this is a certified can't wait until sunlight moment

+@jaronsteele+@lilac
https://twitter.com/ineedtoart/status/1211810524494626817

*this is not a "canon" release*

Hi! I created this track today and I felt like I should put it out because there was no way of it getting out otherwise

The main vocal sample is an interview Michael Angelakos of Passion Pit did in 2012, the snippet was uploaded to their soundcloud but was taken down.
I adore passion pit and michael so so much, and I guess a lot of this song just flowed out of me

I'm at a point in my life where I truly don't see a way forward and I am terrified, I feel a lot of things

I promise i'm working on more new music, I'm trying to create a more coherent EP, and one track is already done but you probably won't hear it for a while

this song probably wont get distributed because i have no idea if i can use the vocal sample or not, so I guess I'll just keep it to soundcloud

Wax Wing 2012

Struggle?
Maybe I'm in trouble?
I lost my way
Underneath the rubble
I said "baby, I'm fine,
Now that you're mine
Take a sip of your wine
Baby, let's rewrite
Every part of my mind
Maybe tonight
We'll find a trace of someone else"

AND YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I CHANGED FOR?
I DON'T THINK I WANT MORE,
BUT IT WON'T BE LONG.

STREAM

CHANGE (IT WON'T BE LONG)

@eva-nge-line

They come in droves
And I walk alone
I gave her back her coat
A crow looks upon his post as she walks home alone
He flies away as if he knows something that I don't
Back and forth, she lies again
She takes off her dress
And undoes her hair
And sits on the couch
And tells me to come
And she says in vain

The bleeding makes it obvious I don't fit in your slipper
I fall right back into your arms as my whole body quivers in the rain
Who am I to say?
A deer goes by, a lion roars, the rabbit is a skipper
I carry on, I sulk inside, or I allow my nights to turn to gray
I'd take it all away
To be your Cinderella

It comes and goes
You feel it in your core and then it creeps up to your muscle through the bone
Bleed along to the sound
Tap your sparkling red shoes, 1, 2, 3, but no home could be found
Then again
Drown your hands in sugar soap
And rub it all in 'till your knuckles turn red, the pain grows
You keep on doing it
Doesn't it feel good?

The bleeding makes it obvious I don't fit in your slipper
I fall right back into your arms as my whole body quivers in the rain
Who am I to say?
A deer goes by, a lion roars, the rabbit is a skipper
I carry on, I sulk inside, or I allow my nights to turn to gray
I'd take it all away
To be your Cinderella

Your Cinderella (feat. Evangeline)

To Thin Air

Your Cinderella (feat. evangeline)

had this lying around in my computer for a little while now so I just decided to release it 

still working on an EP its coming along slowly and surely

Drawn From Memory

It's been two years and I'd like to know
Did you mean what you said? Did she still make you choke?
I wrote all these words, flurried like snow
On November nights, you fall into smoke

Ohh, I missed the first snow
Ohh, it's too late to know if we can outrun the cold

It's been two years and I'd like to know
Did you mean what you said? Did she still make you choke?

Ohh, I miss all the snow
Time stops and water drips down into smoke

It's been a few years and I still don't know
Were you okay? Should I have let you go?

--

art generated using dall-e

first few flurries & november night

watch it all decay . . .
• please go support @shwirlll , wouldn't have been possible without him !!!!!
fanlink.to/shwirl
• also huge thank u to @reksi420 for the art <3

lyrics:
[harmtails]
you can say what you want
and i promise it won't hurt me
cause i know i've gone too far
this time

yeah i get scared when it's dark
it's hard to admit it
thought i played all my cards right
well guess i didn't

passed out, backseat of some taxi
let's go, you and me on a trip, no acid
i feel my body collapsing
wake up like wtf happened

sometimes yeah life is not that great
don't know whats real or what is fake
i gotta clean the mess i've made
in time or it'll be too late

texting my friends like i'm okay
don't know what feelings to convey
lie down and watch it all decay
watch it all decay

[shwirl]
i can feel it, must move quickly
whoda thunk it'd be so deadly
feel it creepin all inside me
how the fuck did this happen to me

i've got no where to run away
the blood in my heart makes its way
to my head pounding way too hard
i think by now it's far too late

harmtails & shwirl - decay

series of sound sketches from 11-29-22 to 12-19-22 (no particular order)

new videos out in 2023, hopefully. huge thanks for the support this year!

dream fractals

buy on bandcamp: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/222-confide

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7AkiwfHiSxAxU7AtAsloII?si=C2m3F-DpR7-8wOTUVFeFXA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0taEiwYEg4gWjOcNNzj02L

listen on apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/222-confide/1665450831?i=1665450832

~~~

to confide in this feeling
her sapling: overgrown
to sing into the bleeding heavens

im waiting
or am i sinking?

got some mud in my blood, let it rot
got some crud in my brain, let it clot up
and will i miss this sound when it’s not around?
will i miss the sound?

222_confide

This one is for all my sleepiest brethren. big big thanks to @mistmurk as always for making me make stuff and to @20_00 for singing quite good and being nice. 
big ups to @aetheryears for also using their voice melodically .

Also another big thank u to my friend for the art c:

LYRICS //

(meeeeeeeeeee x3)

And I cant take it
The way u break it
And I cant take it
Come on and take it !

Can't wait until sunlight
I I I I
Can't sleep till im alright
MIGHT MIGHT MIGHT
Keep thinking bout last night
WHY WHY WHY 
Delirium, wont let me go

(twentyhundred)

as i close my eyes
you can draw on your disguise
suspend my disbelief,
and make out just like a thief,

put me in between
the dilemma and the dream
dilute reality --
sow your seeds of antipathy

yeah, do whatever the hell you want
but can i look you in the eye, just once?
all i need's a face to pair with the crime
is it you or i that'll trade space with time?

(aetheryears)

oh I know I know
(i know I know I know I know )

how it goes it goes it goes
(how it goes it goes it goes )

when you try to breach Elysium
(can't wear the crown)

I'm not perfect gods let me in 
(don't let me drown)

oh I know I know
(i know I know I know I know )

how it goes it goes it goes
(how it goes it goes it goes )

must be some kind of delerium
that's led me to this state again

(meeeeeeeeeee x3)

And I cant take it
The way u break it
And I cant take it
Come on and take it !

Can't wait until sunlight
I I I I
Can't sleep till im alright
MIGHT MIGHT MIGHT
Keep thinking bout last night
WHY WHY WHY 
Delirium, please let me go

And I cant take it
The way u break it
And I cant take it
Come on and take it !

Why Delirium Feat. twenty hundred & aetheryears Prod. mistmurk

with the amazing https://soundcloud.com/oyeme-thomas 

master by https://soundcloud.com/knoir

i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
standing in the hallways
laughing and listening
to music, acting like we always do
acting like we don’t exist 
and excuse me
but i hate to say i hate that
i hate hating the commons
i hate increasing my pace when
i know you’re right behind me
walking to our class
maybe we could stop
talk about what we have in common
such as
we both have insecurities
we have liked a girl and
i’m sure she isn’t purposely
hurting me, and the same goes for you
the pain that you’ve felt
is something that i’ve gone through
she’d be perfectly
okay with us
being friends
i just wanna stop pretending that i hate you
i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
why do butterflies
fly in my stomach when i see you?
they fly around
faster than a hungry, wild zebra
kicking my stomach to death
because it sees a threat 
to my over-valued reputation
i hate this persistent intimidation
that i’m always facing
just because your face is 
pretty
or the way your chain sits upon your neck
or maybe because you’re
famous
i remember at that football game
i was standing right behind you and i was
trying to act at the same way
that i'd act around my friends
but they were drooling over you
so i was too afraid to say this in the future
listen man, i just wanna talk to you
maybe become friends
but i have never had that opportunity
to talk to you and see
if i could promise peace
between us
maybe we could farm some greens
pardon me for being personal about it
but i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your
i am not an enemy
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends ?!?!?!?!
i just wanna be your friend !!!!1
i just wanna be your friend!!!!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!
i just wanna be your friend!
i am not an enemy
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend

written by me

stream/buy

peace treaty w/ oyeme

Not so super.

Please listen to my music plllleeeease please please cmon do it

 @lilysse

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