miserable

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rip your underwear (prod. tothegood)

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[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

i hate fucking being numb

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move wit jay on guitar
idk why
i feel in love

jay rips guitars
i reach for the stars
after i dive in
you wrap in my arms again

i know its
love i can never control it
when i try to numb it down
i can never stop myself
breakin dashboards
swerving through the city like a crash course
fuck wit jay nd ima pull up like a task force!
neva begging I'm just taking what i asked for

you never felt the pressure like i did
wake up for years with bags on my eyelids
you don't like it
but i keep trying 
you keep on fighting
nd trying to confine it

spend a bag on that bitch and make a scene
she's the one i would see in my dreams
walk around while i flex all my bling
pull the smoke lose my breath and release

jay rips guitars
i know you want
me in the silence
to fall in your arms
i love the silence
and to lay in the dark
fucking me violent
and speak with our hearts again...

x2

i go away for a minute
acting like im living but im really never grinning
smoke a sac and lay a track and start spinning
head spinning
cup sippin
fuck around and ima turn into a ghost
angel tears fall when i sing at the shows
scream when i can cause i need you the most
live for the love that we share in our souls

move wit jay on guitar
i reach for stars
i don't know why its
so hard to move on
we're lost in violence
and the weight of my heart
i wish for silence
and a place to restart again...

speak with our hearts (prod. jay vee)

w/ @ihateshinigami <3

an echo in the void, my world has been destroyed
dissipate, disintegrate, annihilation
chew me up and spit me out without a doubt
you're the last thing on my mind
i hope that the sky is forgiving when i cut the cord
everyone is itching to get something from me
but i just wanna get away
i wanna get away

i wanna get away

i don't care what you think of this 
the thought of you just makes me sick
like why did I always forgive, 
surfaced love made me forget
you bet I've learned a lot from our 
cashing out now all these scars
can live on, reminds me of my bad decisions
i don't care what you take from this 
still wish you luck despite that shit
cause I know I'll be fine, 
you bet I'll make damn sure of it
i'll make sure of it..

i just wanna get away w/ Shinigami

93FEETOFSMOKE - Miserable Together Ft VELVETEARS

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scraped my knee on the drywall w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

i say fuck too much (prod. curtains)

prod. @4evrgone

I don't know who i am
i don't trust who you are
lately all i can do is pray to the stars
that this bleak observation of everything i see
might one day turnaround 
i need to get some fucking help

im fucking sick of myself 
fucking sick of how my brain has a mind for itself
consider this an open letter you wont read for yourself
yeah of course im talking bout whos typing these words all down

looking more and more like deadman in this wonderland town
looking more and more like deadman in this wonderland town

leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
im fucking sick of myself 

im fucking sick of myself
fucking sick of how my brain has a mind for itself
consider this an open letter you wont read for yourself
yeah of course im talking bout whos typing these words all down

leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing

sick of myself (prod. 4evr)

lyrics: 
we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

left my tears on the nightstand
eyes wide open
sirens in the distance
digital world left me
feeling fuckin distant
i came back feeling like im nonexistent

feel like my mind is changing
fading away from the high i was chasing
looking at the problems im evading
think ill die inside this room instead of forever decaying

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

why is it so hard to kick these habits
why am i melodramatic
better off left in the past tense
ill make like a ghoul and vanish x2

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

colling ave [prod 4evr + tax purposes]

she was a puzzle
that had missing pieces
over and over i tried to fit myself
into the mold that you made for me
in your cold war
i was your casualty

snow on my fingers
and ash on my tongue
i wept in your absence
and fell out of love

i try to find solace
but its not enough
for the hole in my heart
better duck and cover

i cant let u hold me back
cus i been
breaking my back for this
we are not the same
u manipulate and take advantage
of the ones you call your friends
its such a shame you chose to be this way
i do this for love of it
take your time dont rush a thing

close my eyes pretend im blind
fade away into the night

baby i
stay inside
way too often
and it shows
that sacrifice all of this time
for the life that i chose

cold war

9tails - My Car Got Stuck On A Hill In The Snow (prod. AMNYST)

I'm too numb now
Can't come down
Just a fucked up kid from a small town
Used to doubt my dreams
They real now
Used to hate on me
How you feel now?

Ricks on my feet when I walk round
Silver on my teeth when I bite down
CDG 03 when I pop out
You only care about me cause I'm hot now

You only come around when I'm winning
Nowhere to be found when I'm bleeding
Stab me in the back for no reason
Thought you loved me
Why you leaving?

So sick of all these feelings
Growing tired of breathing
All this money means nothing
When you hate existing

Yeah I don't love these hoes I put that on my bitch
Hit from the back out the back door I dip
Nut then I cut I left that on her lip
Don't show no love these bitches ain't shit
Every time you come around you just bring drama
I need more bands I need more commas
Every time I get some more it be more problems
Yeah it be more prada
Yeah I get so high can't feel my heartbeat
All black dripped out its a dark sea
They just want us home got us locked in
I been in the stu I been locked in
And I never planned on stoppin
I know that they watchin when I'm gone and on the road
A lotta niggaz hatin so I gotta keep that pole
Paranoid and I'm numb that's fasho
Yeah these drugs got me gone
These drugs got me gone
These drugs got me numb
These drugs got numb
Yeah these drugs got me gone that's fasho

I'm too numb now
Can't come down
Just a fucked up kid from a small town
Used to doubt my dreams
They real now
Used to hate on me
How you feel now?

Ricks on my feet when I walk round
Silver on my teeth when I bite down
CDG 03 when I pop out
You only care about me cause I'm hot now

You only come around when I'm winning
Nowhere to be found when I'm bleeding
Stab me in the back for no reason
Thought you loved me
Why you leaving?

So sick of all these feelings
Growing tired of breathing
All this money means nothing
When you hate existing

can't come down ft. pillxxx (prod. maxtaylor)

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speak with our hearts (prod. jay vee)

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