TRACK 3 OF THE ALBUM "EVERYTHING IS FINE" BY SULKYTHREAD. INSTRUMENTAL BY TYPHOON JAM TRACKS

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TRACK 5 OF THE ALBUM "EVERYTHING IS FINE" BY SULKYTHREAD. INSTRUMENTAL BY TYPHOON JAM TRACKS. 

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*DISCLAIMER* THIS SONG WAS ORIGINALLY A SUICIDE NOTE, MEANING IF I COULDN'T RESCUE EVA FROM HER ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP, I WAS GOING TO END MY OWN LIFE. NEEDLESS TO SAY WE RESCUED EACH OTHER FROM OUR ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS AND LIVED HAPPILY FOR YEARS. I HAVE SINCE LOST CONTACT WITH HER, AND SHE DOESN'T KNOW TO THIS DAY THAT SHE SAVED MY LIFE! THE ONLY WAY I CAN TELL HER AND THANK HER IS FOR MY MUSIC TO REACH A LARGE ENOUGH AUDIENCE SO THAT SHE HEARS MY MESSAGES. THIS IS MY STORY, A TRAGIC END WITH HOPE FOR THE FUTURE. I WROTE THIS SONG ON THE DRIVE UP TO SEE HER FOR THE FIRST TIME (I DROVE ALL THE WAY TO CANADA) AND EVEN RECORDED THE VOCALS ON MY PHONE IN THE CAR RIDE UP THERE. THIS SONG MEANS THE WORLD TO ME AS IT SYMBOLIZES MY SURVIVAL FROM SUICIDE. I AM SULKYTHREAD, AND I AM A SUICIDE SURVIVOR.

Where Are You Eva (This Song Was A Suicide Note)

TRACK 8 OF THE ALBUM "EVERYTHING IS FINE" BY SULKYTHREAD

MY SAVIOR

Track 12 of the album "Everything Is Fine" by SulkyThread

Moist Depression (To Your Mom)

TRACK 15 OF THE ALBUM "EVERYTHING IS FINE" BY SULKYTHREAD

OH GIRL! (RELOADED)

Prince Composed by SulkyThread. Vocals created using Ace Studio

Prince

Princess - produced by SulkyThread. Vocals produced with Ace Studio

Princess

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Shut Up!

Midwest Emo - Indie track about my recovery from my relationship with Eva

Love Still Burning

My remake of the M.I.B. song by William Smith

Men In Black REMIX

My Electronic Version of Creep by Radiohead. This is one of my favorite cover songs.

Creep Reimagined 2.0

WereWolf 2.0

Slamming Doors

slamming doors 3.0

Newest update to Slamming Doors is out now!

Slamming Doors 5.0

F_ck'd Up World

Probably the best NEW TRACK that Im working on

To_My_Future_Wife

To My Future Wife-3.0

Lyrics: Ive tried calling you 
a thousand times before. My numbers blocked and I
Cant seem to find my way back to your door
To your heart
To a place
Where I can finally see you face to face 
again
And show you how Im feelin
And How do I say goodbye
To the hurt thats left inside my chest
And These hard times 
of loving you with whats left 
inside my heart. 
And as the days go by 
and I wake up 
without you by my side
How do I say goodbye 
to the love of my life
How do i say goodbye
To my my future wife
And i may not be fine
Because you always cross my mind
And how do i say goodbye to my future wife
I can’t erase you from my mind
I dont think ill be alright 
Please call me by your side
Or text me back
Let me know youre there
Let me know that you still care
We saved our lives from fate
And i wait every single day
To hear your voice
So i pray
how do i say goodbye to the love of my life 
And how do i say goodbye
How do i say goodbye
How do i say goodbye
Goodbye

Lyrics-

Ive tried calling you 
a thousand times before. My numbers blocked and I
Cant seem to find my way back to your door
To your heart
To a place
Where I can finally see you face to face 
again
And show you how Im feelin
And How do I say goodbye
To the hurt thats left inside my chest
And These hard times 
of loving you with whats left 
inside my heart. 
And as the days go by 
and I wake up 
without you by my side
How do I say goodbye 
to the love of my life
How do i say goodbye
To my my future wife
And i may not be fine
Because you always cross my mind
And how do i say goodbye to my future wife
I can’t erase you from my mind
I dont think ill be alright 
Please call me by your side
Or text me back
Let me know youre there
Let me know that you still care
We saved our lives from fate
And i wait every single day
To hear your voice
So i pray
how do i say goodbye to the love of my life 
And how do i say goodbye
How do i say goodbye
How do i say goodbye
Goodbye

To My Future Wife

WITH THE LIGHTS OUT

Slamming Doors 6.0

You’re Worth It

For the loss of a loved one, or the loss of love from someone who you cared about. You ARE worth it. New tracks daily on my SoundCloud! Follow me

You ARE Worth It

New tracks daily. Follow me for more everyday

Nobody

FalseAngel

The beginning of the story to the Villain Arc for my new Musical YouTube Series - Everything Is Fine. Follow me for NEW TRACKS DAILY!

I Am The Villain

New hits every day. Follow me for more Daily action!

Into The Unknown

You’re Worth it 2.0

The Hoard

Frag Out! - SulkyThread X Alec_Koff.wav

Red Balloon

New tracks daily on my SoundCloud! Follow me for more every day!

Face The Storm

Face The Storm remastered

Atmosphere

Friendzoned

Friendzoned Again 1.0

Friendzoned Again

Return of An Angel

My name is sulkythread, and this is the story of how love, heartbreak, and music saved my life.

Years ago, I was at the lowest point I’d ever been. I had decided that I was going to end my life. I had it all planned out — until something unexpected happened.

I logged into Halo Infinite for what I believed would be the last time. That’s when I heard her voice. Mary — who went by Eva — was on the other end of my headset. We didn’t know each other. She was just a random teammate… or so I thought.

But then I heard it — the sounds of abuse happening in her background. I couldn’t ignore it. Something inside me told me that before I could take my life, I needed to save hers.

We started talking privately through Discord. We became close. I didn’t even know what she looked like for months — all I knew was that we were both broken, and somehow, in each other, we found safety.

At the time, I was in the U.S., and she was in Canada. Eventually, I paid for a moving company to help her escape her abusive relationship. I drove all the way to Canada and waited in her driveway. I fell asleep in my car, and when I woke up, she pulled me out of the driver’s seat and kissed me as “Dancing in the Moonlight” played from my stereo.

That was our beginning.

We camped in a luxury tent with a king-sized air mattress, a TV, and an Xbox. We played Halo Infinite together — like we did the night we met. For years, I traveled to see her, by car or plane, spending as much time as we could together. We even got engaged.

But slowly, things changed.

She began to drift away. We tried to stay friends, but I still loved her deeply — more than just a friend. She was everything to me. Eventually, she blocked me on everything except my phone number, which she’s never responded to since.

After that, the darkness returned. I began to struggle again. But this time, I turned to music.

I’ve been producing music since I was young, but this time, it meant something different. I poured every ounce of my grief, love, and confusion into my songs. I used Typhoon jam tracks and even collaborated with Neo_guitar on YouTube. I made an entire album called Made in Canada — a tribute to everything we had, and everything I lost.

One song, Where Are You Eva, doubled as a suicide note. I recorded it on my iPhone headphones during my very first drive up to see her. If I couldn’t save her, I thought, maybe I didn’t deserve to be saved either.

But I didn’t give up. I kept creating. Music helped me survive. And now, it’s helping me heal.

I kept my artist name sulkythread because I want my story to be heard — by the world, and maybe even by her. I hope that one day, Mary will come across my music and know how much she changed my life. That she saved me without ever knowing it. And that I'm okay now.

I’ve tried to move on. I’ve been in other relationships. But none felt the same. Mary was the one who reached into the darkness and pulled me out — even if she didn’t mean to. I still love her, and I always will, even if we can’t be together. I respect her wish for distance. But I’ll keep sharing my story, and making music inspired by her — by us.

Thank you, Mary. For saving me.

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