i feel like we would be friends, we live in the same place

Insane riff as always and beautiful voice could put me to sleep cuz i fucking want it to

miss listening to your songs... kisses from br

I use sound as a way to express my healing process, accept reality, and find beauty in life's unpredictability. In its raw and unfiltered form, sound serves as a powerful medium for conveying the complex emotions I experience while navigating life's chaos and uncertainty. By embracing disharmony and unexpected shifts in my music, I am not only accepting reality as it is, but also transforming it into something meaningful and intimate for me. This creates a space where vulnerability and acceptance coexist, allowing me to find love and beauty in the imperfect and even the disturbing.

La rosée du bonheur

erhu.mp3

this is a cover of a song thats unreleased by billie eilish i want everyone to know bc I'm not a fake that copyrights that tis rude

l i s t e n 

Lyrics: 
Whatever you said, that much breath shouldn't be wasted on it
Whenever a sentence is dead, we always tend to ponder about it
I realize why we've been looking for shore so long, cool enough and
all of the water takes me, waves will always sink

Tell them what you know
Tell them what I know 
We lost all control 
Tell them what we know

A better feeling, one we've had
Sweeter days, dressed up in clad
Can't be surprised when something horrid goes on so long, 
blanket it and hush like a baby, eventually will end up on it's side

Tell them what you know
Tell them what I know 
We lost all control 
Tell them what we know (x2)

and when, and when I go 
and when, and when I show you right
and when, and when I go 
and when, and when I told you right
the deaf can't ever listen
we don't care cuz, we don't care cuz we don't ever pull the levers
we just got it, we've been finding, we've just got it
I cannot be, I cannot be that crazy side
and in my mind, what do I know? 

Can't hate a bird song when they fly overhead so long,
enticing but I get a feeling that they only sing to make me cry

Tell them what you know
Tell them what I know 
We lost all control 
Tell them what we know (x2)

Sinking

Vocals by Thomas Reid and @mehkare-merson
Production by Thomas Reid and @pitychild
Special thanks to @whoseinsomnia and @teqkoi for all mixing/mastering advice <3

---Lyrics---------------------------------------------------

@thomasreidmusic
I don’t wanna go home
It’s not home like it used to be
I’m homeless without you and me

I don’t wanna go to sleep
Thinking feels like such a hastle
Tranquilizers cut my heart out

And if we’re talking late at night
My words are sure to disappoint you
I’ll say what I’m not supposed to

When you’re here
Hold me till the sun breaks

If your near
Please tell me that it’s okay

@mehkare-merson
I could try to know you better
Level out and learn our center
But my hearts in bits and pieces where you left them

Maybe I am overzealous
Hurt myself being too helpless
But could we even try to change the outcome?

And when you’re with me 
Though I promise it’s not your fault, you say what you’re not supposed to

When you’re here
Hold me till the sun breaks

If your near
Please tell me that it’s okay
Tell me that it's okay.

Till The Sun Breaks

Till the Sun Breaks (feat. Mehkare Merson & Pitychild)

Till The Sun Breaks (feat. Mehkare Merson & Pitychild)

i didn't know 
that you liked the colour purple
and i walk you home
and we talk about space and our existence

i feel the wind blow
straight through my bones
and its cold inside
and i'm all alone

clockwork

deathbed confessional

hey!! its been so long!! i'm finally out with a new song phew
this song is called paler (duH) and its about social insensitivity to mental health.
i'm sure you've had someone tell you "you can get better!" or "just be happy" or something like that.
truth is, it's not easy to overcome something that weighs down on you.
mental illness is not something that can just be overcome, and people need to realize that more.
it's okay to feel.
it's not crazy or stupid and it doesn't make you weak.
u got this.

anyways, thank u all for being patient with me and i hope u like this little babey. i love u lots!!


LYRICS!!

keeping myself from falling through the floor
i’ve got blood on my hands and i dont know what for
im taking all the steps, drinking green tea, too
but i just can’t seem to get back to who
i was before the weather hit me like a truck
now im holding my breath and wishing myself good luck
if i’m being honest, think i belong in a morgue
don’t want really die, just feel like a corpse

and they’re all telling me that i gotta get better
and im trying really hard but it just gets harder
to keep myself afloat on these dark waters
and now they’re all telling me that i look a bit paler

here i am, making sure that i can breathe
while walking through a world that’s suffocating
don’t wanna be compared to what everyone sees
just wanna know by someone that i am loved for me
but people hold their expectations up too high
for anyone to reach, yet everyone tries
and i feel a little worthless, worthy in disguise
preach about being honest, though i’m the one who lies

and they’re all telling me that i gotta get better
and i’m trying really hard but it just gets harder
to keep myself afloat on these dark waters
now they're all telling me that i look a bit paler

OoooOOOOOoOooooOOOOo

and they’re all telling me that i gotta get better
and i’m trying really hard but it just gets harder
and it seems a little hopeless and far away
but then, i guess, so did yesterday

paler

lyrics :

sometimes, most times, all times
i wish our ride was longer
sometimes, most times, 
you cross my mind like a complete stranger

but i know the best for you
and maybe, baby, it’s not me

i hope you see the truth, eventually
but i’m in and out of feeling like this,
and sometimes, it feels like shit
but baby when it’s just you and me

oh god, i’ve never felt so free
baby i hope this doesn’t come off too strong 
but i want you to know that 
i’ve felt like this all along

sometimes, most times, all times
i overthink it
sometimes, all times
i hope you don’t think that i’m losing it 

i just want the best for you
and me
but you, the most

i hope this doesn’t come off too strong
i don’t really care anymore ...

i just hope you’re thinking anout me
when you sleep
and i 
don’t deny that i’m thinkin about you
whenever i weep

it’s so peculiar 
and i hate it
but i love

it’s so peculiar 
and i hope i don’t come off too strong

THIS SONG BELONGS TO ME PLEASE DONT STEAL IT ILL BE RLY SAD

macaroni demo

suncisca

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