such a sad song i feel this so much wow....

This hit soo diff, keep doing you brother <3 <3

Found this song from hivemind and cant stop listing

prod. me
mixed by @prodkbl and i
out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/horizon-2

lyrics:
make ends meet
holdin myself tryna cut envy
i cant help all the pretending
i cant stand all the fake frenzy
nah
oh
take that in for a second when i don’t feel nothing at all
last you called
in my own world trying get things solved
tryna look forward do the days ahead
stuck still in my feels instead
cant get over the things i read
process time and space connect
oh oh
and i paid the debts i owe
what do you know
could i handle what you show to me

cuz i can’t handle just to go to sleep
can’t even grow to speak my mind
can’t keep track of all time i spent
yeah yeah
got a couple signs i went
off the deep end
on the weekends
i tend to sleep in
way too late
i stay up like every day
and more and more of the things i hate
are the things i make
why can’t i appreciate
myself and all the work i pay
but i still feel like i dont deserve to take
all the credit i do
im always thinking bout you
how would it feel if i made one song or two
and never made another new

make ends meet
holdin myself tryna cut envy
i cant help all the pretending
i cant stand all the fake frenzy
nah
oh
take that in for a second when i don’t feel nothing at all
last you called
in my own world trying get things solved
tryna look forward do the days ahead
stuck still in my feels instead
cant get over the things i read
process time and space connect
oh oh
and i paid the debts i owe
what do you know
could i handle what you show to me

horizon

original : https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/cage-girl

Jane Remover - Cage Girl (cover)

produced by @typhoondll + me

lyrics:

[long ass intro with hella vocal chops for no reason]

u try to bring me along somewhere i wont go
u think ur calling my bluff but bitch i wont fold
got hyperflexed knees bending so low
my head is scraping the ceiling pray i wont grow

im losing feeling in my legs sitting waiting
got so much pressure on my head to keep it vacant
i run in place, keep posting my face make it famous
just so i can go replace it put a glaive where my brain is

i said im happiest for you that you lucked out
somehow only way i show it is i run out
smoke my lungs out 
try to hold back tears they send a flood now
every day's the same gotta wait another one down

counting all the time i lost watch the clock as it ticks by
all i got spending every drop i wont miss mine 
all i saw, u took my bar hit it six times
its gonna be all ur fucking fault when that shit dies

remember please, you dont own our memories, no
you shared with me and at best u had a lease on it
all i see bitches stare at me, keep watching
cant make me bleed, wont prick my finger on cheap comments

im sick of fake compliments im begging be honest
i hate the way the friendly faces are the least common
alone time for my whole life making me chronic
dont need a feature im the only one i see on it

i said im happiest for you that you lucked out
somehow only way i show it is i run out
smoke my lungs out 
try to hold back tears they send a flood now
every day's the same gotta wait another one down

counting all the time i lost watch the clock as it ticks by
all i got spending every drop i wont miss mine 
all i saw, u took my bar hit it six times
its gonna be all ur fucking fault when that shit dies

lucked out (p. typhoon + leyton)

spot of sunlight

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/sos   

I need a spot of sunlight
To get a- away from life 
I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again

Fried out of my mind get it over easy
True story I run see me on the TV
In a month I'll be out of the rut
Rust covered and lust filled
Calling your bluff

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost
And you're the talk of the town in my mind
When you look my way
You split my taste in the mood
And when I take it the conflict rise
I'll just fake my life 
Fore I lose my faith in the ruse

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

You and I are out of luck we're at a standstill
Guess I'm a diamond in the rough whenever going gets to tough
Cause I just roll with the punches, throw a stone in a bucket
No my tone isn't fine but I just won't get to bluffing
I guess I'm a dope fiend and I'm waiting for nothing
I got no self esteem when I'm calling you lovely
You need a hotel somewhere else combing the cusp
It wasn't noble when you're fucking causing a ruckus

Cause if it's better than me 
I'll sever tether to breathe 
New sweater, trendsetter
Back on to the leash 
I need a spot of sunlight 
To get a- away from life 

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UnxxbMckkgI

Drawing Shapes (catch Me If You Can)

OUT NOW: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leytonxswazy/im-sorry-that-u-tried

produced by @swazyhq

lyrics:

the blossoms always sprung
locked in ur bedroom in the spring
hide so they won’t find us
cry while i take the bus home

i tried to write it all down
so i could get it all out
i tripped and dropped all of my pages
fly away as i fall down

get back up i don’t know how
the rain on my window sounds so loud
lately i’ve been sleeping to ignore it 
face down in the front yard while it’s pouring 

cause i can’t afford the time that i’m stealing
late night while i’m staring at the ceiling
is it real or just a feeling
can anybody hear me

i never took care of myself 
you saw and you would always try to help
no one tried quite like you did
but i’m not something you can fix

now i see the whole time i was sick
you always stayed right by my side but that’s not a way to live 
i don’t wanna make u cry cause it’s nothing that u did 
i’m just sorry that u tried i was living out a lie

i always hid it all under the surface
i should’ve called it off u don’t deserve this 
but how could i stop us from falling we were perfect 
we couldn’t help but give it all swear we were burning

i’m sorry swear i didn’t try to call u
my finger slipped while i was tryna change the volume 
i know i’m in the wrong, shoulda made it stop but i went too long
now i never wanna hear that shit again, i hate all my songs 

now im back got me thinking of the past what i did wrong
come in last all the chances that i had, call this shit off
got me sad, all the times i let you down got me pissed off
wrote it down, swear i’m gonna drown in the list of

i cant look back, swear i’m doing what i have to do
i lost my track, really thought that things would last with you
hiding when i go out, crying in the bathroom
you don’t ever slow down, life is flying pst you

im sorry that u tried (p. swazy*)

fun corefish wall of sound 
smth a little different, just kinda made for fun :3

𝗹𝘆𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘀:


i try to be useless 
don't stare at the nuisance 
i keep falling back
but the track 
isn't fruitless 
i ran through the tulips
couldn't tomb my amusement 
guess i'm folding in two
discretion gone with the movement 

through it cause i'm lucid, and
took a long good look at the place i moved in 
and i knew it 
never wanted to show my face in a room 
cook a tune 
my fate was feeling loose
think this shit could be a test, man
fuck my life i don't wanna play the rest 
think i lost my 

mind in a suit and tie 
didn't know the tide went south 
i was stupefied 
everything inside was out
now the stupid guy 
playing with a mic is out  
could get scrutinized
every nook and dime was dealt 



𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗯𝗹𝘆 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆: 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗼𝗺

fruitless

prod credits.
me
cole calico
sxth sns
dramatrial
billsburyjoeboi

LYRICS: 
i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

i aint gon lie like i dont miss you for a single second
but you aint think before the knots to type a single message
hypocrisy i know im spitting yes i need a lesson
but since your gone man who my teacher hope you see me stressing
thinking about you every second yea thats what you wanted 
i shouldve felt the narcissism from the first few punches
do not talk family with me i fucking hate the subject 
what if i killed myself to figure out if i meant something 
you'd of told me i meant nothing 

i used to say you were the best mother 
and to this day i still try not to think much less of you
but its not easy with you not here telling me to run away 
from what im heading towards
i used to think i was the one that burnt the bridge of course
but its in my head now super clear how you were wielding torches
how you built me up and knocked me down made me feel less important
how you tied that noose around your neck before giving me notice 

now it would only take 2 seconds just to hit me up 
i'd probably respond too late but you dont give a fuck 
sometimes i wish i was the one that found you hanging up
i keep calling and hanging up

i wish i had another chance to say i love you 
cuz at this point inside my head im like fuck you
thought i could trust you 
never been more wrong in my life i wish it wasn't true

but i still breakdown wishing that it wasnt you
in my head i been so alone my thoughts are skewed 
can't deny i been in this pain for at least 2 
long years i don't think they're ending soon 
might as well put the gun to my head
and pull the trigger i might get to see you
my dad keep telling me im wrong
he probably right but i don't know if i wanna be here long
yea i wish you could hear this i know it would be your favorite song 
or maybe thats just my ego speaking you know where i get it from
ask me what i do it for?

yea it used to be you but now i don't really know anymore
i could tell you the truth but i know your not there to hear it no more
and if you were here you wouldn't wanna hear it it would bring you
to the floor, i dont really care no more 
you was finna leave me anyway 
through me off the cliff as a featherweight
don't act like it aint take nothing
i dont went through it in a heavy way
feeling naked running through the heavy rain
what the fuck was going on with my brain
they wonder why i made headaches shit
i was really truly going insane

i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

it really pissed me off when you killed yourself

COVER BY @gasstationpercs ON TWITTER

ONE WEEKEND, 31 SONGS, 47 ARTISTS, ONE ALBUM

https://discord.gg/SfPsr4y4dZ

VICTIM - corefish, alkyl, thatcherblackwood, MXJIA, & oldcollin

prod dead yami

know i always been afraid of heights

lamb shanks at spiros

All Platforms: https://lnkfi.re/onlock

Vocals:
@rans0m
@altvevo

Additional vocal contribution:
www.instagram.com/thisissully_/ as Manager

Produced/Mixed/Composed by Simon M*****

b)
The protagonist, now with a clear goal in mind and the taste of success still fresh on his tongue, decides to chase his dream with more greed than he had ever previously felt. He listens to his manager's requests while rebelling in increments. He tries too hard. He fails.

onlock [with rans0m, alt!]

bullet therapy

manager: @noob / mgmt@niztopia.com

it really pissed me off when you killed yourself

swazy*

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