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I have been noticing my dissociation and distractions throughout mixing. While I'm mixing, I've noticed that all my automatically distracted thoughts are inside my head. I'm listening to music but all of sudden I'm thinking of something else. 
So far music helps me to realise what I really want and who I really am. Having a great journey to find myself what I've been lost for a long time, actually my entire life.
This track expresses my unorganized thoughts from March to April 2023.

Getting out of dissociation

let's have a look what's happening inside of my brain

opening grit mix at Geisha bar 26.05.23

These days, I have forced myself to take control over my mind, as I needed to challenge my old belief system deeply rooted within my thought patterns. Overwriting my 'automatic' thinking routine wasn't easy, but this time I attempted the following:

Sleep deprivation.
Mind-altering chemicals.
Listening to new sounds.
Watching new movies.
Surprisingly, sleep deprivation worked quite well, and after 24 hours, my concentration became much clearer, allowing me to focus on things more effectively compared to my usual days filled with distractions.

Oh yes music, I've been listening so many different artists sets and have come this realisation that everything we do is just form of an art. It was extremely challenging to convince my perfectionism but because of trying new things, actually brings more colourfulness to my world.

Love it and enjoy my (still lol)unorganised brain :3 <3

cover art by me when I felt extremely irritated by boredom

Overloaded information causes brain fog

and I lost words but psychotic noises speaks for me

benzo shut my brain up

i don't like any of ur sound

You feel like 
you are in a game loading zone which you never know it is going to start or end 
but you are in pain 
you will never know it is going to end
but you will never know 
you are in pain

K hole sound

2025 feels 
Adrenaline rise 
getting off from medication
my emotions are back
yay.

Sunjung

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