[+] I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
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LYRICS:

[hook/verse: @seejayxo]
I walk in, I'm blacked out
Spent a K on a bag now
Look we just tryna trap out
Baby don't get too attached now (2x)

I'm just with my gang and we coolin'
Baby I know that you want it, you aint foolin this
Pop out with the newest bitch
I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
I be off all kinds of drugs but I got used to it
Pull up on your block, make your heart drop
I got 30 in the Glock, I don't wanna lay you out
But I feel it off the xanny bar, I'm itching hard
Had to pull up in a foreign car, Im swerving off

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
blacked out, sedatives make me pass out
drop a couple k on a bag now 
u don’t feel the same, i could die now 
you won’t shed a tear, eat your heart out
black out n i’m hitting the function 
i’m not the one for discussion 
blood on my jeans, hit em once with the beam 
n seejay jus pouring the tussin
i know better than to get attached now 
this could never last now

blacked out

blacked out (feat. skele) *music vid in desc*

i think it’s time, i
finally stay the night 
and you can look your best
it doesn’t matter 
anything to me
i can’t do anything right 
i’ll zip up my lips cus
i don’t wanna lie to you 

so i’ll try, try 
until i cave in
in my sleep 
see familiar faces 
heart gone blue 
need ventilation 
all my bones shake with anticipation 
and you try but you cannot erase it 
time well spent, i be fillin these pages 
with pretty words that i thought would get her
i’m not the same as i was in december

my dreams are trying to kill me (bennykaay)

It’s tuesday, March 16th and SEMTEX are finally issuing a statement on this tragic incident that has taken place here in Belize. Nobody has seen or heard from Franklin Cook since the night of the 14th, we go to SEMTEX CEO, Eleanor Gray, with their word on this situation. 

“We here at SEMTEX recognise the severity of the situation and are working relentlessly to locate the vessel. We have the very bespeople in the world available to us down there in the water searching for any signs of life. We will not be commenting further, thank you for your patience.”

We now go to Franklins family and friends, who are all anxiously awaiting any sign that Franklin is still alive down there, if you can hear us Franklin, everybody is rooting for you, please come home. 

“Franklin, if you’re out there, keep holding on, we’re all praying for ya buddy.” 

“Yo Frankie, it’s your brother Luc, we’re all out here lookin for ya man, can you come home soon? It’s not the same without you.” 

“Franklin? It’s paul. When you’re back, I’m gonna fly over to America and we can see that new Shawshank movie.”

“Hey Frankie, uhm, we miss you. I got a couple beers in the back of the fridge for when you get home, buddy. We’re all right here waiting. Hope you’re alright.”

“Frankie, if you’re listening mate.. I know what the odds are, we all do but, out of all the people I know if there’s anyone that can come back from this sort of stupid ordeal it’s you.. come back bro.”

where is franklin cook (outro) (jolst)

and hey there 
can i sit here  
i noticed that you were all alone 
and reading jane eyre
and i can’t 
stay here 
i’ll die here 
and if it’s raining for the night
i’ll give you my coat at anytime, i 

like wait there
(wait there)
i’m scared 
(i’m scared)
that you think that i’m shady 
it’s not fair 
(it’s not fair) 
we’re an odd pair
i’ll stay here if you want me to i promise
if not we can rain check 

hey there

i think i recognise you; have you been here before? 

(oh, for real?) 

my bad, i guess not but- 
do you wanna go
we can smoke at mine
if you don’t smoke
i got some beers n we can pass time
i don’t give a fuck about what’s going on 
as long you’re here watching always sunny
til bout quarter past 5 

and hey there 
“hey u :)” 
im fucked up
turned blue 
yeah im too slumped
how bout u 
like oh god !!!!
you’re too cool 

dont walk out 
leave me 
im cut up 
bleeding 
so just stay
these sun rays 
they make me 
feel okay 

all of the things 
that i could now say to you
i don’t know whether to laugh or cry
do you even feel at least half of this?
or will you just sit with your friends and all laugh at this- 
FUCK

and hey there 
can i sit here  
i noticed that you were all alone 
and reading jane eyre
and i can’t 
stay here 
i’ll die here 
and if it’s raining for the night
i’ll give you my at coat anytime, i 

like wait there
(wait there)
i’m scared 
(i’m scared)
that you think that i’m shady 
it’s not fair 
(not fair) 
we’re an odd pair
but i’ll stay here
if you want me to i promise
if not we can rain check 

hey there

i think i recognise you; have you been here before?
oh, for real?

pale (pekarot x jolst)

siren

Orlando

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-can-i-go-home-lyrics

(bonus) can i go home?

healing is stagnant, like the bottom of lake crescent </3 
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lyrics:
chorus [auras]: 
as much as i wanted to restart 
i know im gonna fall apart 
and when the rain pours over my head
it comes out of my eyes again 
healing is stagnant 
like the bottom of lake crescent
where i felt myself grow distant 
why can’t we stay consistent 

verse 1 [anthony sidoti]: 
I feel this way cause I’m complicated 
Find me a way cause I’m losing patience 
sick of it all take away my demons 
Or find me a way to take away this feeling 
Take away this feeling

verse 2 [cmfrt]: 
I tried to stay up that night
I tried to stay up but im falling asleep
consistency isn't one of my virtues
i do what i do im sorry if it hurt u
can't track me like the phases of the moon
erase it all to make me feel new
I'm inconsistent and
i couldn't fix it
she said there's shooting stars tonight
i'll probably miss it

crescent w/ anthony bitchdoti & cmfrt (prod. micco)

Stay By Me

sui~

lay those thoughts to rest for now
like how could they accept me
cant accept myself
time to just stop thinking
so uncomfortable within

this skin its wearing thin
and all those flaws will show
so ill hide myself
within these walls
n never tell a soul

hard to treat yourself
like someone that you love
that mirror floods
my heart with hate

always on the run
treat life like its a joke
but i cant trick myself for good

dion ~

if you’re alone
when I’m gone

did you see
what I see

cause I mean
when I leave

i’ll be long

cause I feel it all again
i know how you pretend

to smile as though we’re still just friends

when no one is around
you cry when feeling down

some days you want it all to end

hard to treat yourself
like someone that you love
that mirror floods
my heart with hate

always on the run
treat life like its a joke
but i cant trick myself for good

took all the chemicals
to try to feel again
been 3 days since ive left this bed
try to cover up
so none of my friends worry
wouldnt wanna burden them

loading screen w/ dion dugas ~ [p. demxntia]

all the loss
such is life
yu can see the scenes repeating
its become so normal now

greyscale filter fused in the paint
n the canvas gets
laid by the wayside
n shredded all across the pavement
just fragments of bits left behind

i dont wanna talk anymore now
its just empty words
at the end of the day ye
runaway get lost in that sunset
and no one will see hear me again

chased away the ones that cared the most
all that self destructive action
its become like clockwork now

sentences jumbling
n never making sense
i forgot how to talk to them
then when the distance gets 2 much
its time to let go ~

greyscale filter fused in the paint
n the canvas gets
laid by the wayside
n shredded all across the pavement
just fragments of bits left behind

i dont wanna talk anymore now
its just empty words
at the end of the day ye
runaway get lost in that sunset
and no one will see hear me again

all the loss
such is life
yu can see the scenes repeating
its become so normal now

loading screen w/ dion dugas ~ [p. demxntia]

suisai