah u know she persian
my ex hates me yeah i know she cursing

i can never fucking trust
left me all alone yeah u left me in the mud
took u out to dinners was it ever even love
why u posted up in london hittin all the clubs

last summer

https://open.spotify.com/album/0aVbIopVnA98PAYfuMPS54?si=3AvnKdByTAGCzQYQWAjMoA

bitch im just on bullshit 
loadin up the empty and we hit him with a full clip
i dont wear no chrome but im still rockin mm6
bitch im in my zone u gone end up in a fucking ditch

ima head up w my bruddas yea we goin to the top
suicidal doors got the whip got that shit on lock
if i want ima buy idc abt the cost
bitch i feel like im 2holiss the way im reppin up the cross

stackin up my funds i claim all that shit then i go and ghost
bitch im smokin on this ganja while your blowin up some os
bitch im back from the daed like osama bitch i rose
feel like lil pump yeah i might just start rappin abt d rose x4

bro fuck this this is bullshit
loadin up the empty and we hit him with a full clip
i dont wear no chrome but im still rockin mm6
bitch im in my zone u gone end up in a fucking ditch

comin out the murda scene im not gone make a scene
ruski girl yeah she a baddie she straight from my dreams
this a british wave we gone make a dynasty
one day theyll loook back and theyll make a shrine for me

i dont got ne ego bitch i just started
leavin a mark on this world ye that be my target
and i love all my bros they just be my spartans

bitch im just on bullshit
loadin up the empty and we hit him with a full clip
i dont wear no chrome but im still rockin mm6

@artemys

everything u ever see its just make believe
i wish i was something i dont think im a prodigy
sitting on a screen i dont even wanna go to sleep
in my dreams i hate myself i really think that im a creep

is this rlly worth it everything i fucking do 
in the end will it work out or will i just be lost with u
im too shy to talk to ppl praying that theyll make a move
always at the fucking start in the end i always lose

take a step forward and i go back
making fun of me i try not to react
and im hopin that my bro never relapse
i cannot let go i always keep tabs

do i rlly even have friends 
im just waitin for the night end
never even had a best friend
never asked for a helping hand

make believe (artemys)

@guda 

and im walking like a phantom ghost in the night
and im walking like a phantom hope she treat me right
and im holding her for ransom sniffin on this white
she tellin me im handsome i might stay the night

pop out to a party sippin on bacardi
i dont got on jeans but i got on this ed hardy
i cannot stop travelling i cant stop guardin
smokin all this green n  im chillin in ur garden

pop out of the scene who is u who is me
step out of a dream dior hedi slimane jeans
know that shit is fake got that number nine tee
know that shit is fake know your gonna cover me

know that shit is wack i know u got 0 profit
if i see some gucci u know i gotta cop it
yeah im going up going up like a rocket
if she got a cherry yeah i gotta pop it

bacardi

//
x <3
on the sidewalk shes going pyscho
acting righteous ur not the hero 
we fade away and we fall apart 
we are stuck in ways that i cant tell my heart

we try again we really tried our best 
now we lay apart ashes on my chest 

fade away and fall apart 
im turning off can u press restart 
im going crazy they call me lazy 
im not okay and its as of lately

ur not the hero

https://open.spotify.com/album/4zOcMgFr0QN6XOqHbkLgeZ?si=AF8alRxeTPWujqRDJV93Ew

@godraysss

thx for listening

maybe we can meet back in heaven 
ive been goin thru it ive been stressing
bitch im going up count my blessings
hollows thru my point like a weapon

brand new jeans these evisu
im not lying when i need u
bitch im nothing im just see thru
ur an L im like me222

im like me too
bitch i see u 
turning yellow like im pichu
talk on her ima beat u

ur disgusting 
why u running 
oh its nothing 
blood is gushin

find his body in the freezer
i dont study ima  teacher 
im just nothing ima feature
sit on me like a bleacher

maybe we can meet back in heaven 
ive been goin thru it ive been stressing
bitch im going up count my blessings
hollows thru my point like a weapon

brand new jeans these evisu
im not lying when i need u
bitch im nothing im just see thru
ur an L im like me222

me222

https://open.spotify.com/album/0iMwWZQSznqR14TLIXRNrF?si=iIGs4UOxSa68es-Oruc_Eg

thank u guys i love u

comatose

Prod @lilac @uchu45 @struck0

its just a tragedy 

um i do not own this beat yes sorry

suki

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