Lyrics:
I banged my fist on the glass of the window of your door. I stared hard thru you as you went back to that whore. 

I broke my hand and lost my mask, cussed you to hell and back real fast cuz you got a heart like a bucket full of glass. And I’m in love with your ass. 

Chorus: 
You don’t let me in, you lock me out.
Hear my cry, baby I’m gonna shout
Shake my fist hollering 
This heart don’t run. 
Gonna stomp my foot and get real loud
You’re my man, there ain’t no doubt
Shake my fist hollering 
Baby you’re my only one
This heart don’t run 
This heart don’t run 
This heart don’t run
Baby you’re my only one. 

I was at your house back before you were shacked up with that whore and you let my love you like you needed me too. 

I gave you all the love I had, broke my heart you wouldn’t give it back. Least not the way that I needed you to. 

I broke down and I got out. 
You reeled me back now shit’s gone south
And I’m shattered like a bucket full of glass. 
And I’m in love with your ass. 
I’m in love with your ass. 

Chorus.

Bucket Full of Glass

Band practice phone recording. 

Lyrics:
Don’t blow out the candle or all the lights will leave. I may be mute but I ain’t dumb. I keep my mouth shut to keep from saying words 
I don’t mean. 

Chorus:
I don’t mean to be mean, 
And I never meant to act like I would be okay if you walked away.
Call the police, arrest me
I’m stubborn as you can be and I feel like the devil is winning again. 
The devil’s winning again. 

If it ain’t tough, it ain’t worth living
I ain’t tough and I ought to be dead. 
Coincidentally tonight for the first time
I put a cold gun to my head. 
I don’t know what I mean

Chorus 

I got a pack of matches in my pocket and I know you got another cigarette. 
Can I please spark you up one more time and hope to God we both forget. 
I don’t know what I mean

Chorus

Another Cigarette

Do Do

I deleted your number from my phone 
Cuz I can't seem to leave you alone
It's everyday I wonder 'bout you
Oh everyday

I wish I'd known you better long ago
Can't take back time I know
Everyday I woulda spent with you
Oh everyday I'd spend with you

Just so you know 
I can't call you no more
It's every day I'm waiting on you
Oh every day I'm waiting on you
CHORUS
And I could wait a day or two
And I could wait an hour or two
You make me wait 
a week or two
and I'm just wondering if you're wondering about me too
oh im' just wondering if you're wonderting about me too

I deleted your number from my phone
I like being alone
Everyday it's what i'm used
Oh every day is better with you

I deleted your number from my phone
i'm chasing smoke
everyday i'm a fool
Oh every day a fool for you

CHORUS

I Deleted Your Number From My Phone

I can't hold you. I can't kiss you. I can't touch you. I can't hug you. I can't see you. I can't talk to you. I can't want you. I can't want you to want me too. I can't be near you.

I can't need you. I can't need to feel the way you make me do. You do. You do. 

I want to hold you. I want to kiss you. I want to touch you. I want to hug you. I want to see you. I want to talk to you. I want to talk to you.

Oh I dream you. And I think that maybe you could too. I want to lay beside you. I want to feel all right. I want to. I want to want you to want me want me too. I just to talk to you. 

You. 
Just want to talk to you.

Talk To You

I was covered in you like kudzu, wrapped up tangling in your vine.
I was stuck like a crook in a guilty conviction. 
I did my time and I can't escape this fantasy. 
This Neverland, I'll never see will I ever weed my way away from you?

CHORUS:
And every time I get a hold of myself within, 
I trip over your stem and get pulled back in and 
covered in you like kudzu.
I get covered in you. 

Will I unwind myself from this knotted in my stomach 
hopeful rope I clung on to. 
I bleeded guts through my chest. 
I gave you the best, I passed all the tests. 
You put me to rest. 

CHORUS

Somebody transplant me to a pitch black planet. 
Where I can't see the possibility of you and me
greening green. 
Every time I get a hold of myself within, 
I trip over your stem and get pulled back in and
covered in you like kudzu.

CHORUS.

Kudzu

Simple phone recording.  The professional recording version will be more up tempo. 

I like you, I like you
I think you know that I like you
and if it don't matter to you
there's not much I can say at all

I like spending time with you
I think you like spending time too
but I can't tell cuz you don't say anything at all. 

Now you know I like you
I'm scared to know if you like me to 
So i don't want you to say anything at all

Gonna say what I mean and mean what I say 
When I'm looking at you with that smile on my face
When I'm looking at you and ain't got nothing to say
I'm looking at you thinking

CHORUS
Hey Baby, be my baby
Hey Baby, be my baby

I like you, I like you
and I just wanted you to know I like you
and if it don't matter to you
there's not much I can say at all. 

When I'm looking at you with that smile on my face
When I'm looking at you and I'm turning away
When I'm looking at you and ain't got nothing to say
I'm looking at you thinking

Hey Baby, be my baby
Hey Baby, be my baby
Be my baby

When I'm looking at you and you're turning away
When I'm looking at you with that smile on your face
When I'm looking at you and ain't got nothing to say 
I'm looking at you thinking

There's not much I can say at all. 
No there's not much I can say at all.

I Like You

Some days you feel like dying I guess.

Lyrics:
I’m sitting at home tonight.
I’m drinking all alone tonight 
Keeping them cigarettes light
Got damage to do. 
I let myself knock ‘em back
Drown the memories that come to mind
Holding my tears in tides 
Hurting for you. 

Chorus:
Love will make you crazy
Love will make you blue
Love’s the most precious thing 
can be taken from you. 
Love will leave you lonely 
Love will fade to black
The love for you that broke my heart is always gonna last.

But I really wanna did tonight 
Pills will make my pain fell all right
How many is one too high
That’s what I’m gonna do.
The sun will shine and my spirit 
will have
taken flight 
I’m sorry for this goodbye 
It’s what I gotta do. 

Chorus. 

My friend. My friend. 

When I’m dead and gone
 will you love me then? 
When I’m dead and gone 
will you love me then?
When I’m dead and gone 
will you cry for me
My friend? My friend?

My Friend

Fun little pop song.

I wake up every morning and I want to talk to you. But I don’t want to talk to you, I don’t want to talk to you. Never is there a morning where I want to miss you, but I got to get away from you, I got to get away from you. 

Chorus:
Oh I could love you the rest of my life, you don’t want that kind of love so I got to say goodbye. I can’t keep breaking my heart, my heart is so true, so I guess that leaves my heart forever blue. Forever blue. 

I go through every day and I want to be with you, but I can’t get to you so what’s the point in being with you. Every minute of this day I’ve struggled with what to do but I know what I got to do, I got to get away from you. 

Chorus. 

When the sun goes down and I’m longing for you, it’s hard to get over you it’s so hard to get over you. The stars come out and I named one after you, I’m so far away from you, I had to get away from you. 

Oh I could love you the rest of my life, you don’t want that kind of love so I got to say goodbye.

Forever Blue

Dead John

All these songs are  written by me and recorded on the voice memo of my iPhone. Fancy I am not.

Suzanne Stafford

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