(lost prod DM for cred)

i hear voices
bodies in the stall
i hear the axe scrape across the floor
i hear voices
bodies in the stall
leave my head in the sink

it feels nice and cold on the floor
but i feel so out my mind
i see mouths and teeth when i close my eyes
i ruined my life
throwing up red on the floor i think im dying
i love your control

theyre watching
cold gaze thu the window
im stalking
i cant control the urge
i taste the earth as i lose control
as i lose control

i hear voices
bodies in the stall
i hear the axe scrape across the floor
i hear voices
bodies in the stall
leave my head in the sink

head in the gutter
your my angel
why do i bother
you dont know why i hate you

your gaze stings like cold knives in my back

prod tiresss


itll all be fine when u find it
when you look inside, fade into me

you turn the tv on tonight 
consume me

miss you

t e l e v i s i o n

prod gothic
@user-575206862

dont cry
you know that we all will die someday?

hate me hate me cut my body apart
you know that we all will die someday?
you know,  i know, i dont care what you say
i will never see your point of view

its my fault its getting torn apart
you know its struggling to live

and youll be fine
miss you
and youll be fine
bring me back to life
blood stained eyes
and after all
i can feel the pressure cave in

so dont cry so dont cry

dont cry (gothic)

prod erdo + jaseybounded

do you want me to think
im human just like you
you dont want me to breathe
i never asked you
you dont want me to be
a way inside yourself
you dont want me to be
you are my enemy
i cannot get out

feel like shit im so anxious
im so sick and tired of this oh whens it gonna end
feel like shit got me oh so anxious
i dont care if this is really how it ends

you want me to be
give lobotomies
away to someone else
you dont want me to be
you dont want to breathe
till im out my shell

get my ass so crossed, i cant even function
everytime you explain it to me it never made sense
got my ass so crossed, tweaking at the function
i dont really care if you go and fucking slit ur wrist
self indulgent, i really had it
i dont really care what you say u drug addict
then you talk shit i really had it
you and me, i dont care, im never coming back

do you want me to be
you want me for myself
do you want me to be
and i cant get out
do you want me to be
away from all myself
you want me to breathe
and i cant get out

get my ass so crossed, i cant even function
everytime you explain it to me it never made sense
got my ass so crossed, tweaking at the function
i dont really care if you go and fucking slit ur wrist

that never made sense, i cant even function
you dont want me to breathe, i cant even function
go and fucking make sense
go and fucking slit your wrist, slit your - slit your wrist
you dont want me breathe
always tryna talk up on the team never made sense 
i cant even function

breathe ( erdo / jaseybounded)

@bhoofyy
@jtthemeanace

take me out to, take me out for
i dont want to rot its hollow x4

and its all that u want and now im pissed more
always running up on me what u miss boy
crush it up its just what i miss boy
always wanna talk but u never wanna destroy

do you like me please its so awful
i dont have to rot in sorrow
do you like me please im so awful
take me out destroy the answer

do you like me insane
do you like me insane
do you like me insane
i just want it out my face

police got u questioning if u should ever be enough
stay inside, dont break, it never gets away 
rlly taken interest, and now u wanna crush it up
stay awake, cant say im going out this way 
its just what im missing, got a way inside my heart
 i wish i could restart

rlly taken interest, you know u wanna crush it up
stay awake, cant take, im going out this way
rlly got u questioning if it will ever be enough
stay away those chains will slowly dissipate

[jtthemeanace]

I go through this pain like almost everyday
I do this shit i do to my brain i hope you fade away
I hope you go to hell
The things they always say
Smile on your face as she watch my bones decay

It doesn’t make sense
I could feel your anguish
Baby your souls tainted
Lock it up it’s gated
My heart filled with hatred
Off these drugs i’m wasted
Yea i feel so faded
Man this girl from satan

i feel so insane that i cut my brain up
I feel so insane that i almost gave up
i feel so insane that i hope i wake up
nothing been the same since my vampire break up
i feel so insane that i cut my brain up
I feel so insane that i almost gave up
i feel so insane that i hope i wake up

nothing been the same since my vampire break up
Vampire break up
Since my vampire break up
Vampire break up
Since my vampire break up
i feel so insane that i hope i wake up
nothing been the same since my vampire break up

vampire breakup w jtthemeanace (bhoofy)

@cuntsniffers
@ikilledjainn



breaking down, you got me crying now
im always breaking down , im always drowning out
breaking down, you never come around around
im gonna never drown, im gonna never drown
breaking down, breaking down
breaking down, breaking down

i dont know me, i dont know me at all
i dont know me, i dont know me at all
i dont know me, i dont know me at all
i dont know me, i dont know me at all

coming down, never drown
all around, crashing down
it will drown, it will drown
i dont care ill find the answer

it will drown, coming down
kill it now, kill me now,
kill him now, dance around
circus clown, dance around
it will drown, coming down
dancing clown, look around
it will drown, coming down
all around, it will drown

breaking down feat jainn (cuntsniffer)

all alone you cannot find your answer
just take a piece out, its so confusing (just let me go i wont be missed)
it hurts to stay like this i do not want to
and after all of this, of this 

and if im to die soon, i swear that nothing happens
a memory is all i have, i have (a memory is all i have)
the embers of the retina will blind you
it hurts to stay it hurts to miss (it hurts to stay it hurts to miss)


goodbye for a while (sunsetstrangle)

dont you cry ill keep you all night
keep you all night, keep you alright
strike me down, nothing left
say im certain, death is coming
give me more pain, make me feel alive

all my dreams are fading away
all my dreams i left behind

i wanted to be like someone else, ive broken how to feel before
i wanted to be like something i could say im fairly proud of

i didnt ask for much

but whats the point of pain? i feel myself becoming what i hate
so what do you want from me? to see i do not like it before

i didnt ask for much
upset ill slowly break
i didnt ask for much
i cant control this pain
i didnt ask for much
you broke me down to the core
i didnt ask for much
well i blame you for more
i didnt ask for much
all my calls ignored
breaking out of us
while were all ignored

dont you cry ill keep you all night
keep you all night, keep you alright
strike me down, nothing left
say im certain, death is coming
give me more pain, make me feel alive

alive (tiresss)

[0:07]
ghostly sign, dont make me perceive it for you
no more limerence, left inside my soul
bury my regret, turning into what i kill

[0:34]
kill your god, take it off
take me down just to throw it up
kill your god, had enough
take it down just to throw it up

i will perceive a new laughter
see a new laughter

no more limerence, trapped in my regret

[1:34]
inside, your mind, construed, consume
inside, your mind, construed, consume
inside, your mind, construed, consume
inside, your mind, consume your room

gutted, dismembered (sunsetstrangle)

[lyrics are mine idk jainns]

u tried to make me thankful for the way you praise that lord
you dont know me, talk to me never

you dont know me, got ur answer
no one cares for you

you dont know me, love me never
no one asked for you

take my life dont make it stop, dont make it stop, dont make it stop
drain my soul its not enough, drain my soul its not enough (DONT CARE ABOUT)

you dont know me, got ur answer
everytime its, new disaster
slowly falling, no one calling
on ur deathbed, time is stalling
you dont know me, got ur answer
take it down now, its a cancer
plague ur family, so mistaken

ihateu2 ft jainn (rainn god)

@jordan-ortiz-14352399

spiritual split, blackmail, dynamics of power, a severed mind, an abandoned cry for help, you were not a victim, but neither was i....

victim complex (molly kisses)

[jainn] -

[sunset]
i dont wanna talk anymore im ur puppet, pull my strings apart im breaking down
everytime i told you that im feeling something you just laughed it off and watched me drown

theres a part of me unchained that you led into the dark
theres a part i cant escape in a rift that you will start

i dont wanna love you but i cannot question why i feel like this it just doesnt help
when it feels like somethings missing you will cure it but at the same time make me go through hell

i just wanna let you in, its a feeling i dont like
when i cannot seem to win, on either fucking side

puppet ft jainn (variant)

panicking, i cant breathe, feels like somethings wrong with me

in this moment a memory
thats buried deep, will soon unfold
caught in this moment, break you down unfold
a world at large, i feel so small

while back in time, a tortured child
who no one knows, what went down
lost her mind, watch inside
a child is cursed, to skitzo at birth

and when its said and done
no one knows when their time has come
and when its dead and gone
cauterizing all those mortal cries that he cannot control

panicking, everything is at the seams and at the brink
swear to god its not for me, world is set up as a scheme
panicking, i cant breathe, feels like somethings wrong with me
i dont really like to speak, killing something so unique

all grown up, but not at will
this world has shaped me, to something so ill
he feels so stuck, artificial friends
he feels so trapped inside his own head
he feels so stuck, he feels alive
then he feels something that kills all the time, a lie

this is not a song but the threat of a manchild
threat of a manchild, who hates that theres work
i wont get along with a world that is wrong
take it out and withdrawal, you are so miserable

on that day his closest friends weren't there for him and left him dead
while suffering in limerance, you cannot find a way to make sense
panicking, everything is at the seams and at the brink
swear to god its not for me, world is set up as a scheme
panicking, i cant breathe, feels like somethings wrong with me

tortured child (peril)

(fxckdreamcastt)

it doesnt have to end the same way everytime
all the moments that we ran away from our mind
THE SAME MONSTER, THE SAME MONSTER
relieve all the broken souls again
all the misery taking over
out my cocoon i become

(im the both of you)
come find your roots
(just the two of you)
just like your son
(ill bury you)
the nutrients
your blood will split x4

(WERE SO OUT OUR MIND, WERE SO OUT OUT MIND)
YOU DO THIS WHY????
THE SAME MONSTER, THE SAME MONSTER

while ur sitting on the couch slumped over
every single time i thought you were sober
clawing out ur mind, clawing out ur mind

THE SAME MONSTER, THE SAME MONSTER
NEVER OVER, NEVER OVER X2

a secret that kills everything

theres nothing left to use x3

you wonder why it never feels unnatural
now you wonder why i always feel so horrible
and you wonder why its always so disaster full
i will not be vulnerable, i will not be vulnerable

im just like you in the way i cant control it
never gonna come around, always gonna let me down
everytime i needed you but you ended up locked up
everytime i needed you but you already lost your mind
lie, lie, say that this is natural
youre a cannibal everythings so natural
always gonna let me down, always gonna let me down
i dont really wanna keep going its disasterful

now theres nothing left to use x2
but you just keep me so awake

wonder if you meant the things you said at all x2
dont ever lie to me again x2
no matter what i cant ever seem to end all the sadness
at it, always so dramatic
paranormal activities of an addict
i dont really care its in my bloodline i cant have it

every single time in the night you are walking out
i see you but i do not- do not make a sound
i swear its always around, i swear its always around
why do you do this to us?
im just like you in the way i cant control it
im just like you, mistakes im not owning
god i responded, let me go but slowly
breaking me down again

everytime i needed you but you ended up locked up
everytime i needed you but you ended up locked up
i feel like no son, im so worthless
i guess that we deserve it
everytime i needed you but you already lost your mind
everytime i called you but it ends the same way everytime
i just wanna hug, i just wanna go home
i just wanna hug, i dont wanna grow old

everytime i needed you but you ended up locked up
im so worthless i am no son
everytime i needed you but you already lost your mind
everytime i needed you but you already lost your mind

ctrl it (seerkle)

left him to die (gothic)

@user-575206862

what is hell, its life repeating
inside a shell

take my life, take my life
take my life dont wake me up
always in hysteria, always in hysteria
you gon have to watch out, make you feel the bloodhounds
i am under pressure in a way youll never know how

got me repeating same questions 
asking why keep waking up x3
everytime that it gets better find a way to fuck it up

i been wearing the same shirt for the entire week
wont sleep, wont eat, every ones an enemy
dad is on amphetamines, gasoline is killing me
you get news ur mother took the pills the bottles empty

the bottles empty (gothic)

crime scene cleaner @1xenn

istg

watch me fall and die, you cant claim to love this
watch me break and bend

in this subtle night, you dont care to reassure the empty
all i can say is that its nothing
if i ever open for real it slowly kills me
take a trip alone with a stranger
shadows watch and prey down the corridor
brace this bottomless well where you will take me
i could fall with you forever you can do it baby

watch me fall and die, you cant claim to love this
watch me break and bend, you will become nothing

its become too much u dont wanna be awake
why would i care what you have to say when ur the one who made me this way
know that im clinically insane but i dont wanna die
bury my reside i just wanna feel alive
KI- KI- KILLS - ME-ME-ME SA-SAY-IM FINE
watch me break and bend
hide it

watch me fall and die, you cant claim to love this
watch me break and bend, you will become nothing

become nothing (jainn / sadist)

featuring my sister aka my day 1 since birth most talented artist ik realest smartest goated i love u always

glasscross (tiresss)

guiltgasm

sleep

(xmichealwarren)
cover art @crestfallgrunt insta @ crestposting


i never said it wouldnt hurt u
i just better walk away x3
i never said that i wont hurt u
i think i am a mistake
bury my remains x2

this and nothing
you are one mistake to me

is this how it ends?
if theres an answer then i dont know how
take over my soul
because my body feels incomplete
can you let me breathe
it just destroys us and will take us out
you just let me down
theres nothing left but the sky beneath my feet
because my life has turned so upside down i cant ever again
this is how it ends
and when i say i cant i mean
feeding u with negativity

this and nothing
one mistake to me

i dont think sadness is a virtue
but i wallow in decay x3
i feel the darkness is my strong suit
thats why i cant get away x3

you are more than constant thinking
cursing of a conscious being
dont care if you dont believe
no one knows what they see

(do you miss the face of the person that you fell in love with?)

lunia

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