i'm not the person i thought I'd be

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lyrics:

[intro]
it doesn’t make a difference
'cause even when I fucked it up you’d fix it
and ever since you left I thought you’d miss this
guess that’s not true
well maybe I was too persistent
but something ‘bout your laugh had me addicted
just make sure when my story’s told it begins with
and ends with you

[verse 1]
tried to keep what’s wrong ‘bout me left unknown
i was scared if they knew me, then I’d truly be left alone
just wanna give you everything, but my repressing kept me from growth
so I won’t hold it against you
if you detest my bones
just hope you grieve at the thought of me

[chorus 1]
it doesn’t make a difference
'cause even when I fucked it up you’d fix it
and ever since you left I thought you’d miss this
guess that’s not true
(and i don't wanna die, but maybe it's easier)
well maybe I was too persistent
but something ‘bout your laugh had me addicted
just make sure when my story’s told it begins with
and ends with you
(i pushed and they folded, my body was molded wrong)

[bridge]
just wish we had more time
but my body’s turned to rust
weakened spine; you regard me with disgust
you’re not mine, broken down from my mistrust
you were right
i’m not the person i thought I’d be
i’m not fine
tried to pretend that i was
i took pride, thought i was helping but i fucked
your whole life, was misguided by my lust
for your eyes
i’m not the person you wanna see

[chorus 2]
it doesn’t make a difference
'cause even when I fucked it up you’d fix it
and ever since you left I thought you’d miss this
guess that’s not true
well maybe I was too persistent
but something ‘bout your laugh had me addicted
just make sure when my story’s told it begins with
and ends with you

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(Prod.by MICHI)







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Born To Lose

You Don’t Understand

Wrong by Graham

Stream: https://ffm.to/tsbm

Produced by: Creaux, remghost, Neanderthal, polar
Mixed by: Creaux

Lyrics:
Sitting at our spot
The one we always talked about when we were kids
Hoping we'd get married one day
It always was enough
But now you're there with him
It makes me horrified
And I can't find the perfect words to say
Hey
Hey
Or maybe i just couldn't be enough
Hey
Hey

That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me

Momma told me stop the tripping
Father told me come and listen
Girls they come and go
Til they out the door
Keep your eyes on the vision
I asked him how long
Is this going on
He asked how long you been with her
I said 4 years
He said (Oh damn)
What did you say
What did you, what did you say again
Was it just me
Who messed it all up for the hell of it

Now you're out with him
And I'm left here thinking

That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me

'Cause i've been putting work in
I've been trynna get out my own head (Head)
I've been trynna find a way out
I'm just trynna not wind up here dead (Dead)

That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me

Spotify/Apple Music

That Should Be Me

trees talk

Hellish Path

I Remember is a pop/rock song written in collaboration with Jackie Irving a year or two ago (she composed the lyrics).  I've shortened it (it seemed to go on too long) and deleted the bridge which didn't seem to add much to the recording.  I've remixed the track and present it for your listening pleasure.  If you like what you hear, please feel free to let us know and repost.  As always, thanks so much for giving our music a listen.  Cheers

No Answers

I Remember (2024)

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