lied 2 myself (grayskies)

stare out thru my window
im searching for something
i know your out there
dont run away

its a quarter after one 
why do i always feel alone
disappointed idk what to do 
or where it all went wrong
im a mess 
i hope i clean it up one day
cuz im so stressed
and disappointed in myself 

i push away 
everyone that love dont stay i feel a million ways
everyday the same i wanna die 
dont look at me amazed
that mean you aint hearing me
my aunt keep calling asking me if im okay 
ill lie right to her face 
but im miles on miles away
i fake a smile like im okay

yesterday is not today
but i feel the same as i did last week
and im on my knees yeah oh
begging out to the lord that he hear me now
i know we never talk a lot but your on speed dial
i told my dad that i loved him last week
and i cant even get a reply that hurts me
right now i feel dumb as hell & irks me
when i was young i thought this world was for me
but i was naive and narcissistic
even if i died you wouldnt miss this

can somebody tell me
is there something out there oh
(oh is there something for me)
i know this aint healthy
but its the only way i know
i need someone to help me
cause its the only way i know

you wouldnt miss this

you wouldnt miss this [p. idly blare]

bi polar w/ hayd333n (dercept)

Full of Fear (feat. Lxst Boy) (Prod.  Jang0)

i guess we have no choice.
when the world comes to an end.
I wish we had another day.

I Wish We Had Another Day W/ sace6

paranoid ;darkout; (prod. Jolst)

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Dont Look At My Face (Branwen X GAXILLIC)

prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
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nothin for myself

IM F*CKING TRYING (Swallowtail X Splashgvng)

prod. wisssery

i think im dying
i dont want violence
i wont sleep, wont close my eyelids
smiling thru pain and dont like it
i did what i could to bite it

u saw the same thing i did
cant lie, i still miss ur lips
my blood seeped thru ur dress
and i think this aint depression
and i think i learned my lesson
oo-
cram it in first,
dont grab ur purse
yeah..
oo!

if i cant lie
then i cant try,
yeah
if i cant smile
then i can lie </3
o - o 
i couldnt care much more than i do,
breaking down my boundaries to make it up to u


( who said im not depressed? )
( im fucked up by thursday next )

who said im not the best?
i know ive been depressed
im in over my head
talking always kills me..

this ain't depression

AI-Generated with Original Lyrics:

Met a girl the other day
That’s a simple line
Sat with her and drank a cup
I made her mine.
Sang a song danced a dance
As if nothing really mattered
In my own private wonderland

She’s the new girl
I’m the hatter
But believe it or not
The story is true
As the face I see staring
Through the looking glass is my own

And it breaks…

[CHORUS]
And that’s me
Yeah that’s me
The prince charming I never meant to be
She’s a beauty
I’m a beast
She’s the fairy tale
I’m the moral, I’m a lesson you teach
To your daughters
I wasn’t always this way
I wasn’t always this way

How sad I was lost
As the boy who lost his shadow
But she found me
On purpose
She’s a mother, she’s a lover
Maybe fate but that’s a lie

Push to shove like no other
But take my hand and we’ll fly
To a place we’ll be happy
Straight on till morning
And you’ll never never leave me
You’ll never leave anything behind.
Time stands still
And the life that you drink
Never leaves a tummy ache

[CHORUS]

So she exits stage right
And all I can do is chase her
After all that we’ve been through
How can a face her
Lost a shoe
Is it a clue?

Prick her finger then fall asleep
Dreaming while her body leaks
Buried in a glass grave
For her beauty you cannot hide
And that’s when I’ll find her
I’ll kiss her as she walks toward the light.

[CHORUS]

Met a girl the other day
Not so simple after all
Love isn’t what they say
So think of that before you fall

And that’s me
Yeah that’s me
The prince charming I never meant to be
She’s a beauty
I’m a beast
She’s the fairy tale
I’m the moral, I’m a lesson you teach
To your daughters
Look out for the man
Who will break your heart and leave you
Lie to you deceive you
I wasn’t always this way
I wasn’t always this way

Original Lyrics written in 2011 - Adapted in 2024
©️JR3rd

Dont Look At My Face (Branwen X GAXILLIC)

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