Neosporin, I was made to stay up in the cut

It’s 3am in California. We’re about to head to LAX and I’m flying home after saying goodbye to my friends for the last time this trip. I made so many memories with them that I know I’m going to forget, but it’s okay because I had the chance to make those memories this week.

a more personal song 

@remghost made this amazing guitar <3
query came up wit the name

sitting on my bed str8 dying (shoutout @rouri404)
feeling everything go numb, im crying
system all fucked up n i cant lie
its all my fault since i fucked it up tonight
shoulda done it right

sitting on my bed str8 dying
everything is fallin apart, all flied away
i think that its my last day today
heart fucked up n filled wit hate
n its getting late

locking up my feelings in a cell
and im the type of person that depends on someone else
im dependent on shit, and im depended to live off of
taking everybody problems down up in my mental

i cant try and keep floating high
cuz its ups and downs, and im staying lying
righ down to the ground to the asphalt, i cant even act tall
when the ground is gonna crumble and i feel im gonna fall

sittin on my bed str8 dying
she said shes sick and tired of lying
and im sick n tired, of trying, trying
everybody fake, tryna act like they be right
i cant even put a fight up

and im done from the shit tonight
and im guessing u think ur right
i dont wanna spend the night

hysteria (remghost + tsuyunoshi)

prod. by myself

i spilled my guts all over the floor
im throwing up what id hold in before
swear we expired now we gotta throw it all out
every well i try to wish in i just fall down

im stuck here tryna pick up pieces of what's left of the truth
dont try to tell me that you think my life was better with you
turn of the tv i cant stand to see your face or ill lose it
ill let it consume me

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
im looking back ur tearing up
about the fact that we are done

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

throwing up

idgaf i still slide w a broken neck 
the opps at the function its no disrespect?
bro had that dog in’em call the vet
bitch im in the sky like i just went and hopped on a jet
shawty a chess master how they keep me in check
i gotta lotta get off of my chest 
yea i learned that most of these goofies is bitches 
turn to a fiend if i cant find me the bean 
i get to pacing and itching yea
double my pack when i flip it i stretch it i bet you this gram go a distance 
i think im pushing my limits 
i aint up next bro i already been it

Get it,  I get it
I swear you just look so diminished 
I just been hoping i'm in the clear 
I think I need to replenish
Been it, I been it
I promise lil boy you so finished 
Ima just make em all disappear 
I hope you don't end up all in it 
I just been looking up in the mirror 
Everything you think you did it 
Don't tell me some shit that I already know 
I'm losing it all im so out of control
Tell me that shit thats a place you don't go
I’ll pick it up but im feeling so slow 
Your filling up but you know im too low
You can't get enough when you know i'm alone
Im feeling stuck but won't answer the phone
Dont give a fuck and I let it be known 
I can't see you
Im tired im all on my own
You went off i'm feeling disowned 
Can't take it back after all you've shown

severe my head put it onto a goat
aint shit different you already know
22 years of my life been a joke 
im pushin forward with nothin but smoke 
im sliding different still with the same folks 
yoppa had his ass hittin the woah 
im off the tris got my head moving slow
wang on my feet or its them suicokes

idgaf i still slide w a broken neck 
the opps at the function its no disrespect?
bro had that dog in’em call the vet
bitch im in the sky like i just went and hopped on a jet
shawty a chess master how they keep me in check
i gotta lotta get off of my chest 
yea i learned that most of these goofies is bitches 
turn to a fiend if i cant find me the bean 
i get to pacing and itching yea
double my pack when i flip it i stretch it i bet you this gram go a distance 
i think im pushing my limits 
i aint up next bro i already been it
i already been it
oh no no no you didnt 
i seen the jakes tryna write me a ticket
feel like bananas the way that im splittin 
red dot on your head there aint much to dip'n
ima keep winning
honestly yo ass should prolly just give in 
talk to much bouta bitch im hidden 
i aint up next but i already been it

Spotify

been it ft. riptony (kari)

I'd die to be seen by anyone
2hollis inspired
@Chriad mix and master

Pre-Save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/srrygate/die-to-be-seen

lyrics:
You sure do talk a lot
I pop a pill and watch your body rot
So you like to talk (do you)
Light a torch and burn you till I'm caught

You could prolly catch me 
I walk up to the edge, you can test me
The devil wants to know if he can trust me
He can't, You can

And im searching for somewhere to go
I pop a perc and get inside of my zone 
I make it know
That I got nowhere to go I'm alone 

I know, That your looking for somewhere to go
Somewhere that you can call your home
Won't go home, fed up don't know
Where should I go, don't call my phone
You won't take my home, I won't wait for u
How could you

Let's let 
Bygones be bygones
Friends be friends 
What are you high on?
What's your best guess
Why won't you say yes
When I said what I said
I meant that shit

Just breathe in deep
Need quarantine
I'd die to be 
The one you see...

Die To Be Seen

Die To Be Seen (falci)

last single off my upcoming ep, pre save here: https://ffm.to/miseryfm

pre save

atlanta (wisssery)

Lalalala :)

go along like everything is just fine
we're not showing any signs
u can never tell if somethings wrong
go wide im a player penalized
running on the wrong side
breaking all the rules to top it off

fought the one time and now we dont talk at all
its on my mind but dont think that im missing yuh
someday or another i'll let chu know
if im close enough to let u know

and while im at it ima tell u by the way
u cant make it up after its too late
so u only do the minimum and say ur gonna change
why does it always fall through
wont take that
if u bark im gonna bite
its a lot of back and forth
but it only makes me want it more
although its nobody's fault
its so sad that we dont talk at all
not at all
and we built it up just to fall if the breeze had caught wind
didnt go how we thought
and now we dont talk at all
i push it back to the safe where the memories locked
try to forget who u are
cus now we dont talk at all

Talkatall =[

get over it (31sentinel x swazy*)

prod me

(no just sit back, it's okay)
and if i fall in a rut
at least you'll take the blame and put it all how it was
i'll take some time away give you a call in a month
don't need an explanation how it all ended up
just know i fucked up with all my strength

cause people only call when ur up
(that shit was never wrong)
your girlfriend doesn't call you enough
(i promise won't be long)
i know that it's been all adding up
you can just stay with me, and take it slow

it's just another loss
is this really something that you wouldn't want
keep burning off
so never tell about us don't want her to fall
we're sure to show
look around, are you happy what you made
center frame, sure decay
texts i sent missed four today
run to me in the pouring rain
you'll take my hand and soar away
you're desperately recording me
your girlfriend is a floor away
don't freeze up on me
make me feel like a throwaway
the future's calling
i don't know what's controlling me

just keep letting you fall in the mud
(so you can't do me wrong)
i'm not moving at all staying stuck
i got nothing to prove it's all out of love
i've been in pain like everyday way since we lost touch

too involved, thought we had a match but now the suit is off
shoulda known, you were counting cards way since we started off
double knot, which you gonna pick just kinda fucked all odds
buy it once, lose the pot
what's the over/under on me

it's just another loss
is this really something that you wouldn't want
keep burning off
so never tell about us don't want her to fall
we're sure to show
look around, are you happy what you made
center frame, sure decay
texts i sent missed four today
run to me in the pouring rain
you'll take my hand and soar away
you're desperately recording me
your girlfriend is a floor away
don't freeze up on me
make me feel like a throwaway
the future's calling
i don't know what's controlling me

and if i fall in a rut
at least you'll take the blame and put it all how it was
i'll take some time away give you a call in a month
don't need an explanation how it all ended up
just know i fucked up with all my strength

cause people only call when ur up
(that shit was never wrong)
your girlfriend doesn't call you enough
(i promise won't be long)
i know that it's been all adding up
you can just stay with me, and take it slow

center frame

Lyrics:

[VERSE 1]
Won't lie to you bae
Hard words that I'm trying to say
Lets try this again
Find reason to say you in my grace
Love when she right in my face
Feel lost gotta find my way (way)
Lately tryna find our place
Lets run it up, but my heart my break (no, no)

Want it bad but you don't know
Look back at all these photos
Wishing that time would change
Find out at the end of the day
My minds runnin round for you bae
We can't argue all day
Times running out, too late
Can we do this shit my way

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

[VERSE 2]
You're moving too fast
Open up when I'm faded
I don't want you that bad, no
She want love, she unstable
But she do the things that I say
Can we do this shit my way
Held it down on my own, I did
I did

Had to, hold my breath cause you won't step back
Hunnids on me, imma break that bank
She tryna lie about it, taint that fact
All these snakes I gotta watch my back

[PRE-CHORUS]
(Back)
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my (back)

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

hold my breath

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get over it (31sentinel x swazy*)

swazy*

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