(lost prod DM for cred)

i hear voices
bodies in the stall
i hear the axe scrape across the floor
i hear voices
bodies in the stall
leave my head in the sink

it feels nice and cold on the floor
but i feel so out my mind
i see mouths and teeth when i close my eyes
i ruined my life
throwing up red on the floor i think im dying
i love your control

theyre watching
cold gaze thu the window
im stalking
i cant control the urge
i taste the earth as i lose control
as i lose control

i hear voices
bodies in the stall
i hear the axe scrape across the floor
i hear voices
bodies in the stall
leave my head in the sink

head in the gutter
your my angel
why do i bother
you dont know why i hate you

your gaze stings like cold knives in my back

(lost prod if u made dm for credit)

id rather let you in
than forget how you feel
i will lose my mind
i dont need my friends
mother mother


its always nice to have u around
sorry for the one time
i knew better

i dont think theres a timeline where i didnt do it
you can convince yourself to delude it
your so useless

a tangled mess
a greasy grievance
im unkept
it represents me
beautiful
makes me more

u will always break everything u touch

id rather let you in than forget how you feel

i missed u my hairy scalpel
the used razor filled with pubes and rust
paints me a new picture
i entertain myself with 

im so hideous through and through
inside and out its cuz of u
coming out of the cccoon
bodybag butterfly

im a human pinata
my whole life ive been walked on
im a human pinata
i like be rightless
i love ur control
virtue and righteousness
u used as a tool

u taking my blood pressure was the first time i felt touch in months

i like to be abused
even when im dead
use me up completely
get back at me for being so draining
shit day shit cake
no one came such a shame
birthday day death date
new age same face

coming out the cocoon to be used
i like being rightless so i have nothing to lose
kill me im begging you
im coming out of the cocoon
tie me around the mesquite until i stop gasping

(i just show the cuts off to everyone at this point)

coming out the cocoon to be used

my anxiety dont feel right

(prod w falls)

i dont need to speak
dont feel anything
dumped into a ravine
antidepressant
if a car crashed in me
cant express or speak
nicotine intervene
pills destroyed my health

medusa
you belong to me
medusa

cant get the words out for an ambulance
and everything you say is making no sense

medusa
medusa

mulchy carpet, all the roaches, lets play hide and seek
mulchy carpet, you belong to me

cant get the words out for an ambulance
and everything you say is making no sense

ambulance

woke up on the floor ft bakercore (demo)

BERSERKTAKINGSOULS

cutestonthecrimescene

allblackinthecut

nitemares

sewer

@xxmaryxr
@user-575206862

mary;
evrything u saying nah it doesnt sound right
she rlly said yeah we gotta cast a spell tonight
barred in barred out robbing off my iphone
i was blowing powder yeah down on my ipod
had to do a show smoke gas so we smoking dope on the road
had to do it so we smoke hot boxed on the road

sunset;
ohhh ohhh
i dont give a shit leave me alone
ohhh
got ur side bitch texting me on my phone
woke up 2am i dont give a shit
woke up everynight i am going skitz
going skitz
every single fucking night i can not handle it
dont you talk to me youll die
stick another needle in my arm tonight
stick ur fucking needle inside as i cry
stick ur fucking needle inside as i die
dont you fucking talk to me youll die

hex casters ft xxmary (prod gothic)

feel so wrong feat jtthemeanace

n o  a n s w e r

n e r v o u s

prod diedinoctober
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LXp0oGvg_XI

d e a d  g i r l

prod tiresss


itll all be fine when u find it
when you look inside, fade into me

you turn the tv on tonight 
consume me

miss you

t e l e v i s i o n

o p e r a t e

prod gothic
@user-575206862

dont cry
you know that we all will die someday?

hate me hate me cut my body apart
you know that we all will die someday?
you know,  i know, i dont care what you say
i will never see your point of view

its my fault its getting torn apart
you know its struggling to live

and youll be fine
miss you
and youll be fine
bring me back to life
blood stained eyes
and after all
i can feel the pressure cave in

so dont cry so dont cry

dont cry (gothic)

prod skatpackstroller
@bxxxsxsx

its your call, just a part of history
thrown around now, you are all a part of me
doing this so hard for me
go go


ill tell you how i feel if you cant take no more
its drains out, out to my core
ill tell you how it flows, and i cant take no more
its taking back to the core

i dont care if you can see the history
ima spill his guts out, sleeping through halloween
alt f4 delete all the history
i dont give a shit and im on the verge of breaking

break me down now
down now drown out
when i look back 
it only left me with disgust

its your call, just a part of history
thrown around now, you are all a part of me
doing this so hard for me
go go
i dont care if you can see the history
wanna spill his guts out think its just a part of me
i dont care if you can see the history
ever since i was a kid its been bloody

ill tell you how it feels if i cant take no more
escaping back to the core

i cant take no more (skatpackstroller)

prod erdo + jaseybounded

do you want me to think
im human just like you
you dont want me to breathe
i never asked you
you dont want me to be
a way inside yourself
you dont want me to be
you are my enemy
i cannot get out

feel like shit im so anxious
im so sick and tired of this oh whens it gonna end
feel like shit got me oh so anxious
i dont care if this is really how it ends

you want me to be
give lobotomies
away to someone else
you dont want me to be
you dont want to breathe
till im out my shell

get my ass so crossed, i cant even function
everytime you explain it to me it never made sense
got my ass so crossed, tweaking at the function
i dont really care if you go and fucking slit ur wrist
self indulgent, i really had it
i dont really care what you say u drug addict
then you talk shit i really had it
you and me, i dont care, im never coming back

do you want me to be
you want me for myself
do you want me to be
and i cant get out
do you want me to be
away from all myself
you want me to breathe
and i cant get out

get my ass so crossed, i cant even function
everytime you explain it to me it never made sense
got my ass so crossed, tweaking at the function
i dont really care if you go and fucking slit ur wrist

that never made sense, i cant even function
you dont want me to breathe, i cant even function
go and fucking make sense
go and fucking slit your wrist, slit your - slit your wrist
you dont want me breathe
always tryna talk up on the team never made sense 
i cant even function

breathe ( erdo / jaseybounded)

@bhoofyy
@jtthemeanace

take me out to, take me out for
i dont want to rot its hollow x4

and its all that u want and now im pissed more
always running up on me what u miss boy
crush it up its just what i miss boy
always wanna talk but u never wanna destroy

do you like me please its so awful
i dont have to rot in sorrow
do you like me please im so awful
take me out destroy the answer

do you like me insane
do you like me insane
do you like me insane
i just want it out my face

police got u questioning if u should ever be enough
stay inside, dont break, it never gets away 
rlly taken interest, and now u wanna crush it up
stay awake, cant say im going out this way 
its just what im missing, got a way inside my heart
 i wish i could restart

rlly taken interest, you know u wanna crush it up
stay awake, cant take, im going out this way
rlly got u questioning if it will ever be enough
stay away those chains will slowly dissipate

[jtthemeanace]

I go through this pain like almost everyday
I do this shit i do to my brain i hope you fade away
I hope you go to hell
The things they always say
Smile on your face as she watch my bones decay

It doesn’t make sense
I could feel your anguish
Baby your souls tainted
Lock it up it’s gated
My heart filled with hatred
Off these drugs i’m wasted
Yea i feel so faded
Man this girl from satan

i feel so insane that i cut my brain up
I feel so insane that i almost gave up
i feel so insane that i hope i wake up
nothing been the same since my vampire break up
i feel so insane that i cut my brain up
I feel so insane that i almost gave up
i feel so insane that i hope i wake up

nothing been the same since my vampire break up
Vampire break up
Since my vampire break up
Vampire break up
Since my vampire break up
i feel so insane that i hope i wake up
nothing been the same since my vampire break up

vampire breakup w jtthemeanace (bhoofy)

[0:03}
a shattered glass of friends scattered like my mind
i only feel alive when im crazily pain obsessed (know ur never right)
stockholm sinner whats the point if love still kills her

[0:44]
if this life were up to me then there wouldnt be a tax
on everything if i just breathe i feel the worlds still mad at mad at mad at mad at mad at me

[0:58]
i said im doing alright in my mind
friends are after me, friends are after, friends are after me, me
i said im doing alright and i lied
stockholm, friends are after me, it still kills her

[1:11]
if this life were up to me then it wouldnt ever last
if i could hide throughout the night
if this life were up to me, were up to me, were up to me,
dont care whats that the point if you cant heal her
friends are after me, couldnt be
i know ur never right

shattered mind (vao)

breaking down feat jainn (cuntsniffer)

take it out tonight
take your care away

im so lost, im so gone, i do not know you
im so lost, im so gone, i cannot help you
im so lost, im so gone, i cannot know you
im so lost, im so gone, i cannot break through

can you take away
just bite my neck and feel the pain
take your care away

this situation, all over now
say it back to me
i cant answer

take your care away
look me in my eye
break your care away
look me in my eye

what is love i dont care , can you get away
just bite my neck and feel the pain
take your care away
take me out tonight

situationship (tiresss /1glem)

imgonnadiesoon (greyrock)

dont you cry ill keep you all night
keep you all night, keep you alright
strike me down, nothing left
say im certain, death is coming
give me more pain, make me feel alive

all my dreams are fading away
all my dreams i left behind

i wanted to be like someone else, ive broken how to feel before
i wanted to be like something i could say im fairly proud of

i didnt ask for much

but whats the point of pain? i feel myself becoming what i hate
so what do you want from me? to see i do not like it before

i didnt ask for much
upset ill slowly break
i didnt ask for much
i cant control this pain
i didnt ask for much
you broke me down to the core
i didnt ask for much
well i blame you for more
i didnt ask for much
all my calls ignored
breaking out of us
while were all ignored

dont you cry ill keep you all night
keep you all night, keep you alright
strike me down, nothing left
say im certain, death is coming
give me more pain, make me feel alive

alive (tiresss)

backing vocals @ikilledjainn

then ill sit there outside
i watched him fall through your dreams
then ill turn off the lights
a bullet in between my teeth

ur my regret, exist no more
bodies already cut up, ur head is still on the floor
violation of her flower
i cant stand to see you laugh with someone else

when the face of our generation
is kissed just give me a sign
just keep me alive
i cant explain it
everybody wants to get me
i dont care and no one believes
it drives me so crazy
im just the scum of the earth

then ill sit on the side
i watched him fill all your dreams
and now ur fucked from behind
and he sent me on my screen
a voice will whisper to you
you know you shouldn't do that
hows it feel
you made me do this

ur my regret, exist no more
bodies already cut up, ur head is still on the floor
hows it feel you made me do this
i would claim that its all your fault, but im just way too love sick

sunsetstrangle

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