worlds ending but idgaf

@euphoriaclub
@inno1k
@i789c

we only talk like once or twice a month
either of them i can't seem to bare at all
running with these thoughts like a marathon
please don't call me up you don't care at all

lot of toxines that i cough out
gonna slip if i don't watch out
hit me up don't wanna talk now
(hit me up don't wanna talk now)

i feel like i'm in a trance cant feel my body move my legs
i'm not talking bout the bands that i be grabbing with my hands
i know she call me her man, i ain't even her real man
stuffed up pocket gotta spend, do not chatter, no amends

no amends im just messing
girl it's u that i miss everyday
i just spend time like its fucking cake
got my bands up now it's time to play

whatever, im sipping til my head hurt
u no human u better, u got me under weathers
i wear italian leather, cus its a cold december
but not close to november, i cant believe i let herrrrrrrr

we only talk like once or twice a month
either of them i can't seem to bare at all
running with these thoughts like a marathon
please don't call me up you don't care at all

lot of toxines that i cough out
gonna slip if i don't watch out
hit me up don't wanna talk now
(hit me up don't wanna talk now)


thank u all for everything, love from euphoria ♥

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pokaz mi twoje dlonie
twoja twarz cala plonie
mialysmy wszystko teraz to splonie
pokaz mi wszystko zrobie to sobie

ty nadal tylko milczysz
chcialabym zobaczyc twoje blizny
przepraszam za wyrzadzone krzywdy
przepraszam za ten okres on byl zimny

on byl zimny
zdjecia krwawych chcial
mialam wiele zlych twarxy

pokaz mi twoje dlonie
twoja twarz cala plonie
mialysmy wszystko teraz to splonie
pokaz mi wszystko zrobie to sobie

to spłonie (rezlaine nskyi)

rip tomekk <\3 


https://soundcloud.com/wstdyth
https://soundcloud.com/emorave
https://soundcloud.com/45avast
https://soundcloud.com/callme004

breather + emorave wstdyth (tomekk avast) rip tomekk

dirt krystal (gl0)

rip gl0wrm (shinju)

ft @820
prod. @sorrovw x @e3q x @pdumb

is this what i wanted?
i'm always repeating
i just iv’d my system
act like u don't get it
say that u always forget it
i can not hold conversations
why do i gotta remind you
don't know what i been expecting

i doubt everything's core
i doubt u miss me more
this room turned me cold again
i’m cold and bleeding
i say hello
but u barely talk
dont pretend........
it's only air..................

iv ft. nosgov (sorrovw x bbmud x e3q)

@820 @https://on.soundcloud.com/naC1mHvXuCwvK4ns5

babytooth ft. nosgov「dy.wsh」

what’s this subtle shift in change?
why can’t i feel the fucking same?
why does it hurt when u say my name?
why do u talk to me like that?
yea i hate it

im always in ur arms but i'll never stay
always told her "promise im one call away"
and lay here forced to stay awake
its like six days later im wide awake
i hate when im feeling low
look high like telescope
ur only mental trope
the one u need the most

always around but I’m never there
u took notice to the the things we share
u said u like the feeling of pain
what’s this subtle shift in change?
why can’t i feel the fucking same?
why does it hurt when u say my name?
why do u talk to me like that?
yea i hate it
hate it

don't want me back?
u left this heart stuck in a stall
i hear that beep when i call
u told me leave u alone
why does it hurt when we talk

always around but I’m never there
u took notice to the the things we share
u said u like the feeling of pain
what’s this subtle shift in change?
why can’t i feel the fucking same?
why does it hurt when u say my name?
why do u talk to me like that?
yea i hate it
hate it

forgetting u is breathing water ft. 80cry (e3q x gl0)

https://soundcloud.com/gl0wrm

rest in peace gl0 forever a truly unreal musician

gl0wrm - benzo (scarletchoir)

featuring @1anesthesia <3
prod @toyema

lyrics:

(sif)
im seeing death on the horizon
dark thoughts
im with the violence
.45 keep it silenced
kill the noise
i keep it silent
goth girls on some vyvanse
blood soaking thru my white dress
trap witch till my life ends
feel like im drowning in the deep end

anxiety
i cant breathe
felt my soul leave my heart now it just bleeds
crippling fear controls me
too much smoke in the room now i cant see
boxing up the crib w some dirty weed
crushin perc 30s in between my teeth
anxiety
i cant breathe
felt my soul leave my heart now it just bleeds

(@1anesthesia)
locked in my tower,
haven’t seen the stars in a while
death knocking at my door,
i greet the devil with a smile
it feels great to be the villain every once in a while
my hearts been bloodied and my souls been defiled

but i’m the fool, im the magician
i create what i been missing
cut the head off the serpents thought i didn’t hear em hissing
yea im tetsuo the iron man cuz only flesh needs fixing
i do it for the dead can’t go out sad i must be different

silencer

silencer + anesthesia (toyema)

i feel so bad
watch it fly past
wanna go back
i jus wan cash
no chill, im spazzed
i done made racks
always place last
chew, it hit fast

nod im passed out
i dont cash out
i been blacked out
wanna crash out
im jus not allowed
she gon find out
we gon fall out
to high cant count
im gon pass out

ketamine, i cant see
u cant lie on team

u jus fuckin bite the lure
mindlessly, i keep blades on me
she fly to me

i dont care bout you, just text to me
im too high cant read

imma pharmacy
theres no price to me
copiers they all nice to me

want life for free
die with me
no privacy

hiding but
they findin me
no price, delete

talk to me
what do you need
im yours to keep

promise me
watch me bleed
keep god with me

thought i could control myself but i was wrong
thought i could just help myself but i was wrong
all for nothing i want something help me god
right before i die is where i wanna be

biting pills prod. jolst & homesick

ft @bloodonmybalmains
prod @9wren + @fucktwintails + @nightigerxo
art by instagram.com/sph3rq

(@sif666)
im hollow
this sorrow
i’ll hold onto
if u want 2
i got drugs 2
i could die for u
if u want 2
i can’t talk
i can't talk to u
im hurting 
this burden 
gets worse and worse
my cuts don’t hurt anymore

i stay out of sight
only come out at night
no bitch im not ur slime
i am a different kind
u cannot sit by my side
i keep a blade on my thigh
x’d out im way too high

(@bloodonmybalmains)
yea i go crazy yea i eat the brain
needles in my arm yea i feel like bane 
been tweaking out havent eaten for days 
starving away i got a stomach pain

i said i dont mind
i stay out at night
bitch ur not on my side 
im a different guy

i said im sorry
i got blood on my thigh
im just barred out 
im way to high

hollow + bloodonmybalmains (9wren + twintails + nightiger)

https://youtu.be/TFZFvVv0b1I?si=RxgUE8-zomMKDqz7

gfx: @smirnofftears on ig

prod me

seishin:
nothing blooming in my heart
only thorns and the silence
i got flower blooming tears
and a sigil from fire
i wont see you in the dark 
and when its dark there
stop talking bout the illness 
cause it doesnt define me
got a hole in my body and no farewell from her
you be casting spells on body and i cant i cant
i had no face what the fuck had i faced
i dont want no farewell just be faraway
faraway faraway i would feel the regret
if it'd been possible i would have done what it takes
okay my bad as always as always
im guilty of the all like im god or some shit

mikealone:
nothin bloomin in my heart, 
thorns cut, internal bleed
ah ah ah
im spittin blood, she wanna breed,
ah ah ah
body so cold, she bout to freeze,
ah ah ah
she gotta go, she gotta leave

i had no face, wait
now bitches givin me face, damn
she thinks i hate her,
im the one that i hate, damn
this feelin is endless
this feelin is endless
livin in darkness
i feel defensless

this shit never makes sense
she wanna make friends
how did i end there?
keep fallin for dead end

keep fallin for dead end
i always suffer the same thing
walkin around like im vendrick
she always talkin the same shit

i feel amazing
i dont feel amazing
i wanna end it
why are you keepin me waiting?

i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it

nosgov:
cant ressurect whats already gone
barely alive ready to die alone
what you assume if we barely spoke
i sink to pain while you make me torn
wash the pills in the sink, cant avoid
break down i can feel that its void
dont talk, i cant speak anymore
made peace as i fall to the floor
oh, cant take back whats already said
its already in my head
cant finish a simple task
tell me what you wanna do
i already bled for you
give up when im talking down
walked away still make it sound
i got it, guess ill take care
paint me your only victim
carefully planned incisions
oh, i barely fucking make sense
i got in but i faked it
guess ill never get out

thorns w/mikeAl0ne + Nosgov (MV IN DESC)

@7senss @inssekt
prod @5vexe @silversxo @with3rx

inssekt & senses - disaster (5v + silver + with3r)

obsessed ft. lurv (lurv + jhai)

Thankful

produced by @pw4prez

Baby girl u kill me
Baby girl its filthy
I been speaking clearly
I hope u can feel me
How im moving bounce right through the ceiling
Im jus tryna show u dis the real me
Baby how'd u kill me?
Baby can u heal me
Baby i been feeling
I just lost all feeling
I been going crazy i cant chill man
Why they always treat me like the villain??!?!?
UR THE WORST N U CANT FUCKING FACE IT
I been going dumb getting dangerous
Love it when they treat me like im nameless
Walk up from my grave im still stainless
U can trust me baby swear im harmless
Roll one up lets get it started
I fucked up again i know i caused it
I jus hope u kno im all in

U can treat me like im crazy i kno its true
Walk around the fog eyes hazy feet glued
That shit aint even phase me i swear i need u
I swear i need u
They all feels so fake everyone is see through
Said u wana escape i feel dat like me too
Feel like "why me?"
I keep trying
I keep fighting
I keep dying
Feel like "why me"
Its exhausting
Im so tired i cannot keep fighting
Go get higher i think that u might need it
Might need it
I start bleeding
Im still bleeding
I cant feel it
I cant feel it
I been dreaming
I need it
I need u
I need it
I need u

worlds ending but idgaf

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