hmmm 7.2

prod. sleepwater, tnvr, i'm geist
@tnvr555 @imgeist

// sleepwater
heart gone i want it back
wait for you to call back
when I'm not with you heart gone black
never in love now, the fucks that
hearts set on u, want back
room to run round, seeing black
black
black
black
hearts in the ground seein bad

rotting my brain out need u stay now
lost in the ground
its just a test

// i'm geist
heart gone i want it back
wait for you to call back
when I'm not with you heart gone black
never in love now, the fucks that

the fucks that
did u find it in the trash?
cause i don’t seem to have any must have lost it in the past
and u tried to show me that it wasn’t that bad
then you watched it all bleed saw my heart turn black

the fucks that
i’m 200 on the dash
cause I’m running out of time i either save us or i crash
and i gave my all for u to stab me in the back
but u said that you would love me when my heart turns black

// sleepwater
heart gone i want it back
wait for you to call back
when I'm not with you heart gone black
never in love now, the fucks that
hearts set on u, want back

i'm geist & sleepwater - heart 404

lyrics:

Grape vine burner
She wants a parking lot live in murderer

Self medicated by the smell of storm
Id have a blade left in my gut and they would say im armed
How come every champion rather lose instead
He wins the game but loses life when ego fills his head
Hand to hand combat never works
When right beside u lay the weapons of the universe
Check it five times then I close the hatch
She spoke the language of the world into voided black 

I know well we know that u won’t stay long
Cause ur better than most but u hold ur tongue
The rain turns snow every time ur gone
It must be a pain living this stuck up
So Be grateful at least when u waste my time
Still im thankful at least that ur wasting mine
Why breath when Im able to choke on words
But they bounce from her face and they land in the dirt

Carried to the cemetery I could tell she’s still alive
Wood soot dirt 
Block her body from our 9-5
I could be the mercenary u could be the better guy
He could not flirt
With the image of an other side
Blood on my brain broke thru my skull
Giving back life to the animals
Strawberry colour on feathery coats
I’m the shoe box u cannot tip toe
I told u I meant it
Girl that’s why I said it
I can’t be much clearer than that don’t u get it

I know well we know that u won’t stay long
Cause ur better than most but u hold ur tongue
The rain turns snow every time ur gone
It must be a pain living this stuck up
So Be grateful at least when u waste my time
Still im thankful at least that ur wasting mine
Why breath when Im able to choke on words
But they bounce from her face and they land in the dirt

Just about 20 feet down in the well I rest
 I sport a smile stuck forever with this shell in my head
He dips down to my mouth to see what I had said
As I breathed once again they could hear me cry

I know well we know that u won’t stay long
Cause ur better than most but u hold ur tongue
The rain turns snow every time ur gone
It must be a pain living this stuck up
So Be grateful at least when u waste my time
Still im thankful at least that ur wasting mine
Why breath when Im able to choke on words
But they bounce from her face and they land in the dirt

It Must Be A Pain (branwen)

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/XZvFXCQpAPA
prod @shikixo x @thislandismusic

LYRICS
I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want? I won't

I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it
I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it

I been so fucked up
I don't need no love
Ain't been thinking 'bout you much
I been off these fucking drugs
Baby baby, drive me crazy
I don't know what else to say about it
I know I promised I'll be fine
But I doubt it
And I don't wanna waste no time, I been losing my mind
Crushing little blue pills into little blue lines
And I been tryna do right by you but it's hard
Cuz I been so fucked up

I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it
I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it

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EYES WIDE SHUT (VID IN DESC.)

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Lyrics:

you made your bed
now, lay in it
my sheets tucked in
hide the pain under
the weighted blanket
im hiding in
from the darkness

you would not believe your eyes
if everything that you ever loved died
im afraid of what lies without nightlights 
i pretend it doesnt bother me and

I’m so unimpressed
i’ve been working on getting closer to my own death 
she think that love is fucking choking on her neck 
I think that love is hitting me like drug effects
take another dose, im thinking
maybe im just too high
heart lost in the moonlight
i can feel the hateful eyes on me
i dont wanna look down below me

so stand up
you aint fighting on your own
put your hands up
for the friends that you call home
through the dead grass
where the life sucked from the rose
made a bet back to myself 
never let it go

and ill never die imma stay alive through the sound
petrified, i cant move a muscle from the couch
everytime i been feeling up you bring me down
and when i think i got thick skin you bleed me out

you made your bed
now, lay in it
my sheets tucked in
hide the pain under
the weighted blanket
im hiding in
from the darkness

I’m so unimpressed
i’ve been working on getting closer to my own death 
she think that love is fucking choking on her neck 
I think that love is hitting me like drug effects
take another dose, im thinking
maybe im just too high
heart lost in the moonlight
i can feel the hateful eyes on me
i dont wanna look down below me

unimpressed

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// echo's chamber
i should have known this’d never last
put down the phone so you can here me cry or say goodbye
everything’s moving way too fast
cause i can never just be in the moment
i just hope i wake up as someone unbroken
drink a cup of purple potion
the only thing to fix me now that you’re no longer with me
the color of a sunset
is enough to make me forget
that way beyond the blue
there’s no more me and you

you lied in motion
i miss the ocean
and i purple potions make me feel alive
alive

// geist
i fell fast asleep to your voice every night
now i just bleed my heart out in the mic
it’s alright, i’ll be fine
felt the tears build inside
poured like rain from my eyes
as we said our goodbyes

i fell fast asleep to your voice
now my heart it just hurts
love just say i’m the worst..
oh oh
but i’ll say i love you though there’s so much more than that
drift with the ocean and now you’re not coming back…
i’ll lay in motion and waste my whole life
drink purple potions and pray that i die

// together
you lied in motion
i miss the ocean
and i purple potions make me feel alive
alive

you lied in motion
i miss the ocean
and i purple potions make me feel alive
alive

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purple potions w/ echo's chamber [vagrxnt]

produced by i'm geist
guitar @hiraethsry
engineered @tnvr555

last single off my album pity out next week
thank you for listening :)

// geist
so let it all dissipate
there’s a lot on my plate
but you’re not on the list love

wipe the smile off my face
you just come and you take
like you want to let me down

but come on now, you left
so leave me alone
i smell the blood
spilled fresh, cut to a bone
and it’s all so tempting
the scent
pheromones
you stare at me
and whisper words like a ghost

"you look like a ghoul
the way that you walk
your eyes glisten red,
are you hungry my love?"

no i'm just a fool,
and i shouldn't talk
i'll sow my mouth and i'll give this all up
yeah i'll give this all up
cause i'm never enough

// yokai dreams
guess u havent had enough yet
havent filled ur gut yet
leave me to the crows
dead on the road
sight will make ur gut wrench
where her heart was supposed to be is just a silhouette
cigarettes and empty threats
tell me, are you finished yet?

stealing a look in the moonlight
ur alive now
and the moods right
im a night owl
til noon light
imma lie down
til the times right
my lover loves to make me believe
that she keep the peace on those good nights
second i'm sleepin
she's barin her teeth and
she could bite
but i don't mind

guess that i'm not used to falling in love
everyone i used to know has move on
and i know you will too
nothing has improved
said we're gonna change, just not any time soon
guess that i'm not used to feeling this way
everything i used to feel has decayed
got the heart of a ghoul
selfish and cruel
thought this was love but i was just a tool

ghoul w/ yokai dreams

produced by i'm geist
engineered + guitar @tnvr555

tell me how it feels
to be right by your side
cause i’d trade it all
if i could turn back time
it’s fine
i took the knife and died
i’ll take your pity and cry
if you see my ghost tonight
promise you’ll wave goodbye

left a note by the door
she said,
“i love you i’m sure
but now that i’ve thought it through
and i can’t go on with you”
severed heart i feel torn
like pain i’ve never endured
and every time it hurts worse
i sit here crying a verse

i’m not gonna fight this feeling now
let it slice through, let it bleed me out
and i really miss your voice
how i need you love
but we’ll just fight more
never hear me out

but u let me down
and i let you down…
yeah you were first
and you ditched this town…
can you see me now?
with my broken crown
do you hear this sound?
bet you don’t listen now..

the promises that we couldn’t keep
the memories it’s all agony
and now i’m left here with what i’ve reaped
i’ll plead and beg you for your pity

pity

love, ghost

plan a (slowed + reverb)

Produced by Felix Snow

Play my ribcage like a xylophone............

Xylophone

Cognitive Dissonance

Lyrics:
Cause we sat in that call till 5 in the morning and 
you fell asleep with that cute little snore but
You're a fucking harpy know you'll harm me
Get so fucking high I feel your heart beat

Were so fucking foolish ye I know
We set it up for failure from the very start
UwU OwO UwU OwO
Worlds separate us both so why do we care so much
Maybe its an act 2 lonely fucking souls just
Getting what they wanted aye someone there to fall apart with

Cause we sat in that call till 5 in the morning
And you fell asleep with that cute little snore and
those words that you say they make my sadness heal but
I can't guarantee any of this is real
I don't care, I'll just feel, while I can UwU OwO
Cause when those drugs kick in you won't see me again
I'll wither away in my fucking bed like it's always been
Things won't ever change, please pretend its real
Even if its fake

You're a fucking harpy know you'll harm me
Get so fucking high I feel your heart beat
Through that screen
We can fake like were happy

Cause we sat in that call till 5 in the morning
And you fell asleep with that cute little snore and
Those words that you say they make my sadness heal but
I can't guarantee any of this is real
I don't care, I'll just feel, while I can UwU OwO
Cause when those drugs kick in you won't see me again
I'll wither away in my fucking bed like it's always been
Things won't ever change, please pretend its real
Even tho it's fake

discord ~ [p. sketchmyname]

✨ She Don't Love Me ✨(prod. by Crybaby Cam)

i'm calling the cops

Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites
Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites

Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson 
 
Tell me that you won't go in the night time 
That you'll stay for all the white lines 
I can't see the road the white lines I'm swerving 
It's curving this feelings unnerving 
Take to the back and I know that you'll hurt me
Do surgery on my head make it worse she faded
Do surgery on my head she faded  
When I can't have it lips like magic 
I been thinkin about how you're so damn drastic 
Wanna be past tense wanna past this
Wanna be past tense wanna past this 
We just been feeling a little bit off for some days 
She gunna leave if it don't feel a way
Piece of a vein no circulation when you do not stay
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson 
 
I been fucken up and repeaten
I wanna run you up then delete it yeah
Hit me up every single weekend
I don't think we fit but I need it yeah
I been fucken up and repeaten yeah
Wanna run you up then delete it yeah
But you hit me every single weekend
I don't think we fit but I need it 
Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites
Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites yeah
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson
Lovers and Playing favorites
Lovers and Playing favorites

lovers & playing favorites

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lovers & playing favorites (prod. prodbytheswitch)

co-codependency
you take the best of me
i'm so hung up on u..

co-codependency
you took the best of me
i'm so hung up on you
always scared that we be falling thru
can you be alone for five more minutes before blowin up my phone?

so it's an issue of trust
everybody's drunk with lust
we all want security
but cheat with impunity
is my commute to work now subject to scrutiny?
goddamn better stage a mutiny

so don't get me wrong, i wanna be with u
'yeah, right' then all hell breaks loose

can you be alone for five more minutes before blowin up my phone?
cus i'm fraying and stressing and twisting my stomach in knots

[produced by yung spoiler]
[art by onlyfriend]

discord ~ [p. sketchmyname]

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