im just another side character #Skin

uh this is awkward I  cant  do  this

@menthol100s @mandymandymandymandy @six-days-after-christmas @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@menthol100s
you'd think everything was fake
i'm just one more mistake
and you've become this
feeling that i just dont think i'll shake
i'm so complacent
so disruptive
can't communicate
without words and pictures
guess it figures that everyone's the same
i'm becoming everything i hate
that's all i tell myself most days
take my pictures out your frames
all i ever did was change
must be nothing in my brain
every day feels much more fake
much more than the last one
i know i'll just break

@mandymandymandymandy
i'm so paranoid and i don't know what to do
and i don't really wanna tell you what i've been going through
'cause it doesn't change a thing and it gives no fucking use
and i think you only like me when you're drunk and confused
been fixing on my flesh ever since i was a kid
i didn't have no empathy for anything i did
don't turn me to your enemy, i don't deserve that shit
my virus is infecting you but will you notice it

skeleton x mandy - your own worst enemy is paranoia 2 (mashup)

i miss you and im at this point in my life

bling

lyrics: 

swear that im a hothead, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
but when i drop they love it. see the ring, look, pussy, kiss it

they love me more than i fuck with myself, its insane
i know theyre mortified, i wanna blow out my brain
treat me like coraline, take out my eyes and ill stay
im feeling more alive
i swear to god that im a hot head, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
when i drop they love it. see the ring, look, pussy, kiss it
but they dont read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen
no, i cant sleep at all
i dream of you when i wake
i let you keep it all
you planted it in my brain
i scrape my knees and fall for you and all of your games
so if you see me, call
but i wont answer

im a hothead, i used to be normal and i miss it
no, i cant keep standing when im bleeding in the kitchen
one more day is all i need
just to make me through the week
its the same, it all repeats
say a prayer before i leave

she told me to tell her, i cant find out where to start
say you love me up and down but you dont treat me like you are

said her favorite song of mine is probably galore
cause when the metals on my wrist it doesnt leave it sore
you said i was the only one, ive heard that one before
you dont gotta love me, i just wanted to be yours

thats the thing i hate
i cant break away
cause, damn it, im a hot head, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
but when i drop, they love it
seee the ring, look, pussy, kiss it
but they dont read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen

when they see me on that stage i pray they understand the vision
ima paint my bedroom red so they cant see how ive been living
love the rosaries, i count the beads then i proceed with sinning
i know your home is just a house to me so, baby, whats the difference
ill communicate at the best of my ability 
i was way too late, now youre hiding what u feel of me
so ill play your games, pass the time, you’re slowly killing me
so i lay awake, face is red, my fists are clenching

___ i just wanted to be yours w/ bunii

ghetto cupid

rose

ts really got deleted ts rlly finna pmo till my dih rots 💔

i keep calling ...

lyrics:

[Intro]
(C World)
Knife in my hand, like, why'd it have to be—
(C World)

[Chorus]
Knife in my hand, like, why'd it have to be me?
Backwood in my hand, sativa sticks in my dreams
Like, do I miss you? Like, damn
I kind of wish you could see me
So much blood on the leaves, I don’t think you'll believe me
But I guess I’m at peace
'Cause that’s what it’s been (You have no heart!)
Listen to myself argue with the demons within
Dodging bullets from pussies, 'cause that’s the climate I’m in

[Verse]
I've been dying to spin back, 'cause I’m dying to win
I stepped off of the pedestal, they said, “jaydes, why you did that?"
They think this a setback
I've been in that pussy, but it was just for a get back
And she won't forget that (C World)
These niggas dumb, just blame it on me
(Just blame it on me)

[Chorus]
Knife in my hand, like, why'd it have to be me?
Backwood in my hand, sativa sticks in my dreams
Like, do I miss you? Like, damn
I kind of wish you could see me
So much blood on the leaves, I don’t think you'll believe me
But I guess I’m at peace
'Cause that’s what it’s been
Listen to myself argue with the demons within
Dodging bullets from pussies, 'cause that’s the climate I’m in

[Outro]
Dying to win
These niggas dumb

Letter to my Father

xswxydx

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