i wanna touch u but ur too far away :(

My Life's A Wip track.2
Sorry it has been awhile, this is a bit of a filler song I will be dropping some more produced stuff soon.

Dec. 15th

Lyrics:
Hover in my room
you are the ghost I want to stay
Covering my wounds
You are the ghost I want to save

Now im checking on my phone
checking every little hole you can hide
hope thats alright
and your blocking all my socials hoping that I will not find
where you hide
where you ly

My mistake I gave you everything I had of me
Now everything I had went with you to the city
what do I do
when my heaven was with you
now in hell is where I stay because a peice of me's with you
how do I say
all these words stuck in my brain
all these things that I can not change
but ill try
to pass the time while inside my thoughts
analyze look at my faults 
If I fall atleast I fell for you

Now im checking on my phone
checking every little hole you can hide
hope thats alright
and your blocking all my socials hoping that I will not find
where you hide
where you ly


its not your fault I blame me
for things that I could not see
YOU LOST YOURSELF INSIDE ME
My fault, your fault 
No, I can't take all
Your right, i'm wrong 
Stop
It dont matter whose fault it is
You'll come right back
when you can't solve it

The Fifteenth

The Fifteenth (Heydium)

intro (sxth sns)

from crisis response coming out june 14th
presave: https://ffm.to/crisisresponse

3/7
fin 09.02.24
og 27.11.23
prod me
w @zzoos

CRISIS*RESPONSE

stream/buy

SoCasual w/ zoos

this shit took so long to make lol

lyrics:
the only thing i want rn is to feel alive
if i say im by myself don't think that's a lie
i sit in my room for days, hours at a time
and i know a lot of it is my fault

cuz i can't just say what i wanna say
i don't have the confidence
i feel like i should be dead
cuz at the end no one will care
i don't even show my face
im afraid of all i say
my existance is a mistake

i don't even have the words to say what i wanna say
i don't have the confidence
i feel like i should be dead
cuz at the end no one will care
i don't even show my face
im afraid of all i say
my existance is a mistake

every single day i feel the same..

i wish i could allow myself to be a little open
acting like i don't care
do it all over again
i don't care how long it takes
but i know i can't go back now
all tho i always feel the same
no one cares about me and i wonder why tf im still here
feel as light as the breeze
fell right back to my knees
i wish i could talk to someone

stay awake 'till 3am
talking to myself again
thinking 'bout places i've been
thinking why i should just quit
does it always feel the same?
take it, let it fall again
im still wasting time the same
wish i could just float away

drag my feet across the floor
don't try just keep moving on
everyone here thinks u r wrong
open wounds, just let it rot
i know im not good enough
im just trying to give it all

cuz i can't just say what i wanna say
i don't have the confidence
i feel like i should be dead
cuz at the end no one will care
i don't even show my face
im afraid of all i say
my existance is a mistake

i don't even have the words to say what i wanna say
i don't have the confidence
i feel like i should be dead
cuz at the end no one will care
i don't even show my face
im afraid of all i say
my existance is a mistake

every single day i feel the same...

detached

venomshank (w/ monikrr)

@qxi
art by @1dxn

me:
oh ur still in my life? i might break it off
would u care about me if i take it off
do u even give a fuck what i said at all
if i cared for myself, id forget it all

@qxi:
forgot my name last night i been tripping balls
if u wanna stay then u can its fine if u dont

(cus i understand why u leave)

i js dont understand why u had to run
and i still cant get it out of my head at all

i have to get myself so high that i cant think at all
u got me so damn fried wanna end it all

(end it all, end it all, end it all)

me:
if u look at me like that i might forget my name
i cant stand being up this shit is all the same (its all the same)
i thought it was enough for me if u just looked my way
now im getting jealous of ur friends idk what to say (dk what to say)

i dont wanna i hear it cause i dont like u like that
wasting all my time trying to get that feeling back
i spend hours of my life and im just scrolling through our chats
now im sat here wondering what it was i always lacked

oh ur still in my life? i might break it off
would u care about me if i take it off
do u even give a fuck what i said at all
if i cared for myself, id forget it all

breakitoff + quixi

prod https://soundcloud.com/fauxdot

LYRICS:

i swear you dont want me
stuck inside in your dreams
so why does it haunt me
to know that I was being

so fucking delusional
so fucked in the head
so done with these chemicals
im better off dead

so fucking impossible
to know that you cared
this time im not comin home
I dont belong here

where the blue meets the grey
i'll leave you anyways i'll leave you anyways
take a pill for the pain
i get lost in your gaze now I can't concentrate

i hope you feel the same
the way you lie makes me feel like im dead inside
take my life in the rain
extinguish this flame

so fucking delusional
so fucked in the head
so done with these chemicals
im better off dead

so fucking impossible
to know that you cared
this time im not comin home
I dont belong here

I_D0NT_BEL0NG (fauxx)

buck$ (prod.rexv2 vrtex)

BIB (PROD. SWIFT FOX)

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3F3SYdW0iuI

production by DJ Krewes

-

i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
cause deep down 
it feels like someone just died
i always dreamed of being the same
i always

spectator to my losses
made money then i lost it
cause you cant involve the world
and i cant help but evolve

the amount of times 
you know i stay away from here
opened up that door 
and now i gotta face my fears
put your hands to the sky 
if you know what im feeling
popped some pills
amsterdam
i dunno about this feeling
dunno about this feeling

i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
i always dreamed of being the same

and you know that time broke us up
answer the call
cuts on your skin
it wasnt my fault
cried in my arms
ten miles from france
jumped in the car
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance

dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you you you

the amount of times
you know i stay away from here
opened up that door 
and now i gotta face my fears
put your hands to the sky 
if you know what im feeling
popped some pills
amsterdam
i dunno about this feeling
dunno about this feeling

intro (sxth sns)

swazy*

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