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Hallucinations

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one time! (prod.faith monaco x vvspipes)

Produced by Cymric (@cymricxo) + Vampsta (@vvvampsta) + Larziar (@larziar) + Elxnce (@prodelxnce)

Fourth track from "midwxst mondays" :)

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RUN (MM04)

i really hope you enjoy this as much as i do <3

damaged (prod. dercept & aiden han)

VERSE 1

(epitome)

i solidify the thoughts inside my head
the thoughts that are telling me i’m better off dead
no matter what you say to me
6 feet deep is where i’ll be
as the light from the tunnel grows darker and darker
my mind grows farther and farther away
please stay
stay with me
don’t leave my body alone to decay

VERSE 2

(paperthinwalls)

this is the last time i hope you see me 
(hope you see me)
6 feet underneath i’m not breathing 
it’s too late to go back
i cant run to the past
you left me shattered like glass
knew this would never last
it doesn’t matter i’ll be dead in the morning
body lined with chalk yeah i’m never returning 
i’m writing all these songs yeah this is my warning 
never had a place yeah this doesn’t concern me
oh oh oh
i’m burning it’s ok
i’m learning (i’m learning)
i’m so alone
got nobody i feel like a ghost

BRIDGE

(epitome)

i’m so alone 
i’m so close
to letting go
of the life i use to know

VERSE 3 (shared)

(epitome)

p-p-p-pain is never ending 
i cant find the beginning
my minds at war
don’t know what i’m searching for
a sense of hope maybe?
but i can’t find that lately (lately)

(paperthinwalls)

and lately i’ve been lost in this dream
and no hope of ever escaping
and oh god yeah look what you made me
i’m sorry it’s these feelings that change me

OUTRO

(epitome)

i’m so sorry
please for give me
i cant change
i know i’ll stay the same

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longing for death w/ paperthinwalls (metlast x luffy)

Hallucinations [Prod. Urbs]

this time it won't fix

https://soundcloud.com/heylog
https://soundcloud.com/imcaves
https://soundcloud.com/irby314

you made me feel nauseous 
i keep getting sick
can't remember where it started 
can't forget all that you did to me
you tasted so bittersweet 
i still see you every time i sleep
i gave you every part of me 
i bet you couldn't tell
i fall in love with narcissists,
don't care about myself
i just go through sedatives
keep fucking up my health 
what's the point of heaven,
i already live in hell

it's not easier 
i'll lie and say it is 
i gave up on getting better 
it's just the way it is
i've been feeling numb ever since i was a kid 
i don't wanna die,
but i don't wanna try and live

i said that i loved you 
(save me)
i gave you the blood from my skin
i tried everything
admit it
it's hard but i did it
you left me too damaged 
this time it won't fix

[heylog]
i'm calling for you 
are you with someone else
the pics on my phone
are nowhere to be found 
would it surprise you 
if i took myself
i might just die here
when no ones around
but i made a choice 
that i regret 
stomp out the house
from what i said
and now it's too late to apologize
fumbled my words,
i guess this is goodbye 

i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
baby it's whatever
see you in the next life
i'm trying to forget her 
but god it feels impossible
now she's just a number 
floating in my phone
i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
i don't make any sense
and it makes me wanna cry 
but i look like im stupid
and she say that it's fine 
girl you're pretty funny 
tell another lie

it's not getting easier (w/ heylog) (prod. caves & irby)

better luck next time.

okay (feat. brakence)

sidelines

put it right on me w/ ysb tril

broken

under fire

prod @twikipedia

i cant do this any longer
my mind’s all over the place
no i’m not getting stronger
wish i could take my life and have eternal slumber
if i kill myself tonight do not text my number
you called but i wasn’t there
because i finally kicked my chair
rope burn slowly takes my air
cry out for help no ones there
im sorry i overshare
i know that nobody cares about me
made that shit clear
but i guess thats life
it’s not fair

take my life, i can’t stand it
i’ve been trying to heal my damage
spill my blood on a blank canvas
pray we crash this planes not landing

oversized hoodies been hiding my self harm
and if that cant hide it 
then ill go put bracelets on my arms
and i know its not healthy
but hiding my pain is something that im used to
and these drugs are not helping
but im turning to them because im tryna get through
this nightmare of life for nineteen years
things would be easy if i disappeared
thought i would change but i cant switch the gear
seasonal depression its that time of year
and i pray that it flies by
and if that shit doesn’t 
then i probably wont be alive
and if thats the case
then this is goodbye 
this is the final note
a suicide

fuck this shi-

goodbye

@midwxst

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Midwxst - Me Myself And I (prod. okdyl + austinpyo) [SLUMP AUDIOS EXCLUSIVE]

production + mixing by @lunamatic
recorded + written by me

words
wish i could go back and be sixteen again
when i had no worries bout my future plans
this cycle keeps going it doesn’t seem to end
wishing I cherished the time that we spent
i never noticed how fast that it went
i move without thinking my thoughts on a whim
child of god but the lord knows i’ve sinned
the nights that i tried to take my life
said that i’m fine while dying inside
it isn’t healthy i know i need help
but I’d rather suffer alone, by myself
don’t want you to care
don’t wanna share
my visions clear
talk but don’t hear
you know the rest
miss all my friends
wish it would end
the suffering begins

i’m not good at saying goodbye
too scared of death, not ready to die
but one day I know that i’ll flatline 
when i die, i don’t want you to cry
don’t be worried i’m doing alright

im tired of funerals
and wearing all black
and hospital beds
i hate this damn universe
i watched my friends die and i couldn’t even stop it
and i don’t know what’s next for me, running out of options
wish they could’ve grown up and blossomed
so this song is for them, I’m not stopping

RUN (MM04)

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