first attempt at new material in long time

I'm Not There And Neither Are You B

Samut

i take the first full step outside, my feet pounding on the ground,
i feel like an astronaut caught under water, I’m unprepared 
with the pressure it’s building around me, strings fall into place and I find myself confused 
it’s getting to me
the vertigo, the nausea, sea-sickness 
a murder of emotions 
I tilt my head out the window of my sunken vessel 
I watch the pylons etch past like heartbeats on a monitor 
the car battery dies and at risk of freezing in the cold darkness off the ocean
I open my eyes 
I’m on an island at sunset 
I’m wherever I want to be 
I’m with whoever I wanna be with 
I’m free

Etre La Lumière, Monsieur

Lyrics:

there’s a war on love in the broadcast 
but with waves of hate in the forecast
as the weatherman leaves he laughs 
muttering a phrase he says 

it’s a knife in the stomach 
it’s two fingers up                    
is it more than a half empty fuck     x2 

I say that all mesmerised fiends 
will die and feed the machine 
cause I’ll shoot all the lifeboats down 
and watch the creatures scream

little insects, line up and burn 
feel my void lay waste to the earth 
statues left, they remain eternal 
paralysed in the inferno 

it’s a knife in the stomach 
it’s two fingers up 
is it more than a half empty fuck      x2 

it’s god that depresses 
my existence 
so I crank it to the devil     x2

no bodies, no victims (rough demo)

Recorded with two mic's in my room about ten minutes ago.

Lyrics:

It’s half eight and cold out 
it’s time to call it quits 
you wait out all night hoping 
that she would give a shit 

but in the dark of nowhere 
that boy’s heart grows shut 
as he realises nothings meant to be 
and he poisons with his touch 

So all these years spent fantasising 
about those twin heart lies 
were really better off somewhere else 
so he killed the light  

my soulmate, my partner 
in crime and love and war
in neon your headlights
whisper our first song 

picturesque in beauty 
in the summer swarm 
my heartbeats like a factory 
but my head says somethings wrong

Meant To Be

Written and recorded in an hour. 

Lyrics:

adios and farewell 
to this stolid nightmare 
we rushed to make a dream 
when everything comes rushing

cause it’s more than hard to see 
negatives are positives and 
all is just a blur 

my eyes begin to cauterise 
in the sun I sit and hurt 
anguish is a form of love 
I sing myself to sleep 

and it all depends 
on your definition 
of a premonition 
of what it all could be 

But I’m not sad 
I’m just glad it happened 
and we’re two souls gathered 
in a state of meant to be 
you call it unfortunate 
but I’d rather name it 
destiny 
because I enjoy 
being alone, on my very own 
debating why I breathe 

and so I write, in my eulogy 
if only life was a new movie 
starring all of my friends 

i could count 
them on my hands 
every finger feels like sand 
as they slowly drift away 

and if only abstract poetry 
translated into guarantees 
that people would ask me 
how I am 

But I’m not sad 
I’m just glad it happened 
and we’re two souls gathered 
in a state of meant to be 
you call it unfortunate 
but I’d rather name it 
destiny 
because I enjoy 
being alone, on my very own 
debating why I breathe 
and here I go
as the madness grows 
existing but deceased

Breathe

Radiat - Serpent Inside The World

Lyrics:

"when i die would you leave me to be
carried on a wave as I wander so asleep
would you ever know what it is to be at peace
locked inside the earth buried underneath their feet "

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