uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhh

prod by xona(: 

-lyrics-
I still wonder if you watch me 
i sit alone and hoping things that could’ve have helped me 
and I know these things won’t change 
and you don’t care and I’m in my last day

and everything I do it’s so violent! 
everything you do is...
everything I do is- violent! 
but I still love you even if you make me cry..
cause I don’t care at all like why..?
should I try to hide from your eyes?
cause I don’t want no one besides.

(no one, no one oh...
no one, no one---)

everything you do is
everything I-

violent

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a more personal song 

@remghost made this amazing guitar <3
query came up wit the name

sitting on my bed str8 dying (shoutout @rouri404)
feeling everything go numb, im crying
system all fucked up n i cant lie
its all my fault since i fucked it up tonight
shoulda done it right

sitting on my bed str8 dying
everything is fallin apart, all flied away
i think that its my last day today
heart fucked up n filled wit hate
n its getting late

locking up my feelings in a cell
and im the type of person that depends on someone else
im dependent on shit, and im depended to live off of
taking everybody problems down up in my mental

i cant try and keep floating high
cuz its ups and downs, and im staying lying
righ down to the ground to the asphalt, i cant even act tall
when the ground is gonna crumble and i feel im gonna fall

sittin on my bed str8 dying
she said shes sick and tired of lying
and im sick n tired, of trying, trying
everybody fake, tryna act like they be right
i cant even put a fight up

and im done from the shit tonight
and im guessing u think ur right
i dont wanna spend the night

hysteria (remghost + tsuyunoshi)

washed* (Lil Biscuit)

MY DEBUT SINGLE :3 <3 !!!
lyrics below :o

PROD BY: 
@prodbyaustyn
@billsburyjoeboi

MIXED BY:
@eneightt

TORTURED SCREAMS BY:
@vaeo-music

COVER ART:
IG: bleuiink
Twitter: fckingstuwupid

i am right behind you always
one eye closed, you’re so cute when you’re sleeping
carve a place for me right in your ribcage
keep me.. in your.. headspace
peel your skin back, let me see those layers
before i eat get on my knees say prayers
harvest
your organs
your skin glued to mine, eat your heart out, you’re so pissed
im
a siren
a slow kiss
i’ll sing you to sleep, pick my teeth with your bones then-
baby im so fucking crazy for you
cross your heart or you will die cause i
wanna crawl into your skin
breathe me in
restart my pulse to make it match yours
catch
your blood before it hits the floor

i love you baby
i love you baby
i love you baby
i love you baby

THANK YOU TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO HELPED ME CREATE THIS SONG AND TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO GASSED ME UP WHENEVER THEY HEARD IT !!!

222. (austyn with a y & billsburyjoeboi)

stop it*

@saiwai
@1spoder
@rywrrd
@redhxrse

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i cant drown
if you got me then i got you there's no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

@rywrrd:
we just walked in
yea pulled up to the party and we sparkin
i got no options
i told that bitch i'm pullin up but that is not it
bitch i'm posted up w roah and spoder
when i'm down feel like sosa cuz i hate bein sober
fucked it up when we talked like over and over 
bet u wanna talk now cause i skrt in tha rover
got me fucked up 
tried to hmu last week
but idgaf i'm not ur bestie
left me
in the dirt like last year
but idgaf cause this is my year!

@redhxrse:
ooh
yea i'm going thru the works
can’t believe it's getting worse
when i'm with u it's like a curse
ooh
problems that u need to fix
and u keep venting about shit
like i'm a fucking therapist
all them fucking parties where i'm standing in the corner
minding my own business but u couldn't be more forward
yuh this broken man is tryna give out all these hints
but u give no shits with u there ain't no subtlety
subtlety subtlety like look at all these bands on me
money ain't a problem when ur clinginess is all i see
put another k on the dash but ur still here
try n make it make sense cos i don't want u anywhere near

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i can't drown
if you got me then i got you theres no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

fight

half the people that i know don't even know me

prod me and @assperrr
this is only the start..

inspos for song:
brakence - nervosa2
rouri404, vaeo - driving with my eyes closed

[lyrics]
*hook*
there isn't time for this why do you wanna stop
wake up like everyday just so you feel more lost
we've gained a lot from this but was it worth the cost
don't leave it now in the end it is all you've got

*bridge*
like what's the bigger picture shit i'm folding
half the people that i know
don't even know me
the issue is inside but i am this close
from exploding
but i am not that worried
cuz i jus know where i'm going

*verse 2*
i'm going
i can't ever just decide shit
it's all good
i'm just taking all my time with
the silence
i'm fighting myself the violence
can never be defeated
I hide and think where the time went?

honestly i don't know why i keep on saying
that i needa slow down
mind is very scattered
issues pile up my flow now
i'm so fucking sick there's not a point to get out
all i've got is this take off my
headphones and there's no sound

where do i go now?
i just wanna get out
cause honestly i'm wasting my time
when will i find out?
the bigger picture i wanna drive towards the top
it feels like i am at the bottom
but wait for my next drop

*hook*
there isn't time for this why do you wanna stop
wake up like everyday just so you feel more lost
we've gained a lot from this but was it worth the cost
don't leave it now in the end it is all you've got

*bridge*
like what's the bigger picture shit i'm folding
half the people that i know
don't even know me
the issue is inside but i am this close
from exploding
but i am not that worried
cuz i jus know where i'm going

3/18/2022

spotfiy !

all you've got (jauntsen x asperr)

EPISODE 3/5!!!!!!!!
featuring the frakin GOAT @t1gerstar!!!!
everything produced by me
inspired by tsubi club and internet girl

purple shampoo! (feat. tigerstar)

@1sloan (hook)
@0helper
@imohwell
@eurei

prod @traxee

Die To Be Seen

Die To Be Seen (falci)

Lalalala :)

go along like everything is just fine
we're not showing any signs
u can never tell if somethings wrong
go wide im a player penalized
running on the wrong side
breaking all the rules to top it off

fought the one time and now we dont talk at all
its on my mind but dont think that im missing yuh
someday or another i'll let chu know
if im close enough to let u know

and while im at it ima tell u by the way
u cant make it up after its too late
so u only do the minimum and say ur gonna change
why does it always fall through
wont take that
if u bark im gonna bite
its a lot of back and forth
but it only makes me want it more
although its nobody's fault
its so sad that we dont talk at all
not at all
and we built it up just to fall if the breeze had caught wind
didnt go how we thought
and now we dont talk at all
i push it back to the safe where the memories locked
try to forget who u are
cus now we dont talk at all

Talkatall =[

Lyrics:

[VERSE 1]
Won't lie to you bae
Hard words that I'm trying to say
Lets try this again
Find reason to say you in my grace
Love when she right in my face
Feel lost gotta find my way (way)
Lately tryna find our place
Lets run it up, but my heart my break (no, no)

Want it bad but you don't know
Look back at all these photos
Wishing that time would change
Find out at the end of the day
My minds runnin round for you bae
We can't argue all day
Times running out, too late
Can we do this shit my way

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

[VERSE 2]
You're moving too fast
Open up when I'm faded
I don't want you that bad, no
She want love, she unstable
But she do the things that I say
Can we do this shit my way
Held it down on my own, I did
I did

Had to, hold my breath cause you won't step back
Hunnids on me, imma break that bank
She tryna lie about it, taint that fact
All these snakes I gotta watch my back

[PRE-CHORUS]
(Back)
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my (back)

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

hold my breath

i count green (prod. vrtex)

Bun B

mixed signals +glaive (hibleach)

Credits:||
@hereisalden

Data Log:||
> begin system reboot
> processing...
> aldn.mp3 playing

stop it*

swazy*

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