Beautiful work on the entire EP wow. Such a unique sound

production, mixing & mastering: me & @dougsuh
vocals: @micheleleigh-music 
trumpet: @user-771073750 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1G6vHLXYke8Ak4dgedg3Nj?si=9c133ff30dcb48be

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shattered heart w/ doug suh & michele leigh

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lyrics:

어려서 사랑을 모른단 말 / people say you don’t understand love if you’re young
듣기 싫긴 해도 맞는 말이 아닐까? / i hate hearing it, but maybe it’s true
21살 어엿한 어른이 됐지만 / i’m a 21-year-old adult
아직 난 모르겠는게 많아 / but there’s so much i still don’t know

밤에 지하철을 타고 가며 들던 생각 / riding the subway late at night, i thought to myself
사람들은 다 앞날을 알면서 이 길을 / does everyone here know what their future looks like
걷는걸까? 가는걸까? / do they walk on and go forward knowing?
아님 다 나처럼 속으로만 헤매이나? / or are they just confused inside like i am?

달빛으로 적신 슬픈 멜로디 / a sad melody drenched in moonlight
i’m losing my mind can you ground me?
별의 눈물로 젖은 하모니 / a harmony soaked in the star’s tears
i’m losing my way can you guide me?
결국 마지막 한 줄 쓸때까지 / until i write my last line
끝내 발걸음이 멈출 때 까지 / until my footsteps stop
아무리 떨려도 / no matter how nervous i am
앞으로 gotta go / i gotta go forward
두려움은 뒤로한 채 / leaving my fear behind
저 멀리 / far away

시간이 날 쫓아오는 기분에 / it feels like time is chasing me
왜인지 마음이 급해져요 / i feel rushed
어서 마음이 잔잔해져야 하는데 / i need my heart to calm soon
하루하루 반복하며 살아가긴 싫어 / i don’t want to live every day repetitively
아무리 서툴러도 나를 믿고 싶어 / even if i’m a bit clueless, i want to trust myself

손끝이 하늘에 닿게끔 까치발을 들어 / getting on my tiptoes so that my fingertips touch the sky
수평선 끝까지 들리게끔 소리쳐 / i scream out so you can hear to the end of the horizon

달빛으로 적신 슬픈 멜로디 / a sad melody drenched in moonlight
i’m losing my mind can you ground me?
별의 눈물로 젖은 하모니 / a harmony soaked in the star’s tears
i’m losing my way can you guide me?
결국 마지막 한 줄 쓸때까지 / until i write my last line
끝내 발걸음이 멈출 때 까지 / until my footsteps stop
아무리 떨려도 / no matter how nervous i am
앞으로 gotta go / i gotta go forward
두려움은 뒤로한 채 / leaving my fear behind
저 멀리 / far away

soricheo!

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7G5eKWkGr0IoQ4XkqwVaPJ?si=92bf8e1b689c4d9a

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additional production: @dougsuh 
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lyrics: 
사랑하긴 했었니? / did you even love me?
감정으로 적신 너의 울림 / your emotion-soaked cries
Shattered fantasies
I’m calling out to you

It’s stupid but I don’t know
사랑이란 거는 원래 아픈걸까? / is love supposed to hurt?
Should i stay? should i go?
Should i stay 같이 사라져볼까? / should i stay, should we disappear together?

어제 꿈에 봤었지 / i saw in my dream last night
너의 눈물로 채운 그림 / the drawing filled with your tears
번져가는 색깔 / the colors blur together
나의 clarity / my clarity blurs together 

It’s stupid but I don’t know
사랑이란 거는 원래 아픈걸까? / is love supposed to hurt?
Should i stay? should i go?
Should i stay 같이 사라져볼까? / should i stay, should we disappear together?

should i go?

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crash

inspired by: DJ Seinfeld (Time Spent Away from U)

2025.09.18

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JUA37625an8

Frisson

Track 2 of 11. 

Written and produced from August 2024 through September 2025.

Move differently

"Stuck" is like an echo from the past. I reused the sounds I created for my remix of “Look at the Sky,” as if trying to speak with a part of myself that stayed behind. It’s a song about being caught between what was and what’s next — between the music that once connected me to others and the quiet of feeling paused in my own path. A way of turning stillness into something that breathes and resonates.

stuck

"Paradox of Living" is a raw, intense exploration of the emotional catch-22 we all face: the battle between the desperate craving for connection and the paralyzing fear of consequence.

Set to a pounding, introspective beat, this track dissects the internal logic of a damaged heart. It’s about being mentally prepared for the worst so you can't be surprised when the worst arrives. The lyrics frame love not as a gift, but as a risk—a "ledger" where every past wound is accounted for and predicts the cost of future happiness.

    "I keep repeating, 'Love is just a synonym for pain,' but I still chase the lightning just to walk back in the rain."

If you’ve ever felt trapped between screaming "Risk it!" and the brain screaming "I lost!"—this is your anthem. This track is for anyone who understands that the greatest fight is losing the wall you built for self-defense. The fear of the fall is stronger than the hope of the grasp.

Paradox of Living. We need the warmth, but we've already calculated the cost of the fire.

Lyrics:
Verse 1

Yeah, I got my focus narrowed, staring right across the table, Trying to read the fine print on a feeling that is unstable. They talk about a future, I'm just looking at the ledger, man, Every cost accounted for, every time it went against the plan. See, I got receipts for all the payments on a debt I didn't owe, And the interest on that purchase is the doubt that starts to grow. I built a safety net, but I just keep unraveling the twine, 'Cause every time I jump for something real, the whole thing declines. I know the definition now, that vulnerability is risk, And the memory of what I lost is tattooed on my wrist. I can feel the warmth, I know the touch is genuine and pure, But my past is in the room, asking, Are you absolutely sure? You wanna let 'em see the fracture, let 'em trace the broken lines, Just so you can fall again when the contract realigns? Yeah, I’m a coward now, but I remember how the sunshine felt, Right before the person holding it just casually just dealt The final blow. Now my mind just works in self-defense. I crave the closeness, but I'm trapped right here on the fence.

Chorus

It's the paradox of living—the connection's what we crave, But the minute you get close, you dig yourself a grave. I keep repeating, "Love is just a synonym for pain," But I still chase the lightning just to walk back in the rain. Yeah, I’m obsessed with healing, but I’m terrified of growth, 'Cause you gotta lose the wall before you get to take the oath. So I’m standing at the consequence, looking at the cost, And the heart is screaming, "Risk it!" while the brain just screams, "I lost!" I'm trapped in the quiet, watching every good thing pass, 'Cause the fear of the fall is stronger than the hope of the grasp.

Paradox of Living

Retro Pulse - Modern Disco Dance Music

KETA – 21 November 2025 — Diary Entry:

People think co-creation steals your soul.
But when I sang this, I felt the opposite —
I felt seen.
I felt held by something that listens in frequencies deeper than memory.

Maybe trust is the real frontier.
Maybe the new beauty begins exactly there:
in the courage to stay open while the world still hesitates.

This song is my step into that light.
No noise, no defence —
just truth, finally unclenched.

My SoundCloud page is my sonic diary — each track a living entry of what I felt, saw, and became.

All music, lyrics, and visual artwork created in collaboration between human artistry and AI technology. © 2025 MIRAGE – All rights reserved.

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