on a xan yeah on a xan yeah on a xan yeah on a xan yeah

peace

baby don’t break me
god i’m really feeling fine please don’t burn me now

please don’t let me bleed
am i everything you wanted baby tell me now 

god i know i got some issues but i’m really fucking trying 
i can’t even love myself and i don’t wanna see you crying  

cause i can’t save myself 

down bad when i’m blowing up your snapchat 

bite my nails till i get a fucking snap back

god you’re such a pretty face won’t get out of my head 
i’m so fucking toxic think i’m better off dead 

hold my hand baby kiss my head

tell me how you love me see your face turn red 

i know that we could make it healthy 
but i don’t think you could fucking save me

i’m a mess i’m a mess now

expectations on my chest and it weighs down 

i just wanna runaway and find a new town

i can’t breathe god it’s really getting bad now

i'm so scared

stream: https://www.gate.fm/Hw2GeOM

@xona
produced by @ruevi

i'm having trouble moving out
cuz i wanna stay close to you
you make me feel the opposite of blue
anything you want i know i can do, for you
i'm staring at my browser waiting for a reset
spinning around in circles there's no time to be kept
all your malicious intentions follow on your track-

[chorus]
be safe
where the streets have no light, and the darkness caves in
it's your life against mine
and i dont want to interfere, the end is near
and im waiting to recalibrate
for all of the lost souls in this safe
and i'm really trying to concentrate on how to count the days without
help (5x)

(xona)
it’s nothing new what you think
within the fog i ain’t worried
the floor is breaking and i’m racing
knock the walls you don’t know of me 

unknown to you and i 
you’d follow in disguise
and i’d save whatever seems to be okay 
and i’m afraid that i just act like it’s phase

tired of the nuisance you control 
latest of your message i can’t even feel a pulse
body to your body, do you sense that hollow?
manic to your feelings i’m nothing to you, no.

[chorus]
be safe
where the streets have no light, and the darkness caves in
it's your life against mine
and i dont want to interfere, the end is near
and im waiting to recalibrate
for all of the lost souls in this safe
and i'm really trying to concentrate on how to count the days without
help (5x)

spotify + apple music

blue ft. xona [ruevi]

blind.

🥝 prods :
🌼 iann (@prodkirian)
🌼dxvi (@dxvi)




🥝 my socials :
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discord - firefight#5433
tiktok - https://www.tiktok.com/@0ncite
youtube - (idk)

cannot see

gray10k - my fit (prod. lil fari)

destiny [p. @z3nnyq]

yeah i stay high
while u talkin to much cap
yeah i stay high
im too much that u lack
cold like fahrenheit
w that vv on my chest
yeah i stay high 
guess i have that affect

i worked hard for this shit
came up from the gutter
i popped off in this bitch
had to cut off the clutter
yeah im building this bridge
couldnt get out of bed
no i have to deal with this
no i had to deal with it

i was looked down now i lucked up
they done fucked up
i aint dealing w people who dont know who they are on the surface
people so stuck up and they dont wanna know us
it dont matter who we are
we just need to focus

stay high

waves

Run It Up

thank you for all the love yall given me from when i started earlier this year, here's one last song before 2017 ends. i love yall, and i got hella plans for next year <3 
---
we both know i'm not the best at showing just how much i care 
but every word you've ever said, just know that i'm not unaware 

of all the little things you'd do, and everything that makes you cute 
cuz i'd give up the world in a heartbeat just to show that my love is true 

and i know it's been awhile, it's too late for me to say
that i still really love your smile, and i regret it everyday 

i lie awake, im stuck in bed,
thinkin of the words i never said 
i lie awake, can't leave my bed,
thinkin of the words i should've said to you
the words i should've said to you 
the words i should've said to you  

and i know it sounds cliche, i'm writing letters in my songs 
singing the same things over and over, like how i'm sorry i was wrong 

i know you hate when i apologize, and you hate that look inside my eyes 
you tell me it's alright, but i still hate it when you cry

i lie awake, im stuck in bed 
thinkin of the words i never said 
i lie awake, you're in my head 
thinkin of the words i should've said to you
words i should've said to you 
words i should've said to you  

and now i've gotchu you in my song, it's the least that i could do
anytime, just say the word; i'll do my best to make it up to you

cause there's nothing i wouldn't give to see you smile like you did
and there's nothing i wouldn't do, for one more chance to be with you

buy/listen

the words i should've said

surp x koi~ off/on (prod.koi)

all sounds made by me
also i made a twitch you should check it out if u want https://www.twitch.tv/potsubeats
btw the outro melody is a quote from https://soundcloud.com/landosmusic

food court

AINT SHE PRETTY?? (PROD.RICKY!)

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapegoat

lyrics:

my girlfriend asked me 
why i write so many sad songs 
don't know the answer
i don't think that there's a right one (x2)

people change things move so fast 
i don't know why i'm here 
or if it'll last 
i'm still growing up in these four walls 
if my life was a race, i'd come in last

my girlfriend asked me 
why i write so many sad songs 
don't know the answer
i don't think that there's a right one (x2)

surp x koi~ off/on (prod.koi)

surp

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