could i ever be anybody great?
real talking could i ever get a little taste fame?
or do they all just sell away their souls
aint about the money just wanted you to know me

for so long i’ve wanted to be you
for so long I’ve wished it to be untrue

(200 listens and i'll upload the rest of the lyrics ;))

Hope <3   -   {prod. Con}

My first EP, I finally put together and polished off some songs I'm proud of. It's been fun to work on these and will soon upload these songs to my other platforms, stay posted for lyric posts.

//the first time I uploaded this I kinda did it wrong so this is revamped//

DenTiSt  [prod. Puma Tooth]

on the mend (prod. Litkidbeat)

f¡xed   (prod. Tba*)

...hope? [prod. Con]

World's bitch (prod. 404 machine)

too late? (prod. Alasdee)

GO OUT {prod. Gosh}

I’m tired of the constant feelings, feelings constantly betrayed by my gods believed in.
i can’t stand to hear my voice somebody else start talking, jesus.
spending time on apps i don’t believe in. talking to a screen of people
that i don’t believe exist somewhere beyond the screen.
maybe I’m the problem, i know i get stuck in my old ways.
but its hard to keep my head above the water, above that grave.
i compare myself to people whomst i don’t even know my name,
in the woods i scream and dream i run away
no one knows me, that’s my saying these days.
and i digress from that fact that i won’t show them.
no one wants to know me, i just fucking know it.

soon as you think you’re over them, then again you’re not,
I’m just so far away from my old god,
feels like I’m sinning every more the days, they wash away into something faded
always speaking unrelated…patience.

I’ve been manic every since she left,
the spaces in between is where i take my single breathes,
then back to feeling mean, I’m so bitter at this damn mind,
for thinking somehow you could ever truly just be mine.
that’s just a crime, and no i never got that through my head,
until this death of love, embraced me in my single bed.
so damn tired, but i don’t deserve to sleep just yet.
so i run it again through my mind, how i fucked it up.

i mean i was harsh, i never gave enough.
i was on, i was off, either too much or never deep involved.
but i grew up girl, i showed you i had grown enough,
but you just couldn’t write me off.

its sad how a girl leaves and everything just tumbles down,
i get my ass handed on a platter, aint even the full course so stick around.
i admit that i re-read old messages from 2017,
then i feel sorry for you, but also man, sorry for me.

i wish we never fell in love, i wish we never even kissed,
i wished you didn’t make my heart skip 
a beat and now its left beating with one missed.
if brokenhearted collide, they’re only temporally fixed.
but I’m so sick of learning all these lessons now,
fuck that shit, now i just want to mess around,
somehow thats a lie, can you come back now?
its been time enough, ain’t that right?

it's been enough time! (jxsie)

Sad Sad Sad Sad BEAT (Free to Use)

Beat by Pink (from youtube) and mixed by Mediocrity Beats here from SC, check em out:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw
https://soundcloud.com/user-360830979

school, girl. (prod.pink//Mediocrity beats)

here to share my music and to fuck around
vv !!archive/dump account now!! vv
(check links for my new account)

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