it isn't that great to be almost a god

Youtube Upload: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FBQszzwLiGg

【Sonika and Gumi】The Divinely Authorized Order Of The Universe 【Vocaloid Original】

Utatane Piko - Chelovek [GHOST]

Mitski - Because Dreaming Costs Money My Dear

O My Heart

Burning Pile

Welcome to the Black Parade

Tired of wanting to add this to playlists and it not being on soundcloud so im ending my suffering

Buds

Surf Curse-Freaks

I just wanna die @bzkt93

lemon boy by cavetown // cavetown - lemon boy

Lemon Boy - Cavetown

Be the Cowboy

Washing Machine Heart

cavetown // devil town

HEY HEY it's ya boy nico back at it with This

fun fact, this song was started around the time I was working on 5AM, but the instrumental was way different than it is now. It was really basic and empty sounding so I ended up scrapping it for a while. Lately, I picked it back up, fixed the inst, and here we are! Maika is such a good girl.

Shoutout to Yoppy for giving me Maika as a birthday gift!! It's been 9 months but I've finally used her for something. She's amazing and I've used her for like a million things, but none of them besides this have been published yet lol.

Also, this is a step outside my comfort zone! I never really write fast songs and I definitely don't write fast lyrics, so that was a fun experiment! Heck yea.

Anyways I hope you enjoy this! I am proud of it and if I haven't said it enough Maika is such a good girl.

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▶Free Download + Instrumental: https://pumpkinheaad.bandcamp.com/album/moon-flower
▶Youtube Upload: https://youtu.be/DxjAUK0YPiE
▶VSQx: https://www.dropbox.com/s/y0b49whargco0f6/moon%20flower.vsqx?dl=0

Lyrics:
Flowers all unwind
Trying to come alive
Abhorrent reveries
Stretching wretched memories

Today it's all the same
Lose again at my own game
A world without me
May be just the same or less lonely

Say that maybe things will change
Or say I'm bound to rot again
Nothing ever mattered
But I'll pick it up and try again

Say that I'm a disaster
Or say I'm worth a grain of sand
This world is an illusion
So I'll watch you melt away again

On and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
Move on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on

Move on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
Move on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on

My lifeline rewinds
Nothing will suffice
The moment I leave
Will be such a lovely memory

And nothing will change
Fall and forget my own name
A world where I am free
Will never exist, the world agrees

Say that maybe things will change
Or say I'm bound to rot again
Nothing ever mattered
But I'll pick it up and try again

Say that I'm a disaster
Or say I'm worth a grain of sand
This world is an illusion
So I'll watch you melt away again

Say reality is strange
Or say I'm spacing out again
Oh I never mattered
So I'll lay down and won't try again

Say the world's a disaster
Or say the world is in my hand
'Cause I am an illusion
So I'll let you melt away again

I know nothing matters now
And nothing matters in the end
I don't see the point in moving
Now or ever again

Oh the world's a disaster
And oh it's worthless in the end
Nothing's ever mattered
And I regret trying again

【Maika】Moon Flower 【Original Song】

アイオライトに / LUMi Original Song

WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO?

bad guy

No Time To Die

Freaks (Surf Curse)

In Iolite

Kero Kero Bonito - Id Rather Sleep (Slowed+Muffled) now i know whats real whats fake

it isn't that great to be almost a god

Izuru Kamukura