This Is What My Mind Looks Like

This is the first single off of DEAL's debut EP, "I Don't Even Tell My Therapist This Shit"

©DEAL 2025
®DEAL 2025

This Is What My Mind Looks Like

The second single from our upcoming EP I Don't Even Tell My Therapist This Shit

Vocals/Acoustic guitar: Luci Brown 

Feels like the world is choking me, and everyone's out to get me
Pinning me up against the wall, pinning me up against my will
I just love how you see me with a sharp pain in your eyes
I just love how you hate me! I just love how you hate me!

I never sought to be this way, I never wanted this
I didn't wanna be this way, I didn't ask for this
But is it possible for someone like me to finally get my god damn happy ending 
When is it my turn, when is it my turn for my god damn happy ending

I don’t know why, but it feels like I’m dying.
I don’t know why, but I just wanna lie here.
And I don’t know what’s gonna happen,
But all I want is to matter
I just wanna find meaning 
I just want a happy ending 
I don't wanna die so young
But I don't wanna live forever

I never sought to be this way, I never wanted this
I didn't wanna be this way, I didn't ask for this
But is it possible for someone like me to finally get my god damn happy ending 
When is it my turn, when is it my turn for my god damn happy ending

I never sought to be this way, I never wanted this
I didn't wanna be this way, I didn't ask for this
But is it possible for someone like me to finally get my god damn happy ending 
When is it my turn, when is it my turn for my god damn happy ending
I never sought to be this way, I never wanted this
I didn't wanna be this way, I didn't ask for this
But it's impossible for someone like me to finally get my god damn happy ending 
It'll never be my turn, never be my turn for my god damn happy ending

Happy ending…
Where's my fucking happy ending?

©DEAL 2025
®DEAL 2025


Happy Ending

DEAL is an group formed in November of 2024 and is composed of Luci Brown (Lead Vocals/Guitar), Dallon McCray (Vocals/Rhythm Guitar), Unpaid Sandwich (Vocals/Keyboard/Bass), and Elliott Williams Leasure (Drums) and are currently working on their first EP titled "I Don't Even Tell My Therapist This Shit"