unmastered unmixed i saw this in my bounces folder when i was looking for something else and its kinda sweet>>>>

Better Off

the slowed and reverbed versions of this on youtube all sucked ass so i made my own

LA LA LA LA LA

WATCHU WANT

SHITTY FRIENDS

you've got shitty friends and a bad attitude
(all i know is i want ya)
you got under my skin i know its a weak excuse
(i would be a fool for ya)

suddenly fiending out
im not like this but you're gonna bring it out
my junkie to your downtown street   

when are we growing up 
cus im worn out from all of this fuckin round
who is this dead beat?

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FUCKIN TIRED

too fucking tired
just too fucking tired

mess and the ashes living like shit 
empty bottles holler at me 
hollow like my head 
after a day like this 

full bowl made and staring at me
no impulse to finish things
bouncing consciousness will never let me rest

told you to lay it all on me 
i dont need a break and 
i dont need a moment 
could this be my destiny
producing creating 
reducing my body 
consuming and faking 
i dont need nobody 
you aint no thing to me

too fucking tired
just too fucking tired


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THIRSTY

you know when i miss you
there's nothing i'd rather do more than
smoke this joint you rolled for me
in the afternoon i wake up
disoriented and thirsty as fuck
mistakes on my sheets but nobody

could it be? you and i reunited?
is it flashlights casting shadows in my head?

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I DON'T CARE DO I SHIT

i made my peace with never hearing your voice again
wake up when i'm feeling on top
i don't know what i did to be so inadequate
tryna be good but i'm running out of patience

fuck your taste fuck your taste i don't think bout you anyway
never wanted an easy thing i don't care when you're leaving me

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IBUPROFEN

phone in hand
name on breath
sorry looming
gonna break again
tried to quit
but so enabled
every dep
got cruel black label

calling and calling
and writing and writing
tired of working
keep coming to that dead end
gear shift broken
every day stuck in first
and no hope of shaking it

ibuprofen and wine 
could be your lullaby tonight
dull blades from cutting ties 
and if they missed you they would write sometime

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DEPRESSI

dont talk to me
cus i know every word that you say
would be wasted
treading water out of obligation
but the impulse is calling to dive in 

if i dont move
if i dont speak 
if i dont drink 
if i give up 
everything will be fine 

projecting the reel on the inside of my eyes 
loosen the threads on the bullshit you left behind 

sleeping through the day if im unconscious 
therell be less to think 
every time i turn around another thing
i gotta fix
whispering youre living on borrowed time 
and youre blowing it 
baby girl you think youre grown but 
it looks like you learned nothing

boykhrush( dont look at me )

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