나를 사랑하는 이가 꽂아 놨던 꽃도 향기날까?
사랑해도 꺽이지 않는 고통
그게 조화여도 남들은 좋아보여도
영원히 안시들도록 도와주는 고통
나를 사랑하는 이가 꽃아놓는 향초
어디로갈까 사라져도 꺾이지 않는 고통
그게 현실이어도 남들은 상관 없어도
영원히 안시들도록 도와주는 고통

남과 달라 가족없어도 버텼어 잘도
날 사랑하는 사람 없다지 그 말 믿어
엄만 나쁜 사람이 아냐 나는 정말 알아
어쩔 수 없이 떠나버린거지 나도 같어
그저 현실이 죽여버린거지 괜찮아
우리 이제 가자 하늘나라에 후횐 하지마
저 사람들은 우리 고통 좆도 모르잖아
날 안죽인척, 못본척 존나 역겹잖아
혐오들이 만든 나의 시야 눈
제발 눈을 떠 저 앞은 낭떠러지로
나는 더, 너흴 보면 자신이 없어
반항넘어 사랑아닌 포기가 심장을 감싸 이제
지옥속에 기적없던 신의 계시
이젠 기름 더 부어 fuckin over
내 고통들이 가득 차 넘쳐
버스터미널 그때처럼
잠시 떠나자고 떠나는 새처럼

1. 나의 꽃은 향이 없다

로마의 새벽에서 쳇 베이커를 만나요 <Chet Baker in Roma>

“Breathing in October” by Jeon Jin Hee
Played by Park Hyunwoo, in December 2022.

Breathing in October

그녀가 처음 울던 날(cover…rr)

바람이 불어오는곳 (inst. 누군가의 곁)

You've got a friend in me(from 'Toy Story 2')

Gliese 581c

heyden - parking lot (audio)

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Produced by heyden, retro hills 
Composed & Arranged by heyden, retro hills
Lyrics by heyden 
Artwork by 유다현
Mixed by June @June Studio
Mastered by June @June Studio


lyrics

I never really liked you anyway
You got many boys waiting on your way
And I see you with them boys the other day
I don’t even know what to say
I never really liked you anyway
You got many boys waiting on your way
And I see you with them boys the other day
I don’t even know what to say

Oh lord I don’t even know what to say to her
Oh no I don’t got her number yet
What do I do
Yeah I can ask her out next time
Life ain’t easy for me 
You set right beside me
Damn why she so pretty
I can only see her in the phone screen now
Damn why she still pretty
I’ve been thinking about you lately
I’ve been waiting for you to call me
I ain’t never gonna back up this time no

I see you everyday but I’m too afraid to talk to you 
running outta time but I’m standing like I’m tree 
Standing here like a tree

I never really liked you anyway
You got many boys waiting on your way
And I see you with them boys the other day
I don’t even know what to say
I never really liked you anyway
U got many boys waiting on your way
And I see you with them boys the other day
I don’t even know what to say
I don’t know how do say 

Maybe another day
only in my head
I would rather stay 
I don’t wanna hear you say 
No no no no no to me

I never really liked you anyway
You got many boys waiting on your way
And I see you with them boys the other day
I don’t even know what to say
I never really liked you anyway
U got many boys waiting on your way
And I see you with them boys the other day
I don’t even know what to say

I don’t even know what to say to you
I’ve been trying hard to say it 
But I can’t, I’m stupid 
I don’t got any game plans
 praying every night amen 
Maybe I should try another day 
Or give up and just lay back
Imma try later when I see you again 

I never really liked you anyway
You got many boys waiting on your way
And I see you with them boys the other day
I don’t even know what to say

바람이 불어오는곳 (inst. 누군가의 곁)

sunny

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