make a mirror out of me
break me, shape me
how you see
when you're in my arms again
but what if it's not then

hold you close to me
savor you in spring
worried for the summer, come
this fall will you leave?

green as far as you can grow
i'll be here, don't ya know
spring is when i have my glow
but don't be shocked if i bleed

hold you close to me
savor you in spring
worried for the summer, come
this fall will you leave?

vernal equinox

i need you beside me
i need you to change
i need someone to watch you
where's that trustworthy face?

oh my dog
oh my trustworthy dog
you bite the hand that feeds you
one too many times
i don't want to fight you
you don't want to fight me
you bite me again, and i'll put you to sleep

you roll with the punches
take them everyday
i beat you half to death
just to put you in your place
if i could go back..

oh my dog
oh my sweet loyal dog
you bite the hand that feeds you
one too many times
poor little dog, you were raised all wrong
i don't want to fight you
you don't want to fight me
you bite me again
and i'll put you to sleep.

the hand that feeds you

cocaine on my fingernail
play a holiday up again
you know that I belong here
I hold you up til breakfast starts

games I used to play
stuck them on the shelf for another day
can't use my cheat codes
froze the game, won't start again

engaged to your hangnails
married up from my hands
how am I supposed to know
if I ever wanna see you again

Hangnails

The last thing I remember was a quiet sound coming from the direction of my bedroom window. It refused to record its form into memory, but It was kind enough to stay with me a while. We became friendly after that. Looking around, I saw that no one else was privy to my thoughts. After the rain, the wet films atop the concrete hid the sound of my footsteps for me. Privately, I thanked God for the opportunity to become imperceptible, for however short a moment, there was nothing standing between me and the silence. I walked on.

Apple of my Eye

looking for an answer
in the evening light

though the stars shine brightly
they never seem quite right

and everything feels different
in the sinister night

and if i look at stars too closely
i feel ill lose my life

looking up at the dizzy
field of starlit strikes

so many stars it seems tainted
there's too many stars in the sky

if only a star could hear me
could hear my lifeless cries

but stars will never listen closely
unless you're already shining bright

winding down the darkness
the stars fade out of sight

you breathe a sigh of relief and
remember why you were right

the one you always needed
shows her face so bright

you kiss her and hold her so closely
till your atoms fry and entwine

STARS
STARS

Sleeper Cell

The Number You Have Reached Has Been Disconnected

i don't like how you live in me
your absence puddling so neat
and i don't like how you move through me
so fuckin quickly

she's givin me pins and needles
i wish i could make this illegal
why can't i choose who i want
i'm filled with so much jealousy
i don't think this is healthy

i just can't choose who i want
i can't just choose for my heart

i don't know if it's you or it's me
conducting all this energy
like a fool, i shut it all off
cause i'd want to tell you that i like you a lot

she's triggering manic episodes
that's not her fault, i'm a psycho
i just let it tear me apart
and why am i so damn needy
to someone who barely knows me

i just can't choose who i want
i just can't choose for my heart

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