A dystopian #decambient and merry Xmas 2024 to all of you soundclouders!

12.12.2024
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Xander

Lost eyes wander for years
Blind to all that’s been near

What if all I need was right here all along

Chasing flashier signs
Missing all that was mine

What if all I need was right here all along
What if all I need was right here all along

I lifted up my heavy cross
Until it broke me down
And I woke up inside my mess
Digging in the ground

I lifted up my heavy cross
Until it broke me down
And I woke up inside my mess
Digging in the ground
Digging further down

What if all I need was right here all along
What if all I need was right here all along

What If All I Need Was Right Here All Along

Misk - Guilty Pleasure (Remastered)

I wrote this one about a best friends struggling relationship,  He put up with a lot before he passed. 2025 October 
Features my Vox organ .
 I live in the " Real World  " lyrics by Glenny G
What's the matter with the car your driving it seems to be running fine 
"Fine Fine Fine Fine "
Why complain about the place your living it's just for doing time
" Time Time Time Time "
I can't worry about your mental state , I'm sick and tired of trying
" Bye Bye Bye Bye "
In just in case you can't relate ,  inside I feel like dying " I feel like crying "
But I'm working on me even though your walking out
I live in the real world not the one all filled with doubts 
So don't lay it on me girl cause I know what I need
 I live in the real not alone in fantasy
What's the matter with this watch I'm wearing it must be running slow
" Time time time time "
I thought I had so much more to do but I need some place to go
" Fun Fun Fun Fun "
Cruising down the lost highway it seemed to be where I'm bound
" Bounce Bounce Bounce Bounce "
I'm satisfy me a real soul someone who wont let me down
 " Wont Let me down "
Cause I'm working on me even though I'm running free
I live in the real world not a lone in fantasy
So don't lay it on me girl cause I know what I need
I live in the real world not alone in fantasy
I'm gonna take a long vacation and write myself a  sad sad song
Shake loose all this aggravation , heal my heart up oh so strong
I live in the real world . I live in the real world , I live in the real world
I LIVE IN THE REAL WORLD >>>>>>>>>>>>>

I live in the " Real World " !



From the new album 'Welcome Anomaly"
moodexhibit.bandcamp.com/album/welcome-anomaly

On "Welcome Anomaly" Mood Exhibit returns to electronic sounds with a fierce enthusiasm.
This new album contains some of the boldest and most adventurous electronic music from the mind of ME. - exploring IDM, electro, melodic electronica, and granular experimental, all with an emphasis on detail and evolution.


Mood Exhibit - Utility

In this piece I used an upright piano, a cello, a solo violin, a duduk, an electric guitar and strings ensemble.
Thank you for listening !

Composition: Julien Apelian
Recording studio: Audio Colors
November, 1st, 2025


Majestic Universe

Full Speed

Colla with my demonic friend, Lorzha La Succube, for a shamanic, mystical dark music on poetry.
Lyrics:
Je viendrai en ton jardin merveilleux, Ô ma Déesse.
Vénérer ta beauté éternelle et ton antique sagesse.
Toi qui m’appris pour chasser à bander mon arc d’if,
Et pour séduire à onduler mon corps souple et lascif.

Sensuelle déesse, idole vénérée, guerrière et sorcière.
Je m’offre à ta force et ta sagesse, nue et entière.
Devant toi, je suis pétale lourd de rosée et de désir.
Je m’offre et m’ouvre, esclave de tes envies et de mon plaisir.

Ta poitrine ronde et ferme me nourrit du lait des rêves.
Ta pluie qui arrose mes désirs me bénit et m’élève.
Je danse à tes pieds divins, nue et sans entraves,
Entraînée par le chant mordoré des oiseaux et des gaves

Tes cuisses autour de mes reins, tu fouilles mon cœur.
Tu fécondes mon âme de ta déchirante douceur.
Sous l'arbre ancien, où les rires aux chants s’enlacent,
Je boirai la sève de tes ramilles, pour vivre en ta grâce.

Et je goûterai le venin des songes, puissant et  doux,
Et des visions d’amour s’enrouleront à mes désirs fous.
Je sentirai ton souffle de mousse et d’eau sur ma peau frémissante,
Je me perdrai en toi, dans ta splendeur douce et troublante.

Ton sexe indigo fleurit des ronces parfumées et ardentes.
Je m’y baigne heureuse dans tes ardeurs triomphantes.
Tu malaxe ma chair de pulpe de tes lèvres avides.
Ton regard lubrique et sage me tire dans le vide.

Ma déesse sauvage, dans tes désirs de nuit je suis prise,
Je me fond dans ton souffle, comme le parfum dans la brise.
Je me dissous dans la vapeur du matin primordial
Et ma prière se fond dans notre aube dorée et nuptiale.


Déesse de la Forêt

From the new album 'Welcome Anomaly"
moodexhibit.bandcamp.com/album/welcome-anomaly

On "Welcome Anomaly" Mood Exhibit returns to electronic sounds with a fierce enthusiasm.
This new album contains some of the boldest and most adventurous electronic music from the mind of ME. - exploring IDM, electro, melodic electronica, and granular experimental, all with an emphasis on detail and evolution.

Mood Exhibit - Tension Code

Firecracker is a joyful tribute to Reba McEntire, a country ballad celebrating
strength, faith, and rising after heartbreak.

Firecracker

Oregon

Dear soundcloud, is this a funeral ⬛️ ?
Give us back the far superior, old uploader! Also the orange 🟠 design was prettier! 
#truckfump anyway! ✊

Thanks for listening!
Soundclouder since February 2010. Love YOU, the community! 🫶
Influences from ABBA to Zappa... mostly #instrumental #synth #em #ambient. Just a bloke with some gear. 😎

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Xander

Sunjammer 🎹 ✅