Beat: Wargl die Targl - HANSEMANN
Theme: Present Thoughts

Lyrics:

If yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery
While I'm wrapping up gifts, my hands are all blistery
My presence, a gift to me, while the present just is to me
Santa fell in a ditch, then gave his list to me

So here I stand ready in another man's sleigh
Hold the reigns steady we'll be done by today
so this is my fate? help an old bearded ape
get shit done on time without crossing red tape?

In retrospect, this ain't a metaphor
it's just my present thoughts   as I set a course
eeasy to settle for landing on a better shore
my mind is a warren but rabbits get the better score

From time to time my mind likes to wander
with permission from mineself it's easy to ponder
about a lady so fine, greener over yonder
I could be ketut, She'll be my Rhonda

This is the first time I've tried one of these. Sadly, the only microphone I have belongs to a gaming headset and I have little/no knowledge of music production. That being said, I'm glad that I made an attempt.


Present Thoughts Cypher Vol. 53

This is for /r/MAKINGHIPHOP's Cypher Vol 54.
The beat comes from The Real Myster C...Thanks Myster C.

Theme: Things that fade

Lyrics:
Fade away from this world as I meditate
My thoughts run in circles in slow-mo as I levitate
Darkness comin' quick at light becomin' sick
I need to get a grip before I can demonstrate
what it means to me to be lost in the scene
caught up in my greed as wants becomes needs
And my envy, lust, and pride wreak havoc inside
Of my mind, not tight, like somethin' ain't right
'cause I'm so much better than you but the girl with titties is by your side
If she wasn't looking at you, she'd see I'm more superficially 'fly'
I'm either hungry for the money, or a sloth for the couch
A glutton for the mutton / too keen to work out
With occasional rage at stupid shit and that's wrath
You put it all together and it's seven, back-to-back
But then I find my zen as those feelings lose track
And those thoughts slip away. I'm only human, that's fact

MHH Cypher 54.

Try scores, I fail more, tighter jaws, I meditate
My thoughts give me pause, lack of cause, I hesitate
I've been here before, I start hearing the call
Do breathing exercises but they won't help at all

Soul poisoned like oil and insulated in foil
and then embroyled and boiled much like a cannibal's royal
And my mind is all soiled as it's  becoming uncoiled
As I continue to toil and my anxiety boils

My mind's scattered and hammered, really not that it all mattered
Much like a clavicle shattered and my psyche's so battered
Emotions take control, I'm accosted on a roll
and I'm droppin' the ball, the panic is siezing it all

I'm about to give it in and then things start to change
My breathe; the only thing that is keeping me sane
To state it, I say "I'm once again the same,
Anxiety faded, as quickly as it came"

Anxiety Attack

The Beat: Dr Bobby Banner MPC - Uzukyo

Lyrics:
Now it's time to divine and divide the dotted line
Time to add it up right, Cos I'll Sin your Tan-line
Operate in orders, marginal but fine.
I write outside the borders, margins rule the white.
My battle axe is, it'll ready to cut you like a knife.
Hearbeat approaches zero like an asymptotal line.
My quadratic equations just express the situation
That I'm facin' or chasin', right next to the station
Where X Plus Seven Times X Minus Five
leads to the question, unanswerable, Y? 
Natural as a tree in summer bare-rooted in the sun
Let's turn it up to Minus 1 and square root it just for fun.
Of course it's all imaginary like it's in your head
'Cause the way I solve math is scary; just a pad and pen.
With a rhythm and tick, my head calculator "click"
I get in it and flip, unquote-quote "I'm just so [sic]"

RMHH Cypher 55 - Wordplay

Thanks to itsRJC for providing this weeks beat.

Lyrics:

Kick back, drink juice as I laugh at my rap
I wonder what I'd do if I had a new pad
I'd do the same shit I did a hundred times before
I'd do the same things I did plus hundreds more
I want a new job, mine's enough to get by
but it's a dream that I see with my two closed eyes
I'm the king in my mind, I just need my coronation
Now's my time to shine, as I strike for the nation
Of my goals, my life, that's my plan of action
Am I man enough to show my fam compassion?
Damn right I am, I work hard for my life
To be the man I wanna be without a damn knife
In my back. Don't slack but I can't spit for jack
But ever since the crash, man,  my life's been on track
and my motivation? Well to me it's all about
Being a policeman and owning a house.

Cypher 2, 2014 - Motivation [RMHH]

An entry to /r/makinghiphop's weekly cypher contest. 

Twenty-one years; not enough time for memories
Plenty of tears 'cause you're never gonna remember me
Getting lost, searching in the dark for that pedigree
Challenge other rappers, getting burned to the third degree
Growin' up, life could seem so very hard
Guys showin' up, oozin' steeze. I lack the part.
Now I'm comin' up like "please, just see my heart!"
Now I'm comin' up, that's for me, I'm taking charge
Nah, I gotta be my own man, crumpin' to a slow jam
Rhythm of my own, man. I've grown
Walkin' streets in bare feet, that's just Aussie summer
Soarin' heat and torn sleeves, man, I'd just fought my brother
But we're best friends now, I wouldn't trade it for a thing
When we bonded over rap and hip-hop, I could just sing
Never give up on myself 'cause my oyster is the world
And I do it all for them 'cause my family's the pearl

RMHH Cypher 50 - Twenty-One

Test track - please ignore
Lyrics because they help understand
I bust outta the buildin', with the cops on the ceilin'
I'm about to drop these bags and then dispense with the killin'
It's my ablity ya feelin', credibility in stealin'
If you're hearin' me it's clear to see the biggest baddest villain
I'm reignin' on the populace, banks can't make promises
Haters can't just fake 'til they make it, there's no stoppin' us
I've come for what's mine, it's more than a dime
Until I get respect or death these punks are killin' time
It's fight or flight, a blinding bright flashbang in the sky
I turn aside and shield my eyes, my gang is still alive
we're running out of time, I've gotta try to find
A less dangerous escape route, 'cause the last one went awry
Then without any sign, an intervention, divine
Our back-up plan, the back-up van, arrives here on time
we pile inside while the cops are screamin' Mayday, 'cause
This wasn't just a heist but a motherfuckin' Payday

RMHH Cypher 1 test

My entry to /r/makinghiphop's 1st weekly cypher contest for 2015
I've been playing a lot of Payday 2 lately, so I thought I'd rap about it.

Lyrics for understanding

I bust outta the buildin', with the cops on the ceilin'
I'm about to drop these bags and then dispense with the killin'
It's my ablity ya feelin', credibility in stealin'
If you're hearin' me it's clear to see the biggest baddest villain
I'm reignin' on the populace, banks can't make promises
Haters can't just fake 'til they make it, there's no stoppin' us
I've come for what's mine, it's more than a dime
Until I get respect or death these punks are killin' time
It's fight or flight, a blinding bright flashbang in the sky
I turn aside and shield my eyes, my gang is still alive
we're running out of time, I've gotta try to find
A less dangerous escape route, 'cause the last one went awry
Then without any sign, an intervention, divine
Our back-up plan, the back-up van, arrives here on time
we pile inside while the cops are screamin' Mayday, 'cause
This wasn't just a heist but a motherfuckin' Payday

Sullers