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happy 3rd birthday decks & 19th to me B)
new summer ending pop punk with @ejcarrmusic & @evancarus
prod. polar & iof :)
hope u enjoyyy <333

lyrics:
(evan carus)
home again
feels like i’m right back where i started
i’ve walked down this road before, but it’s like my path is still uncharted

ways parted, bridges burned
heart guarded, lesson learned
worst nightmares, reaffirmed
past the point of no return

(decks)
im scared and reliant
im forced into place
their acts are defiant,
why have we all been replaced

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(evan carr)
can we take a second to slow it down
before we burn this to the ground
these grains of sands are falling out and it’s over
this happens every time it’s just such a fatal flaw
can’t focus on one thing when i can feel it coming up
same thing new year
i’m stuck in fear
there’s nothing here

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

(all)
just tell me when you go (tell me when you go)
or promise me you’ll stay (promise me you’ll stay)
i’ve been losing everyone
(just tell me when you go)
fell asleep and summer’s gone but
(or promise me you’ll…)
no matter what i promise to stayyy

(evan carus & decks)
grains of sand slipping away
we walk in darkness, lose the path
hand in hand we’re lead astray
time falls from our hourglass

i’ve been losing everyone
fell asleep and summer’s gone now
im lost and time is slipping away

hourglass (feat. evan carr & evan carus) [polar x iof]

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lyrics

over the hills we go
oh but the times we'll have
when we dont know where we are
im waiting for a sign
i hope you give me something to work with

surrenderdorothy - watercolors

lyrics

i just want to sit in my room and listen
to all the music that we did when we were younger
i know that times have changed
if every seconds a wave then everyday im going under

shame on me
for never opening up my door
blame it all on me

what difference will it make baby nothing at all so
i will be right here letting it all go
wait till you see me you wont recognize me
the life that im leading it helps if youre hiding

surrenderdorothy - nohardfeelings

prod by greaf

https://soundcloud.com/greaf

Bones - SadlyThatsJustTheWayThingsAre (Prod. by Greaf)

Oregontrail & Surrenderdorothy - CaughtBetweenTheSeats

Surrenderdorothy - LikeTheBackOfMyHand

I BEEN TRYING MY HARDEST 
TO LOOK AT THINGS A LITTLE DIFFERENTLY
BUT I CANT DROP MY NONSENSE
I GOTTA LIVE WITH IT RATHER IT LIVES IN ME
I KNOW THAT I JUST CANT KEEP TALKING
BECAUSE WORDS SLOWLY DONT MEAN A THING
WHEN I HAVE USED THEM ALL SO OFTEN
TRYING TO GO BACK IS LIKE TRYING TO STOP THE RAIN
ITS ALWAYS STORMING IN THIS HEAD OF MINE
SICK OF THE WEATHER HERE WANT TO LEAVE ME ALL BEHIND
SUN HAS NEVER BEEN MY CUP OF TEA
BUT ILL GET DOWN ON HANDS AND KNEES
SUN BLEACH INFINITY
WATCH ME BURN

Uncle Ricky's Album

OREGONTRAIL - WE FOUGHT THE GOOD FIGHT

prod @prodreaper

lyrics:

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you are fake and pretend
selling off the fake sadness 
while you're smiling, counting money from the reposts
but that's fine, that's fine

but you're not really sad at night 
you're just laying in your bedroom
while i'm staring at the ceiling, crying 
i'm always crying 
cause i'm just scared of everything that's coming

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you fake and pretend 
selling off the fake sadness
while you're smiling 
counting money from the reposts 
but that's fine, that's fine

heartless, pretend 
no heart, disguised in your lies 
you don't really care 
you don't really care

no heart (prod. reaper)

OREGONTRAIL - FORD THE RIVER

lyrics

drop everything walk away from myself i need some time alone
but you are everything and everything is nothing else 
so i dont need to go
you are always on my mind
i never want it to stop
youre a part of me
if i could go back in time 
i only wish that id have got up and picked up the phone 
hear your voice for one last time
then maybe now i wouldnt cry because i feel so lost
i will never forget you
i can feel you
i can hear you

surrenderdorothy - dropeverything

Follow  $orrow!  - https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer

My Somewhat CD:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T207BuC5gP8&t=361s

Art By Esau Andrews

LYRICS:

Check my pils bottles now they hollow I ain’t no damn Role model 
Not the one to follow with s heart so full of sorrow I know
That I should really just go 
Leave this world on my own 
Find a new place to call home 
Where I don’t feel so alone

Where the hell am I I been driving all Fucking night I don’t know 
Surrounded by phony homies claiming they know me but they don’t 
If you wanna see the real me just pop in my somewhat cd get lost in the memories and say hey if you see me,  whoa
I don’t want to wait for the pain end 
No heavens gates are gonna let me in
At least in hell I’ll see my friends 
I’m 22 might be the last one dead

This is for the mothefucking letdowns like me, 
Only feel a little joy when we bleed
Never feeling alright no reprieve 
All they wanna do is die on tv
To be infamous is my bliss 21st century sid vicious till I kill my bitch and then slit my wrist just to make history 

If you want to find me you can check my bedroom
Sleeping life away all I do 
Just So I can avoid all of you 
Don’t motherucking tell me what I can’t do 
I don’t want to work I just want to go Bezerk on the beat  and make all these hits 
Never die alone in an old folks home thinking how’d I end up like this?

WHOA OH OHHHHHHHH

Get Lost In The Tall Grass [Prod. sorrow bringer]

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

lyrics

I LOOK DOWN DEEP INSIDE NO I DONT LIKE MY MIND
NO I DONT NEED TO CRY WHEN I CAN SEE YOUR EYES
ANYTIME I GO I END UP CRAWLING BACK
EVERYTIME YOU SHOW ME LOVE I FEEL IN TACT 
THERES NOTHING YOU COULD EVER DO TO CHANGE HOW I SEE YOU
THERES NOTHING I HAVE LEFT TO PROVE I BLOWN IT TIME AND TIME AGAIN
THERES NOTHING I COULD EVER DO TO CHANGE THE FACT I NEED YOU
THERES SOMETHING I HAVE YET TO DO IS SOMETHING ILL NEVER NEED TO
ALL I WANT ALL I WANT ALL I WANT IS YOU

breathingexercise

surrenderdorothy - rougharoundtheedges

lyrics

HOPELESS CONVERSATION GOING NOWHERE
HOPELESS EXPECTATIONS NEVER COME TO FRUITION
WHEN YOU ARE COUNTING ON CHANGE TO COME
IT COVERED THE ROOM LIKE A BLANKET OF SNOW
BUT THATS NOT THE WAY IT HAPPENS NOW
CHANGE IS CONSTANT EVER SO SOFTLY WINDING ITS WAY THROUGH TIME
IF I HAD THE WORDS TO SPEAK I WOULD TELL YOU MYSELF
IM AT LOSS FOR LANGUAGE WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME
IM LOOKING ON JUST WAITING OUT THIS JOKE
IM HOLDING ON BUT NOW I WANT TO LET GO
IVE GOT TO KNOW THE TRUTH
ITS LIKE THERES NO SMILES WHEN IM COMING AROUND
FROWNS STAMPED ON THEIR FACES AND I CANT FACE IT
I WISH I COULD REALLY BE JUST LIKE YOU
I CANT TAKE IT I BEEN REGRETTING ME THE WHOLE DAY THROUGH

surrenderdorothy - nohardfeelings

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