Comet Hopping (sushihater x decemb3r)

[sushihater x hizasogonexx x decemb3r] ☄️☄️

Comet Hopping 2 (sushihater x decemb3r x hizasogonexx)

lyrics- 

It’s okay take ur time
I’m all alone on these winter nites
In that woodland swamp, I felt safe
But in this broken home, there was no faith
Two shots to my fuckin’ head
I fall dead on this soft winter bed
I could lie, I could tell u were better off
It was like what we had was never enough
Just send me down 6 feet under
All my hard work was already withered 
It’s okay take ur time
I’m all alone on these winter nites
In that woodland swamp, I felt safe
But in this broken home, there was no faith
U say I’m taking it for granted
N I know that
I wanna tell u somethin’
But I avoid the combat 
It’s okay take ur time
I’m all alone on these winter nites
In that woodland swamp, I felt safe
But in this broken home, there was no faith

winter nites interlude (Bipolar Beats)

lyrics -
As these angels fall dead
this night sky turns dark red
Soon the demons crawl up to her
these fateful nights are a blur
I'm peeling off my skin again 
My new self sets in again
The cocoon of rust and malaise
It’s all they wanna portray 
My skin’s too pallid
As I reach the heavens
Dread fades with no expression
Her prized possession 
She pulls me down with such aggression 
There's no room for my progression
Can’t believe after three long years
I still can't steer
Isn’t that so weird
I'm towards the end of my career
As I sweat out my lungs
These decrepit creatures fall numb
She rules my world and sets in stone
that there was no home 
She pulls me down with such aggression 
There's no room for my progression
Can’t believe after three long years
I still can't steer
Isn’t that so weird
I'm towards the end of my career
She pulls me down with such aggression 
There's no room for my progression
Can’t believe after three long years
I still can't steer
Isn’t that so weird
I'm towards the end of my career


fallen angels (liltema)

(original unreleased song by sewerperson & ericgodlow)

lyrics -
Look at this mess of mine
Is cleaning it worth the time spent?
I'll live around it (Around it), and act like (Act like), it's not there (It's not there), to get by
The end of the worlds black tie (Black tie)
The funeral suits catch fire
Acid rain burns through telephone wire
Still we smile so long, we been tired, uh
The parkway is dead silent
The wind slaps, the porch shines
With no guide but street lights
We walk home in moonlight
I couldn't get enough, maybe I am the monster that they describe me as in story
The face of horror killed me way back up
I stay alive inside of your head
I eat dreams, and nightmares to steal you from your dread
I couldn't win this time
I see the sun paint walls in our bedroom
Right through the old white blinds
Maybe, it's just my eyes that deceive me
Look at this mess of mine
Is cleaning it worth the time spent?
I'll live around it (Around it), and act like (Act like), it's not there (It's not there), to get by
The end of the worlds black tie (Black tie)
The funeral suits catch fire
Acid rain burns through telephone wire
Still we smile so long, we been tired, uh

A Trash Fire [cover] (sewerperson & ericgodlow)

lyrics -
Everybody Just wants someone for their last summer
But I can’t be one of them, cus I don’t last forever
But I’ll wait for you
Do what you gotta do
Just come back to me, baby
Been stuck inside lately
Summer all by myself again
Can’t stop, won’t stop pretending
I’m not sorry mom, I can’t help it
But I don’t know when she’ll make it
So I’ll be waiting here for her
I’ll be waiting for her to come back down
Tell me what the hell is wrong with me
I still can’t see 
Passed all this bullshit grief
Can I finally get some relief?
I’m begging, please
I'm stuck in your purgatory 
Summer all by myself again
Can’t stop, won’t stop pretending
I’m not sorry mom, I can’t help it
But I don’t know when she’ll make it
So I’ll be waiting here for her
I’ll be waiting for her to come back down
Summer all by myself again
Can’t stop, won’t stop pretending
I’m not sorry mom, I can’t help it
But I don’t know when she’ll make it
So I’ll be waiting here for her
Waiting for her
Summer all by myself again
Can’t stop, won’t stop pretending
I’m not sorry mom, I can’t help it
But I don’t know when she’ll make it
So I’ll be waiting here for her
I’ll be waiting for her to come back down
Waiting for her

Summer Lasts Forever (sushihater)

ON ALL PLATS
thank u to decemb3r for working on this track w me, check bro out 
https://soundcloud.com/decemb3rr

lyrics -
(sushihater)
Hop in the whip, we gon start crusin’ 
Oh baby girl I know I’ve been usin’
But that ain't gonna stop me from loving u
Fast down 98, ion tryin fucking wait
Fuck off with that bullshit it kinda sounds lame 
Ion really tryna fuck right now tho
But I bet that shit sound like surround stereo 

(decemb3r)
ill keep you safe inside this warm light
you get to close and these sand molds into hight tides
youll find my soulless empty body under shorelines
but never once nobody thought to read the time line
i guess its all right
fading when the sun rise
sippin fuckin fine wine
one day youll be all mine
yeah i guess its alright
yeah she told me i was dead to her
you the one who seeing ghosts what i said to her
woahhh
youll be in my head
suppress the voices 
i know what i said
as i had choices
the time i digress
its not important
its not important

(sushihater)
Hop in the whip, we gon start crusin’ 
Oh baby girl I know I’ve been usin’
But that ain't gonna stop me from loving u
Fast down 98, ion tryin fucking wait
Fuck off with that bullshit it kinda sounds lame 
Ion really tryna fuck right now tho
But I bet that shit sound like surround stereo
Take a ride in the whip, oh we coolin 
Like we up in orbit , 
Gon hit like we comet hoppin 
Ligtin these blunts like we on lift off
Girl I hope u know this shit ain't personal
Just need the antidote for ur fucking love
That's why I'm leaving girl
Cus I really know I can never be enough

up in orbit w/ decemb3r (CapsCtrl)

(9TAILS & kōri)

lyrics-

blood in the sink
i can barely think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

here to live then to die when my time is spent
i was never alive let me see the lead
how she love me for life when im still a kid
send her home im alone laying in my bed

hit her up then i turn into a ghost
smoke a blunt pour a deuce she tell me i do the most
fuck you mean sippin lean ashes fallin on my toes
she said baby can you stop before u fall to comatose
thats the point i dont know
why the fuck you always stoppin me
hitting bowls it say no smoking on the public property
feeling wavy when i pour it up i do it properly
feeling drugs and liquors pumping through my fucking arteries

blood in the sink
i can barely think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

comatose [cover] (9TAILS & kōri)

been sitting on this one for a while. non profit.
lyrics -

When the winter breeze hits my neck
I'm sorry for the inconvenience  
It'll be bout time to back track
This yearly cycle has persistence
Will this feeling ever end
This aint how I want my time spent
Withering away in these winter thoughts 
My minds tied all up in these fucking knots 
If this blunt ain't gonna smoke me out 
I'll be bumping out on the roundabout 
These tides come crashing down
While the crys awaken now
Oh we're mistaken somehow
Bygones aren't taken into account 
How far do we needa go now
-
running, running
to fight them off
everyone's dying
needa end em off
I'm crying, crying
I was never tough
can we talk one last time for good luck?
can never get u off my mind 
I've been this nonstop music grind
I'll make it baby
I'll put my life on the line
-
When the winter breeze hits my neck
I'm sorry for the inconvenience  
It'll be bout time to back track
This yearly cycle has persistence
Will this feeling ever end
This aint how I want my time spent
Withering away in these winter thoughts 
My minds tied all up in these fucking knots 
If this blunt ain't gonna smoke me out 
I'll be bumping out on the roundabout 
These tides come crashing down
While the crys awaken now

Winter Bygones (dead spyro)

ft my boy @decemb3rr . non-profit.
lyrics - 
(sushihater)
k
all the fuck you said to me was k
thinkin’ maybe i should've never stayed 
using all these drugs to make this shit go away
i really aint tryna fuckin’ play
okay, okay
this is how it is at the end of the day
layin’ in my bed while this pathetic life turns grey 
never in my life did i think id get this played
so hard
how did we even get this far
sheets holding me down like tar 
-
(decemb3r)
this spirit box the only thing that talk back to me
who the fuck am i to judge i let it all get to me
why the fuck you always gotta be so moody
like i know theres someone else but you just say that im assuming
i know that i got something still attached
but if we talk about it then im bound to get attacked
you hit me with the k i told you you dont understand
and u cant
ok ok alright
i been singing in my room with the mic, yeah
u could stay but i dont think that you would like it
break down grab the bottle on the night stand
mixing purple in this water bring the life back
no sleep i been running from the nightmares
i just wish that i could have you its not fair
every single k, alright, oh well, my bad thats fine
wish that u didnt have to be so damn dry
awake inside my bedroom all damn night
tryna figure out which one of us a poltergeist
reach into my mouth and find my own words
girl id guard you with my life im like your soldier 
were born we love and then we die
but i believe theres more to life
-
(sushihater, decemb3r)
prayed once to the higher-ups
at this point, ive given up
no i don't wanna make love
this trust was built on lust 
-
(sushihater)
k
all the fuck you said to me was k
thinkin’ maybe i should've never stayed 
using all these drugs to make this shit go away
i really aint tryna fuckin’ play
okay, okay
this is how it is at the end of the day
layin’ in my bed while this pathetic life turns grey 
never in my life did i think id get this played
so hard
how did we even get this far
she’s holding me down like tar 
-
(sushihater, decemb3r)
wish that u didnt have to be so damn dry
awake inside my bedroom all damn night 
tryna figure out which one of us a poltergeist 
reach into my mouth and find my own words 
girl id guard you with my life im like your soldier 
were born we love and then we die 
but i believe theres more to

k3 w/ decemb3r (1kaydo)

original song by @oakeyofficial 

lyrics- 

Putting flowers in your hair, a bunch of tangled weaving
I'm your constellation prize so baby what's the meaning?
You dream softly, painted in a movie scene
While nightmares show their teeth
-
She's my TV girl
She's my TV girl
Electric shock
Dreams of static love
But this hollow world won't let me go
-
We're too alike to coincide, oh darling is it worth it?
You can hold my beating heart while I go channel surf and
You sing softly in a language I don't speak
But it's so beautiful
-
She's my TV girl
She's my TV girl
Electric shock
Dreams of static love
But this hollow world won't let me go
-
My TV girl
She's my TV girl
So why can't I feel anything?
She's locked inside
So far away

tv girl [cover] (oakey)

non-profit
lyrics -
(sushihater)
never gon be deserving of ur love
Swirling up this already packed up double cup
Jus drop me, move onto the next one 
I'm not gon be enough
I'll never be enough
Ur worth more than I could ever think of
With all this blowing up
I just need someone to wake me up
hitting this cabbage till I drift off
Never knowing who really got me
Micah, Kat, decemb3r relate more to what the eyes could never see
These secrets I keep in my mental 
The year go on n makes me unstable 
Cold nights, walking alone
Save me, these sins i need to atone
When I see her, it turns me to stone
Coughin up blood in the smog 
Catching my own breath in my throat cog
-
(decemb3r)
Oh, she's like a run way model
Too good to me mine tho 
Push me down if I'm in the way
I won't be mad if I don't get a call back
No way I could fall back
Hit me if you want that
It's okay just throw me away
Are we moving too much?
Are we moving too fast?
Girl I won't give you up
Because I want it to last
Oh there's acid in my throat
And it's closing up
And these nicotine clouds
Aren't good for us
I can't sleep for the third time this week
This nicotine had never helped me breathe
Girl your eyes never helped me speak
But don't cry it makes me weak

smog w/ decemb3r (1kaydo)

non-profit
lyrics-
(sushihater)
u used to live rent free in my head
should'a never met u
should'a stayed in bed
should'a jus left u on read
maybe then i wouldn't be dead
this life is so astounding 
everythings fucking crumbling around me
relationships end up buried cus im too fucking tacky 
putting this bullet to my temple the only key
this tight grip around my neck wont set me free
im empty-handed
in my room pretending
im a broke bitch living at home 
but id never call it my own 
found home in somebody before 
they found someone new to explore 
but i hurt myself more 
im so contorted 
this heart of mine used to be guarded 
now it's all mangled n torn, it's morbid 
imma jus forfeit 
my minds too distorted
-
(decemb3r)
Sometimes I wish I could go back
To the person I once was the feeling we once had
I'm surrounded by corpses of friends that I once had
It's all inside my head, you live inside my head
How you break code? I'm alone I should know I'm an artist
Unfit for your love said it back then you left for my friend that's the hardest
Girl I'm still a starboy this sound like the archive
Got a little hurt more but promise that I'm alright
Still can't fall asleep nights thinking about your eyes
Wish we never met cause right now I wouldn't be up tight
And next time couldn't be worse, right?
When we met I felt my heart race
When you left I really felt the fuckin heart ache 
Fuck the heart breaks bitch get out of my way
Comet hopping I'm with Sushi when the stars wake
-
(sushihater)
how am the one losing sleep, did u even care?
both of my eyes are dumb dear
it's too cold here
I need conquer my fears
but I end up drowning in my tears
u used to live rent-free in my head
should'a never met u
should'a stayed in bed
should'a jus left u on read
maybe then i wouldn't be dead
this life is so astounding 
everythings fucking crumbling around me
relationships end up buried cus im too fucking tacky

rent free w/ decemb3r (scottysplash)

lyrics -
(sushihater)
Been writing u letters
Been writing for so long
Look at my fingers
They’re growing so numb
Been running to the top-line
Lemme me pour more wine
I know u don’t wanna stay on this date night
Now I'm comet hoppin'
Me n Decemb3r 
Flying high n
U have a face I wanna remember 
Cus ur so fucking pretty
Haven’t talked since last September 
I’m feeling so guilty 
Without u with me
I’m on my knees pleading
Please just take me back
I’ll pick up my slack
I just need u back
I just need u back
-
(decemb3r)
I'm outter space with the bros now
Space coupe we don't follow rules of road now
Passing thru the stars start to feel the fucking cold now
Space suit started breaking that I froze out
If I miss the moon I'll be walking on the star signs
When I'm dead and gone hope you think about me sometimes
Blisters on my skin get broken into by the sheet ice
I look out onto the lake and hold my knees high
Me and Sushi 
Were comet hopping
Left me in December 
You got a face that I want to remember 
-
(sushihater)
Been writing u letters
Been writing for so long
Look at my fingers
They’re growing so numb
Been running to the top-line
Lemme me pour more wine
I know u don’t wanna stay on this date night
Now I'm comet hoppin'
Me n Decemb3r 
Flying high in my room

letters w/ decemb3r (scottysplash)

original song by @sewerperson

lyrics - 

we drift away we fall apart shes had enough
i meant say im sorry i cant be enough
she talks to me in harsher tone
than anyone else she knows
i suffocate inside the apartment we called home
take my heart and teach it to love
i swear to you im reading up
i dont wanna be all alone
and the heart warming pleasantries
im glad we can pretend to get along
time goes by and as my life flies by
i cant help but think we did it all wrong
when i die with the things i know
please be assured that i never told a soul
i just wanted u to know i still feel it all
u live inside my bones and i wouldnt have it any other way

any other way [cover] (everestdidthis & sewerperson)

sampled from nightweeps.

The old world crumbled under the feet of corporations monetizing the pain and suffering of the less fortunate. It had become uninhabitable, so the people came together to build the stargate bridge to allow those who were willing to walk it to be granted a life they could never have possibly imagined. however some were still stuck the old world, wasting their lives away under the control of the corporations

old world intro (sushihater x nightweeps)

old cover

(original song by sewerperson & jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

lyrics - 

Life changed when I'd written all these notebook scraps
Even if I wanted I could not go back
On the road doing nights in this Chevrolet van
10th time I been thinking 'bout the talks we had
If I blow up baby don't get erased from the blast
When you blow up fake friends come back from the past
I don't make up with the people that had held me back
I was laid up in the ER way, way down bad
Yeah okay, maybe it was just the hand I was dealt
When you with me I feel a way I think I'd never felt
The Kush I breathe got the eyes upon my face on melt
If you need me you could find me on the astroid belt
Ice in my veins turn my body to a freezer
If you laid back, not going out then me neither
She flirt a lot at first then ghost me, she a teaser
Pay to play shit, if you rich you could lease her
I don't wanna come off too strongly (No, no)
But I been in my head about (Yuh)
How we could've still wrote this story
But now this shit's dead and I (Okay)
Dug my grave and I'm laying in it right now
This cookie horse tranq, how it put me in a timeout
3 grams in the woods like I'm tryna' say timber
I was tryna' smoke away what I still remembered
Life changed when I'd written all these notebook scraps
Even if I wanted I could not go back
On the road doing nights in this Chevrolet van
10th time I been thinking 'bout the talks we had
If I blow up baby don't get erased from the blast
When you blow up fake friends come back from the past
I don't make up with the people that had held me back
I was laid up in the ER way, way down bad

sanfran nites [cover] (sewerperson & jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

(sewerperson x johnny_friend)

lyrics - 

I could tell u what u wanna hear if ud rather that
Branches punch a hole inside the rear view and I collapse
Everything ive learned as far as fear I learned to counteract
This oil in my blood exert my gears im having heart attacks
10pm in Rome im getting seared by this cookie pack
Please pick up the phone I know u here with me just text me back
Ive been on the terrace for a lifetime ya
All night
Maybe I could see you from the coastline

Even when away I know ur all mine
Ur a warm light
Traced around my vein lines
I know I get scary when I isolate im sorry
I got smoke inside my lungs that help explain to u my story
Maybe u could teach me what its like to be u and what was true
I get sick and tired of myself girl its true and so do you
The soil at my feet is forming shapes among the zodiac
This oil in my blood exert my gears im having heart attacks
10pm in Rome im getting seared by this cookie pack
Please pick up the phone I know u here with me just text me back
Ive been on the terrace for a lifetime
Maybe u could see me from the coastline

rome [cover] (sewerperson x johnny_friend)

nose_bleed (irby)

decemb3r x sushi

lyrics -

(decemb3r)
if theres a time and a place
need your lips i wanna taste
am i fine oh im great
tear my eyes right out my face
hide the lies hide the pain
wont you be my saving grace
i might cry i might writhe
its all my fault oh im to blame
baby im sorry
i played you like atari
i might go and splash in your bitch like scotty
i dont like to party
less Hiza bring bacardi
ducking from the fakes
weaving why they call him bobby
-
its not
permanent
these things blow by
its turbulence 
and i 
wont resist
cant take my life dont got one to give
its not
permanent
these things blow by
its turbulence 
and i 
wont resist
cant take my life dont got one to give
x2

(sushihater)
u think ur broken?
I’m my own kryptonite
But here’s the hope
I’m ready for the light
So take ur heart back
No strings attached 
But deep down inside 
I know it’s unmatched
But I'm not one for regrets
It’s a game I won’t lose
So don’t think I'll forget
I’m too sharp to choose
Tangled in a mess of ur fragile little heart
Played u like a fool while I tore us apart

(decemb3r)
its not
permanent
these things blow by
its turbulence 
and i 
wont resist
cant take my life dont got one to give
its not
permanent
these things blow by
its turbulence 
and i 
wont resist
cant take my life dont got one to give
x2

turbulence w/ decemb3r (scottysplash)

non-profit.

lyrics -

In the silence I reach for air  
Ur absence hangs heavy in this despair  
We're tangled hearts with threads so fine  
Yet every whispered dream pushes us out of line  
The laughter echoes in this empty hall  
A ghost of the love that once filled these walls  
I trace the outlines of our faded smiles 
But fear creeps in like shadows for miles
-
Promises once spoken now tremble in doubt 
How do I reach you when you're drifting out?  
Each word feels fragile a dance on the edge
I'm standing here hoping caught on this ledge  
The clock ticks slowly with each passing breath 
Counting the moments that lead towards regret 
-
Can we bridge this distance mend every seam?  
Or are we just echoes of a broken dream?  
In the silence of nights I’ll stand and I'll wait  
For the dawn of our hearts to choose love over fate
Over fate
Weight of every heartbeat a whisper of prayer  
In the silence I reach for the love we still share
-
Promises once spoken now tremble in doubt 
How do I reach you when you're drifting out?  
Each word feels fragile a dance on the edge
I'm standing here hoping caught on this ledge  
The clock ticks slowly with each passing breath 
Counting the moments that lead towards regret 
The clock ticks slowly
How do I reach you when you're drifting out?
Counting the moments 
How do I reach you when you're drifting out?

drifting out (under the maple tree)

cover sewerperson x sorrowbringer

lyrics -

What if I went out to work and the shaft had collapsed and I never came back
What I came home at 12 for u thought I would be and u sitting on his lap
Maybe I lift up my axe and I clock in at home just try picturing that
Im getting under his bark and im counting the rings and im eating the fat

Hold up im stepping it back im playing it back now im taking it back nah fuck it
Im tryna see how he works im gonna take him apart and try putting him back
How could u fuck up this home we were lively and warm now u dead in a sack
Fuck it Im burying u by the bridge so u bounce off the boats and fill up with rats

What if I went out to work and the shaft had collapsed and I never came back
What I came home at 12 for u thought I would be and u sitting on his lap
Maybe I lift up my axe and I clock in at home just try picturing that
Im getting under his bark and im counting the rings and im eating the fat

Ive grown tired
My hands rest wired
Tied up
Ive nothing
To regret I love it
So much
Four walls holding
My soul I almost
Threw up
This moment
My rage ceast growing
So much

What if I went out to work and the shaft had collapsed and I never came back
What I came home at 12 for u thought I would be and u sitting on his lap
Maybe I lift up my axe and I clock in at home just try picturing that
Im getting under his bark and im counting the rings and im eating the fat

what if [cover] (sewerperson x sorrowbringer)

happy birthday to me.

lyrics -

Nineteen candles flicker
But my fire feels cold
World spins around me
But I stand alone
Used to be numb the pain
Chasing shadows in the night
Each hit and every sip
Stole my chance to fight
-
Catch me if you can
I’m running from the dark
Trying to find the light
But I’m missing all the sparks
For my parents and my friends
I’ll break these chains today
But it’s hard managing the ghosts that won’t fade away
-
Nineteen candles flicker
But my fire feels cold
World spins around me
But I stand alone
Used to be numb the pain
Chasing shadows in the night
Each hit and every sip
Stole my chance to fight
-
Catch me if you can
I’m finding my way home
In a world that feels so cold
Yet still, I must roam
One step at a time
Through the struggle of my mind
I think my body's getting cold
But I think I’ll be fine
-
Nineteen candles flicker
But my fire feels cold
World spins around me
But I stand alone
Used to be numb the pain
Chasing shadows in the night
Each hit and every sip
Stole my chance to fight

nineteen (sorrow bringer)

original song by sewerperson.

lyrics - 

When time has beaten me
The wind will pick me up
And force me to the flame
To thaw this bitter cold
When time has done to me
What gale has done to stone
I will crack and u will see
The light of human soul
If night falls
Can you hold urself
When the Chains lay broken
And the beasts have climbed out
Our foot falls
Can be heard and we are smelt
Though the sky spans open
We are shackled to the ground
We are shackled to the ground

(oh we're shackled to the ground)

Taegen
Let ur roots envelop me
And sing me a gentle song
Stick to my wooden bones
Im held by Elves skin
Raised the hairs that cover me
And fed me pleasant poems
Penned in crystal homes

In turn
The trees will drink the blood
In thirst
And keep to growing up

Taegen
Let ur roots envelop me
And sing me a gentle song
Stick to my wooden bones
Im held by Elves skin
Raised the hairs that cover me
And fed me pleasant poems
Penned in crystal homes

taegen [cover] (sewerperson x prodryankelly)

non-profit.

lyrics - 

I come when the streetlights flicker
When the air gets cold and grey
No soul left, just hunger and haze
You pray to a god that don’t even know your name
-
Footsteps soft, but the silence loud
I wear your fear like a burial shroud
I live in the cracks where the light don’t reach
Eyes like coal and a voice off-beat
Face in the fog, sharp smile on me
I don’t knock doors, I just slip right in
And you don’t wake up when I tuck you in
They said I was myth, just stories to scare
But you’ll find my name in a cold night’s prayer
-
I come when the streetlights flicker
When the air gets cold and grey
No soul left, just hunger and haze
You pray to a god that don’t even know your name

myths of a monster (neverforever)

non-profit

lyrics - 

Woke up in a room I knew
But everything felt strange, brand new
Mirror showed a face I wear
But I swear to God I wasn’t there
Talked to friends I played the role
Smiled on cue but lost control
Their voices drifted dull and slow
Like I was watching through a window

Time moved weird the sky looked fake
My hands felt wrong my thoughts wouldn't shake
Tried to scream but no one sees
This body's here but it’s not me
Still alive but not the same
Every breath just feeds the flame
You won’t see it but it’s true
I’m gone and I don’t know who’s who

Woke up in a room I knew
But everything felt strange, brand new
Mirror showed a face I wear
But I swear to God I wasn’t there
Talked to friends I played the role
Smiled on cue but lost control
Their voices drifted dull and slow
Like I was watching through a window

i feel fake (neverforever)

non-profit.

You left me dry, now on read again
Check my phone, then check again
I'll walk past spots we'd used to go
Saw your car, you drove real slow
I told my friends I'm doing fine
We laugh too loud while we sip cheep wine
I hear your voice in my stupid songs
Skip the track this ain't a sing along
You won't text back, I don't move on
I'll still wear your hoodie while I play my songs
I don't know why you fade like that
But every night I want you back
Wrote you twice but I then hit delete 
When I hear you laugh my chest goes weak
My chest goes weak
I'll take long walks with nowhere to go
The city don't really glow no more
No more
I'll say I'm chill, I'm not okay
I bite my tounge with too much to say
I'm still here left on read
All of your words just stuck in my head
I'll put a bullet to my head
I told my friends I'm doing fine
We laugh too loud while we sip cheep wine
I hear your voice in my stupid songs
Skip the track this ain't a sing along

this aint a sing along (neverforever)

dead night-light (neverforever)

lyrics -

[sushihater]
used to ride bikes past the county line
shoes all torn, but we never mind
back when the days felt like they’d never end
now i barely even text my friends
mom’s voice echoes from the kitchen hall
dinner’s gettin' cold, and the rent’s too tall
dad’s old truck got sold last year
now the silence hits a little more clear
-
[emmy lee]
would u just text me back
i’m feeling like i’m alone
days keep going on by
will u pick up ur phone?
please call me back
ur phone is ringing
i know it’s luck
but don’t u mute me
-
[sushihater]
photos in boxes i never unpacked
friends in frames i’ll never get back
first love faded like a summer tan
still hear her laugh in an old slow jam
mom’s voice echoes from the kitchen hall
dinner’s gettin' cold, and the rent’s too tall
dad’s old truck got sold last year
now the silence hits a little more clear
life keeps gettin’ worse with time
like a tape that won’t rewind
every song just plays too slow
every high just sinks too low
i fake the smile, i try to cope
but i miss when hope felt like hope
(used to ride bikes past the county line
shoes all torn, but we never mind)
-
[emmy lee]
would u just text me back
i’m feeling like i’m alone
days keep going on by
will u pick up ur phone?
please call me back
ur phone is ringing
i know it’s luck
but don’t u mute me

county line ft. emmy lee (neverforever)

<3
[sewerperson & eric godlow]

lyrics - 

sift thru the hallways
out to the drive way
shes kissing my forehead
and shaping my cold face
a break in the pine trees
im back at my old place
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

lights start to hum
im going to sleep now
what have you done
the size of those teeth now
i cant see the sun
baby im stuck in the dark
i tried to move
but im stuck in this tar

baby im stuck in the car
i cannot not see thru this fog
im coughing up blood in my scarf
i cannot breathe thru the smog
even all alone in the dark
we cannot forget who we are
outlines of her face come to my vision
on this windy summer evening
at the birth of the spark

sift thru my memories
erasing my old ways
killing my ego
could unlock this doorway
a break in the dead leaves
im back in the cold space
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

sift thru the hallways
out to the drive way
shes kissing my forehead
and shaping my cold face
a break in the pine trees
im back at my old place
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

cottage country [cover] (sewerperson & eric godlow)

reupload.

lyrics -

wake up
brain fucked 
can’t think straight
eyes heavy
feelin’ like it’s all too late
smile’s fake
yeah 
i’m good
that’s a fucking lie
try to hold it down 
but i just wanna cry
texts left on read
calls i don’t make
fighting this shit
fuck 
i’m about to break
-
mind’s a mess
it’s killin’ me slow
can’t find peace
don’t even know
voices loud but no one hears
trapped inside all my fucking fears
-
thoughts spinning wild
then crash and burn
try to speak but the words never turn
faces blur
nights feel so long
holding on everything's wrong
holding on but everything’s wrong
wanted help but lost the way
i feel like i’m dying every day
-
mind’s a mess 
it’s killin’ me slow
can’t find peace
don’t even know
voices loud but no one hears
trapped inside all my fucking fears

(some days i'm fine
some days i'm not
fighting battles i forgot
hopes that flicker
barely bright)

brain fckd (dercept x aidan_han)

lyrics -

[sushihater]
i lit a match to my memory box
watched the polaroid's curl like my thoughts
they told me time gonna stitch it shut
but the wounds learned how to rot
i tossed the ashes into cold night air
but the smoke still clung like my despair
tried to run from shadows in my head
but they follow close wont let me forget
i’m digging graves for all my yesterdays
but the dirt just crumbles and it slips away
every scar’s a story that won’t let go
i’m haunted by the things i still don’t show
-
[emmy lee]
it's locked away
all of my pain
wont let it show
dont know how to let it go
i keep it all in the back of my head
the dust and ashes that come from the dead
inside my memory box
dont ask me i dont know where the lock is
(inside my memory box)
(dont ask me i dont know where the lock is)
-
[sushihater]
i lit a match to my memory box
watched the polaroid's curl like my thoughts
they told me time gonna stitch it shut
but the wounds learned how to rot
i tossed the ashes into cold night air
but the smoke still clung like my despair

memory box (ft. emmy lee) (jolst)

lyrics -

No sound 
No touch 
No truth
Just pain in a brand new suit
Lights blink red in my head on loop
Tried talkin’ to love but that bitch went mute
Tether too tight I’m scared to let go
Silence got weight that the stars don’t show
Bled out slow in a vacuum kiss
You said "I care" I remember this
Cracked glass dome and my head still spins
All this peace but I still can't get in
Tried to scream but it bent inwards
Now my voice just folds like cursed words
Told you once that my chest feels fake
Like I’m built from loss and a big mistake
Keep floating in this clean white hell
Where the lights don’t blink and the clocks don’t tell
I ain’t God I ain’t even close
Just a ghost in a shell with a comatose glow
Tether too tight I’m scared to let go
Silence got weight that the stars don’t show
Bled out slow in a vacuum kiss
You said "I care" I remember this
Cracked glass dome and my head still spins
All this peace but I still can't get in
Dead weight thoughts I drag that shit
Took too much still ain't feelin' it
If I crash then I crash no script
I been floating through hell with a static grip

Vacuum Kiss (lostcage)

[decemb3r x sushihater x hizasogonexx]

lyrics - 

[decemb3r]
they can hear your voice
hear you breath
you just want conversation
they look at you as power
like some batteries
with so much hatred
you can feel the walls 
getting tight
feels like suffocation
they look like some creatures 
in the dark
as condensation
hear em talk thru this box
oh, your terrified
these sounds you hear are nothing 
you could stay the night
dont let them get too close
or they'll eat you up alive
these dolls they seem to follow you 
they follow with there eyes
and they feed off your fear
thats why the air feels so tight
these flashlights
they seem to turn off by themselves
its too complex for your mind
and thinking bout it doesnt help
is somebody here with me
is there anybody else
its all just tortured souls
theres some ghosts in this house
as the night wakes
the dead come alive
as the moon rises
lighting up the sky
hear the bangs hear the crashing
hear the wind cry
comet hopping im with sushi
in the dead of night
-

[sushihater]
walls started humming 
the floors began moaning
whispers like wet breath sliding and groaning
light cut out then the cold came fast
heard a scream in the dark 
saw its hands on the glass
this house breathes heavy through the vents
ain’t no silence just intent
something crawling through the paint
muttered prayers by saints
flashlight flickers ain't touched a thing
walls get tighter with every blink
air so thick it cuts my throat
like i spoke too loud to a ghost i provoked
they don’t walk they wait
by the crib 
by the hall 
by the empty plates

-

[hizasogonexx]
Just think if something followed you
It followed in the night 
You're overthinking constantly 
No peace to ease the mind 
So listen to the walking of the spirits 
As they rise
They play within our silence 
As they burn out all the lights (hush)
So fear not, ghost boy
I'm a friend 
If you speak into this box
I might understand you
Tell me what happened here
How did it end?
And if I join you now
Will I always be dead?
There's a boom in the stairwell
And voices in our heads
We're fighting off sleeping 
There's monster in our beds
The lights have stopped blinking 
The silence has us deaf
There's ghosts in this building 
I'm walking with the dead


Batteries [decemb3r x sushihater x HizaSoGoneXx] (hero)

Lyrics coming soon.... Artwork done by Meep

Pandoras Box (prod. mxtthew)

lyrics - 

if u told me what was wrong
maybe I could make it right
if I didn’t wait so long
maybe I could’ve seen the light
if u tried calling on my phone
I might have answered in time
but I was lost here all alone
tripping over my own mind

I burn out quick when I’m off the clock
got the drive at work but at home I stop
chasing melodies instead of sleep
these thoughts too loud they bury me deep
tired of my name in their conversations
tired of the weight of their expectations
I can’t keep carrying what’s not mine
so I let it bleed into every line
pour another drink I don’t taste it though
every song I write’s just a way to cope
keep my windows down just to feel the cold
like maybe the breeze gonna take my soul
u fucking used me right down to my core
took what was left then they wanted more
now I’m stitched together barely holding on
writing all the pieces into every song
and I’m tired of the voices telling me who I am
when I don’t even know myself don’t know where I stand
they paint my picture with a crooked hand
while I’m stuck still trying to understand
yeah I gave u my heart u left it hollow
u drew my name but it’s one I don’t follow
every word they speak feels like borrowed skin
trying to live in a world I seem to never fit in

if u told me what was wrong
maybe I could make it right
if I didn’t wait so long
maybe I could’ve seen the light
if u tried calling on my phone
I might have answered in time
but I was lost here all alone
tripping over my own mind

SEE THE LIGHT (gochi)

Where Planets Align ft HIzaSoGoneXx (secre)

lyrics -

In my room smoking up on this cart
This project taking too long to even start
I don't wanna gloat
Decembe3r and Hiza dont know I been thru the moat
Losing out on money and time from this is wack
No amount of blood n sweat can ever make that shit back
Keep trying to fix a life that ain't getting back
This the best shit I'll ever make, this shit a prelude 
Maybe u should've jus skipped this shitty interlude 

Dreams heavy like the smoke clouding up my room
Clock ticking but my chances always gone too soon
Tryna turn a notebook into something more than just a tomb
Every page another coffin that I lower into
Friends say I’m distant they don’t know the weight I've been through 
Curtains stay shut sunlight don’t resume
Clock hands spin ticking straight to my doom
Empty bottles lined up like flowers in bloom
Every thought circles back trapped inside this room

In my room smoking up on this cart
This project taking too long to even start
I don't wanna gloat
Decembe3r and Hiza dont know I been thru the moat
Losing out on money and time from this is wack
No amount of blood n sweat can ever make that shit back
Keep trying to fix a life that ain't getting back
This the best shit I'll ever make, this shit a prelude 
Maybe u should've jus skipped this shitty interlude 

Skipp The Interlude (sorrow bringer)

The first time we leapt across the frozen giants of the void.
We thought it was just a game. A dare against the vacuum. 
But now the universe feels heavier.
The stars we once trusted for light hide shadows between them.
The comets we used to treat as playgrounds carry scars deep tunnels.
Sometimes when the silence cuts too deep.
I swear I can still hear her voice bleeding in my ears tangled in static. 
Every jump feels closer to a fall 
Like the cosmos is daring us to miss. 
Somewhere out there
On the next frozen wanderer 
Lies the reason we were called back.
Not for fun.
Not for wonder.
But for survival...

CH2 Intro

lyrics -

[decemb3r]
I just need you around me
But you just left me drowning 
I guess I'll just allow it how it goes
I speak you never listen 
I breathe I need permission
I see there's competition oh your sold

Used to call everyday now I call you less
Don't ask how I'm doing I'm not my best
Blood seeps out I'm in your head
And honestly I wish I was dead

Honestly I feel like we just living to die
And honestly that's why I wake up middle the night
I been toss and turning and all I can do is cry 
I been burned inside it feel like part of me died

Because it did 
I'm alone inside my skin
Don't know what I did to deserve this
I just know it's hurting

Honestly I feel like we just living to die
And honestly that's why I wake up middle the night
I been toss and turning and all I can do is cry
I been burned inside it feel like part of me died
Honestly I feel like we just living to die
And honestly that's why I wake up middle the night
I been toss and turning and all I can do is cry
I been burned inside it feel like part of me died

Part Of Me Died ft. HizaSoGoneXx [XELIFY REMIX] (sadface)

lyrics -

[sushihater]

-

[HizaSoGoneXxx]

-

[decemb3r]

More Letters [sushihater x hizasogonexxx x decemb3r] (dash x tiedforsilver)

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