september 18 2:22 am
im not telling you the original song
uploading this for myself

t3nn1sgirl&plzloveme ~ anesthesiac [ch3ap_tired_edit]

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and what does that word family mean to you?

current thoughts and feelings

track 2

one of my most favorite people in the world

@frxgxd

frxgxd

melancholy birthday

support comp babygirl: https://coffindancerecords.bandcamp.com/album/internet-music

sleeping pills overdose (for coffin dance's "internet music")

lol

https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa
https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa
https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa
https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa
https://soundcloud.com/nasanoa

dssctveself & nasanoa - bitter and cunning

I'm sorry for the things I said and showed online, which might've made people, who care about me a bit concerned. I'm currently struggling a lot in life and thereby made the decision, to quit social media and pulling myself together, firstly by receiving supervision again and secondly by attempting to tackle the roots of my substantial problems. Majorily as a result of my recent injuries, addictions and multiple overwhelming events irl, I've been going through my personal deepest state of depression and couldn't spend a single morning, afternoon, evening or night without truculently persistent thoughts of suicide. The reactions I received from others, while I was subtly or directly expressing these thoughts, were either pure resentment; left me feeling misunderstood; or as if I was another burden to everyone's already burdensome life. Hence, I came to the conclusion, that I must heal, before I'm dragging myself into other people's business again. I'll still post music on here and bc every once in a while, due to music being my most efficient outlet, but this most likely won't happen as frequently anymore. I read all of the messages the morning after and forgot to mention, that I cherished every single sincere interaction, even if my tone couldn't quite indicate that. If you need anything from me, I suggest you to ask me for it here or on bc, as my discord and twitter accounts are currently nearing their deletion. That's about it, bye =)

blank obituary

still here

collab with mayoi namekuji check out their music they make some really good stuff!! https://soundcloud.com/mayoinamekuji

t3nn1sgirl&plzloveme ~ anesthesiac [ch3ap_tired_edit]

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