[COVER] Inochi Bakkari「命ばっかり」

「SNIPPET」They All The Same prod. NK Music

[COVER] H.E.R.//Are You Dumb

[SNIPPET]  Jennifer Pan - prod. Skrullz

[SNIPPET] Waterside prod. Skrullz

[COVER] And This is Just the Intro

24 - Kanye West [SNIPPET + COVER]

Cover of Enchanted Waterfall from Alone at Prom.
Singing & Mixing: Suti~Tooti
Writing & Prod: Tory Lanez & crew (I'm sorry I dont know his amazing ass producers lol)

[COVER] Enchanted Waterfall  - Tory Lanez

Look, Save Me (prod. splashgvng)

was bored, chorus peaks but i dont care too much to be honest lol

[COVER] Tsumi No Kaori

beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kYdp6wQTQ1Q
Lyrics:
I'm trying to calm down and reason through it
Lie down with the pain, and try to keep it moving
And in my sleep, I close my eyes and see you with
a side of him that's not in me, I can't forget
 
The unfamiliarity in those eyes you give
Like you was shot and hit yo ur head and you should be dead
or maybe I should be cause you scramble your head
for times of you and me but you finding him instead

And I just can't take it
Feels like  yall waiting for me on these corners
Shit got me thinkin' 

Yall really must be fakin'
Or yall love's like the rest of the universe

It revolves around me   

Yall talk me about me

If you invite me to a concert yall can fuck around me
And act like I can't hear your heart beat my seat
Text me late at night and say you didn't see me
Well tomorrow see me bleed from my wrist 

Bitch.
  

CHORUS
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Just hear me out girl
Stop hanging with him
Stop hanging with him

Keep your ass locked up
Or I'll hang from this tree
At a moment's whim
 
VERSE 2
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At this point, I'm more mad at me for bad decisions
To have emotions, fall in love, and get locked in prison
inside my head,

Thoughts of me committing to another person
pop up way more than my nigga suicide ever did

So when I fall into these stints where my heart begins to pile
with vile ire, toxins, and all hateful desires
I know that something's different with me and I can't compare
but I wonder if the old cold me would keep warmer & better rested here

Maybe he would,
but does the answer question do me any good?
I can send my mind back to 18 when I wandered across the tundra
Banner Saga was shielded like Sundr 
I kept the black trench on me like Blade,
saw warm me and locked his ass in a cage
I knew he'd cave is wasn't holed in a cave
Fuck I look wearing hearts on my sleeve so they hooray
and get too close to me
 a narc in shadows hiding his rage



And dammit even as I write this song
I'm getting kicked out the studio where I belong
For you and fuckin club to watch Titans there with ya new hulk
Bulkin while I'm sulkin to a new room to write off

My disgust, my fear, and disdain for my ego
that fact showed me love in spite all of it though
leaves me hating myself more
behind a dark locked door
while I'm shouting out to a mic
Can Amanda just put me back on the artic floor?

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Just hear me out girl
Stop hanging with him
Stop hanging with him

Keep your ass locked up
Or I'll hang from this tree
At a moment's whim

Stop Hanging with Him (prod. NK Music)

About helping friends shoulder mental health issues while trying stop your heart doesn't get in the way & a developing savior complex. The very last song I wrote my senior year of college. 

First EP dedicated to a college friend as a graduation gift.


Lyrics:

INTRO
You know it's hard
I try to help people through mental health problems
And there's obviously gonna be some issues
But I think at some point
You kinda gotta teach them that time fixes all
And I cannot provide all the solutions to you
'Cause frankly put

VERSE 1
I'm not your therapist (x3)
I'm not your savior (x3)
I try to be your hero (x2)
But I've got my problems
I try to be your hero (x2)
But my heart is a problem

Maybe if I rip it out my chest my dear
Oh, I could think your problems away
I could wish your problems away
Maybe if I could separate myself from here
Oh, I could wash your problems away
I could solve you problems today

BRIDGE:
Honestly I think my biggest fear is when
I have to deal with women in these particular cases
Because I wanna help
Like I really wanna help
But at some point
It might become romantic
And then I don't know how helpful I'll be

VERSE 2:
I've got the answers (x2)
But I will just hold them
I know solutions (x2)
But you will not know them
Sensing your feelings (x2)
You really like him
If you need a hero (x2)
Then you better look past him

Trying to remove romance from my head
But it just will not go away
(It just will not go away)
I can feel this problem with stay
I will regret this when I find you dead
(Find you dead)
Oh, this guilt will not go away
(This guilt will not go away)
So I must fix your problem today

OUTRO:
I don't know
I don't want another Etika situation
Where it feels like I could've done something
And I didn't
You know I didn't know him
I still felt like
"I've been through there"
I should've helped
And I don't want that shit happening again
So I'm gonna help as much as I fuckin can
Even if I'm out of pocket for it

Romantic Therapist (prod. jxsie beats)

First EP dedicated to a college friend as a graduation gift.

Patience (prod. tennis player)

Ambient Waves

[SNIPPET] Nothing Is Free

written 4th of July weekend in a hotel room in like 30 minutes lmao

WorldWide Weeb

This is an off the top freestyle I made for a Halloween work event...so...yeah 😂 Maybe I'll do more of these in the future :P

Beat: https://soundcloud.com/altitvde/rainstrm?si=8c073661f57f4afda28ef26b815ca9d9&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Casper Wont Leave My House (Prod. Altitude)

My favorite track on the project, bar none. How I've learned to empathize, understand what pain I was inflicting on my family, and how I've habitually found comfort in just being snow.

Run Through the Snow (Pt. 2)

A fun winter EP made in a month. Hope you enjoy

Run Through the Snow (Pt. 1)

She got my endorphins rushin 🤷🏾‍♂️Happy Holidays yall :]

Can also listen here: https://open.spotify.com/track/5NxwTvwD29k2ucgpwsDbMr?si=74fc8f70eb044317

Christmas Endorphins

Huge shout-out to Nadiya Carcana for the feature. Amazing performance :']
prod. Fred Irie Beats

The beginning of the song is a recreation of a conversation I had with one of my best friends recently after a night of clubbing. For whatever reason, everyone always thinks we're together...I'm tired of it 😓Song is a male & female perspective on basically...well...getting c**kblocked lol Oh, and not wanting to be alone on New Year's.

Alone on New Year's (feat. Nadiya)

A 2 part song about my past experiences dealing with chronic depression and using snow as an emotional outlet. You can also listen to the individual parts here

Part 1 (only) : https://soundcloud.com/sutitooti/run-through-the-snow-pt-1
Part 2 (only): https://soundcloud.com/sutitooti/run-through-the-snow-pt-2

Run Through the Snow

A stroll through a snowy forest with magical sneakily creatures popping out of every nook and cranny playfully observing the human walking in their habitat...pretentious i know, but that was what came to mind :P

Arpeggiate Winter

Not everyone wants to be in a relationship, and even if they do, being hurt takes time to get over. We may sound bitter, but time will fix it, so just...give me some distance.

Produced, Mixed, & Mastered by me


Lyrics:
She can open her legs
I will not open my heart though
Sounds misogynistic
But I'm just fuckin' bitter
From last time I opened up and my heart broke
Shattered on the ground
In glass pieces
I tried to pick it up
But I couldn't see it
The walls closing in
When she left
I couldn't believe it
Light left the room
Now I'm feeling blind
And Lord can't fix this
But time will
Unless it's rewinded

Never see me on a dating app
'Cuz I don't trust nobody
'Cuz every time I opened up
I fuckin' lost somebody
You get close to me
And send a DM
Then you can stare at all them read receipts
Crickets from inbox
Like Jiminy
Say you into me
Then you my enemy
Intimacy is not one my many strengths
Baby
She tried to hook me up with her friends
It was a setup
I told her "I don't need support"
She said "I'm lonely"
And called the next up
I'm not lonely
I'm fucking chosen
I don't know why you think that I'm broken
To shut you up
I'll go on date
Oh shit
Wait
Take a look at my schedule
Nothing's open
And neither are the doors to heart
I keep em closed
And next time you knock
Uh, maybe just don't
'Cuz I don't need saving
I need space
To fill my closet up with skeletons
Don't wait

Oh
I didn't ask for your assistance
I don't know why you're so persistent
You wanna help me
Then turn 180 degrees
And make distance
I'm rotten to my core
And I'm worthless
Better off alone
'Cuz I'm twisted
You looking for the me with heart
You just missed him

Claim that you love me
But baby you said you need distance
You was part of my plan
Guess you see somethin' different
In the back of my mind
You still part of my wishes
Ring my line
Press decline
Guess you found someone different
I just needed closure
(I just needed closure)
You won't give me closure
(You won't give me closure)
Glad our love is over
Toxic is your culture
Two faces to fuck
Who really the Gemini
She don't give a fuck
She known for her petty lies
Like damn
I done fell for this shit way too many times
Baby the type to go look for the winners
The scammers, the dealers
The "niggas with money"-type
Tricking on hoes to help him heal with the pain inside
Smoking on thrax help me heal with the pain inside
Baby I was perfectly fine until you came into my life

Oh
I didn't ask for your assistance
I don't know why you're so persistent
You wanna help me
Then turn 180 degrees
And make distance
I'm rotten to my core
My last heartbreak has made me cold
If you're looking for love
You can walk out the back door

I don't want your assistance
Why are you so persistent
You wanna help me
Turn 180 degrees
And make distance
I'm rotten to my core
My last heartbreak has made me cold
If you're looking for love
You can walk out the back door

Make Distance (feat. kmë)

An open verse I recorded for Ian Santillano's "Pendulum" as part of a Instagram challenge. I can't upload this anywhere else so...here 😂

Music Video I made is here:
https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cqc7am3NigQ/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link

Pendulum (Open Verse) / Suti~Tooti

23 year old, born/raised in Indianapolis, IN. 
Now living in the Bay area. 
I just write about my life.

Suti~Tooti

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