estrogen and the doldrums (demo)

produced by mental and tda

[lyrics]

yeah they want me to run, want me to break away from it
yeah it makes me hate the world but i'm okay with it

but is it okay if i'm just in some pain a bit
say it to my face i never learned to take a hint
looking at myself i starve until it makes me sick
and you hate my heart i love the things i make with it
looking out in the distance trying to see clear
your voice brings me back i know that you're not near
i wake up all alone i wish that you were here
but if you started blushing i would disappear
i would disappear

okay with this i'm not so sure bout that
i break away i run real far from all my past
and when i tell them how i feel they all just laugh
i never thought that it would be like all that bad
well have it your way, whatever makes you smile
i just got comfy so i'll be for a while
and please just do not text me baby
i'd rather you dial
i'd sing you a song if this would just last for a while
just last for a while

okay with it +blxty

with my friends @f3arme @tenkayyyyy @7ooox

boyfriend w feardorian & tenkay prod feardorian & prblm

why do you hate me? /_ \
art @mental

@pw4prez
@prod1audii

i can't feel my arms
i can't feel my legs
i can't feel your warmth
i can't feel my head
watching the sunset
how i make you upset?
act like i'm nothing
toy me like puppet

omo- i stab me in my chest and i'm like oh no 
getting voices in my head just like a fucking dono
in the end i'm chillin with my friends just like domo
what you said to me has me breaking in slo-mo
motion sickness i- hate this distance cus-
you said you'd love me forever but you just went ghost
and i hate that the most
please come back when ur cold
No Caller ID's hit my phone and i fold

plus ur hurting me
please stop hurting me
someone murder me
this aint no break it's been 6 months
and ur urging me..
to take every single pill that's alerting me-
i feel stupid
i been shot by an arrow but this aint no cupid
all i feel is sorrow can you guess where that's rooted
start to feel better,, come back say you dream of me
to love i'm alergic when i feel it my sinus screams
my throat is sore, my body aches and my hearts dispersed
say that you hate me,, well can it get worse?
well i still love you... feels like it's a curse i have :/

i can't feel (sochi x audii)

for lily <3
prod me

take your hand, i wont let it go
i was lost, you gave me a home
i was freezing in the winter cold
you just warmed my heart, you made it whole
i give my all to you, you know you deserve it
thought i was worthless, you made it all worth it
though i was lost, but you came and gave me purpose
take my heart, yea ill trust you not to hurt it

you keep me warm in the winter
the flowers might wither,
but ill always be by your side
ill be your light when it gets dark
i swear youll always have my heart
i wouldnt change it if i could, if i could
and anything that i could do, i would
through anything ill just stay true, ill stay put
you know ill always be with you, for good

to you

taste of melancholy (bixby cover)

@kggn @sjr-beats @user-882451933
📸@twikipedia

u dont love me baby are u sure?
take these mellys till my tummy hurt
i remember i was never heard
now they flocking to me like a bird
check my pulse ya just like a nurse
make it pop ya just like a nerve
never first i was always third
shawty how im supposed to take ur word

do it wrong, all i do is do it wrong do it wrong
take ur problems break them all in half 
and now i'm moving wrong (i'm moving wrong)
only wanna come back when i'm moving on
see u round the corner who u snooping on
look me in my eyes i dont wanna sign off
i cant love u i dont wanna lie ugh
if i like it then im gonna buy ya
tell me how am i supposed to make it right ugh

i was never first i was always last
i wanna go back i wanna go back
make me feel so hurt make me feel so mad
she gonna make me crash my heart has a crack
we was supposed to last
my heart broke u wont take me in one piece
already dead swear 2 god i'm a mummy
built this from ground up and burn me to nothing
i wont lie i miss you, and i know that you don't
is it wrong if i love? cus im falling in love
and enough is enough i'm calling ur bluff
why are you so rough why am i still here

pulse (kuru sjr 23)

i can see the city from ur bedroom
sun rising imma go to bed soon
is it goin how its meant to
and i know the things u need but its a lot
off exotic go and skip a month
how it work its never too much
baby im so numb but i can feel ur touch
and i cannot give up on u til i go under

yea i see her eyes and the way they luster
u can see my eyes red cuz im smokin thunder
and i got my cash up while im in my slumber
she showed me what shes like yea i could trust her
inhale til i cant feel
shield around my heart baby made of steel
i can see your pain baby whats the deal
like baby are you okkkk

bedroom (kir)

me and glaive tryna get this on spotify. hopefully it will be up there soon :)

also the cover art, it's a picture from an advertisement for body bags, not a real dead person.

ok thank you if you're reading this thank you for listening :)
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bitch i walk into-
bitch i walk into the party with a strap
everybody dropping, got more ammo in the back
ion feel too good today, like fuck it, i'ma crash
ion feel nothing til they leave in bodybags

bitch i'm strapped like NRA
i hop in this fucking whip
like who the fuck gon die today
who am i gon kill today
bitch i'm sick of feeling good
i ain't gon take my pill okay
bitch i'm sick of feeling straight
like who blood getting spilled okay

lil bih i'm strapped up like.
i'ma walk into the store and air this whole bitch out on god
bitch my loadout really fye, like my ass irl on COD
put that fye on himself, bih ion need no fucking squad

bitch i walk into-
bitch i walk into the party with a strap
everybody dropping, got more ammo in the back
ion feel too good today, like fuck it, i'ma crash
ion feel nothing til they leave in bodybags

i know that bih hung up on some old shit
fuck that ho, bih that my old bih
i was like 10 taking notes on ogrish
hoping nobody would notice
woke up this morning i'm dropping 10 bodies
i need more, like, i'm losing focus
pour up a cup of that blood
lil bitch i'm sipping but that's just a bonus

taste of melancholy (bixby cover)

sustanieu

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