drove 830+ miles to see 2 people really special to me, only to just be turned away, so I mostly just found it nesisary to (out of my spare time) floor it up and down those curvy roads of michigan. today, i got back home, and i have never felt so damn empty.

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The Upload

mastered by @araelsounds

I started this song at 2am on in late December, 2017 within the same week that i made Pale and Northbound during my first grueling couple months of sobriety. 

This song symbolizes every moment of hardship that i could muster since then and now. Mental illness, home life, losing people close to me, losing myself, finding myself then losing it again. Through bad break ups and new relationships. Through late night panic episodes, moments of clarity and everything else in between. 

I decided to finish this song in early June 2020 In the middle of the pandemic as the result of a very, very bad trip, 400 miles away from home. while i was standing on the beach at 1am losing my mind, this song is what kept me grounded. it was the sand that swallowed my feet keeping me close to home. I saw my first shooting star in the middle of listening to it and knew at that moment that this was MY healing song. 

For years i would come back to this song to help me feel something. it is BY FAR the most meaningful thing i've ever made and im glad that i lived long enough to present it to everyone. Honestly at this point if i died id be happy knowing that i finally put this song out. I could "retire" this project at peace if i wanted to at this point. This song means that much to me. 

Thank you for your patience and your presences, it really means the world man

healing.

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thats all it was

Hi, dear friend! We are finishing the spring season and breaking into the summer to the sounds of a futuristic vibe. Only forward to meet new musical emotions together with the Emotions Control podcast! In this release, everything new and interesting from the world of the emotional bass scene over the past month, namely: an EP from Øneheart @iamoneheart, an exclusive future premiere from Falldren @falldren, tracks from compilations from Equity @equitycollective and Synesthesia Music @snsthsmusic  collectives, as well as fresh releases from labels ILLUSIONE @illusione_collective, Liquid Ritual @liquidritual, vibe.digital @vibe-digital  and much more. And two real discoveries of this year took part in this episode, two guests, representatives of the breakthrough genre  Neogrime - Hyades @xohyades and NIGHT BLOOM @nightbloomed, who will present their favorite compositions and exclusive tracks and introduce the style in their guest mixes. Enjoy listening!

Hyades 
Soundcloud https://soundcloud.com/xohyades
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/xohyades

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Instagram https://www.instagram.com/nightbloomed
Bandcamp https://nightbloomed.bandcamp.com

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00:00 New 
Intro - yerbownik - scary all over
Øneheart & Wilee - Genesis	
jone & decc - hayley
TEARZ - WIRED
Aurora Night - Neeya
OWAK - Gone
nyln. - Living Like This (prod. Willix)
Falldren - Second Destiny	
Sage - Move On	
Skeler x Ytho - Artificial.
Equator & Riptidal - Forsaken
die together in venus. - ever since i met you	
førget. - need
PinkPantheress - Where you are FT. WILLOW (Gastah Remix)
niteboi✨ - теряю	
Bafu - Lightning
TRIGO - Keys To The Past
REMNANT.exe & iSorin - Holon System
lvst - Netrunner
Sudoverse - Crea Diem	
REMNANT.exe - Cerulean
Krewella & Beauz - Never Been Hurt (Static Angel Remix)	
Dyzphoria & Aekae - Vamp
Dravoh - Antidote
PEARL WHITE - NOSTALGIA VEHICLE
pexØt - Demons	
Tako Tomago - Absolution
Hamper & motionxbeats - Moments
sinkrate - EXODUS w/gwendear	
CYNØVA 🌙✨ - Abyss (feat. onte)	
iwilldiehere - LUV & PAIN	
Sun Diego - Shootingstars (BlazinG Remix)
Ivoryghost - Love Lost
SPYRAL - Void
evade - INYOURMIND
SAGE - Continuum
KITTYANGEL X SHXPE - UNITE [MRJAY REMIX]	
nightblure - I Want You Know
Just Connor - Hyperstrike
Angel Cannon - Want It All
_chris elrik - Commerce & Space Ghosts
Deadcrow - GT1000
BLVCK CEILING - green sky	
Altare - Path	
mxrc - prophecy//+dietogetherinvenus
lucas laze - not around	lucas laze

1:06:50 NIGHT BLOOM Guest Mix

precious - Bipolar
NIGHT BLOOM x ID - ID
Hyades - Veum
NIGHT BLOOM x ID - ID
NIGHT BLOOM - did i tell You?
precious - de_tached
Gastah - Honest
NIGHT BLOOM x ID - ID
precious - solace
odraud - ID
gl00my - Self Cntrl
odraud - Girls
Gastah - Too Soon
NIGHT BLOOM - Exodusk (gl00my Remix)
Pholo - Dramma
henryisdead - Doja
NIGHT BLOOM - Errors
NIGHT BLOOM - Last Line

1:35:45 Hyades Guest Mix

Night Bloom - When U Entered My Life
Hyades - Amber
JATO - COMMAND0_PR0
Hyades & Night Bloom - Rush
Charli XCX - CLAWS (Pholo Remix)
Hyades - ID
M!NGO - Lotus
Hyades - ID
gl00my - Now U See Me
Hyades - Bitter

Emotions Control Podcast #35 Hyades & Night Bloom Guest Mix [May 2022]

𝕴 𝖉𝖔𝖓’𝖙 𝖍𝖆𝖙𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖉𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘. 𝕴𝖙 𝖜𝖆𝖘 𝕴𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖉𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝕴 𝖜𝖆𝖘 𝖗𝖆𝖎𝖘𝖊𝖉

Collabs incoming with various homies, lots of new styles too, expect neo, drill to wave in the next weeks

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WASTE

In case anyone is wondering: 
Yes that's me singing, I like to sing in my tracks sometimes ^^ 

Featured on DVRK HVLF / DSWL's YouTube <3
https://youtu.be/JPc_3KMtzs8

Lyrics: 
Maybe we can fly away, just take my hand 
Maybe you'll be here to stay and understand 
All these feelings that I have in me, all those times that I don't regret 
Daddy, I'm falling down this hole 
Daddy, I think I'm losing control 

Music video on YouTube (NSFW warning 🔞): 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Co25HLylfxA

SFW music video: 
https://youtu.be/y_5hxWBvDP8

Cover art from the film 🎬 A Kite (1998)

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STAHL - EGO [2017]

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~~ Flesh and Shadow ~~
The flesh and bone
It carries on between and
In dark shadow
Can feel the weight that’s creeping
Beneath the low 
The gravity is pulling
Above it all 
This house is slowly mending

Each covered soul
Captive and bound in body
When left alone
The work is only starting  
The weathered old
Left traces for the finding
And young will hold
The hopes and dreams in binding  

Gone misdirection
Sight finally locked in
Crosshair is holding
The prey is the fear
Lost all distraction 
Plot found and dialed in
Comfort in knowing
It’s always been here

In space below
Hidden in little lockets
Each truth to hold
Captive in golden guidance

The flesh and bone
It carries on between and
In dark shadow
Can feel the weight that’s creeping
Beneath the low 
The gravity is pulling
Above it all 
This house is slowly mending

Each covered soul
Captive and bound in body
When left alone
The work is only starting  
The weathered old
Left traces for the finding
And young will hold
The hopes and dreams in binding   

New held perception
Born from the rest in  
Due time and vesting 
The pieces are near
Gone the deception
Shed skin to lessen 
Mind over mess how 
Like crystal it’s clear

In space below
Hidden in little lockets
Each truth to hold
Captive in golden guidance

In space below
Hidden in little lockets
Each truth to hold
Captive in golden guidance

thats all it was

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